Sunday, July 19, 2009
today is a meaningful day for me =D
earlier in the morn set off to send my cousin and nephew off at the airport... they had gone over to malaysia last sun to stay with my aunt for the week before they go back to US...

see that tall guy amongst us? that's my 14-year-old nephew HAHA
afterthat met the bytches and jh at amk hub to watch harry potter! walked to some coffeeshop to makan at astons (me excluded) before heading to amk hub for the movie~ i think, it was kinda expected for me that the show wun be extremely fantastic, esp since i've read the book and i'll tend to compare, but i still cant help feeling disappointed... i mean, is there a need to put in so much time for all the lovey-dovey scenes? it's lik for a movie like harry potter, isn't the action much more impt? + it's ok if the lovey-dovey scenes are, ok, touch and go, BUT some of those scenes are rather draggy in my opinion =S ok nvm i tink i'm losing the girl side of me which shld prefer seeing such scenes =X
aftertt i tink we spent quite a long time in minitoons playing ard with all the stuff thr before heading back... jh me n van went to ky hse for dinner HAHA... had a super long chat which really made me clear up most of the clouds that had been over me almost the whole of last week~ and had a great time laughing away at certain stuff LOL
i guess i should say no one was really at fault, character dun click thr's nth much we can do also... ya i admit, i do enjoy the company, cos they're really a funny grp of ppl, but we wun be able to move further than the hang out friends barrier ba, and that doesn't matter to me... cause now i know i still have friends who really care =D just that maybe in the future may have lesser chance to hang out with vanee they all also le ba? things a bit odd ar LOL
i tink i was really too free the past week lar, plus all the sutff that happened at work and all, tt's y think so much, which made my insecurities even worse, to the extend that i think i'll lose the ppl i care abt... i hope that is really because i going LNG soon, hopefully next week, cos if not, that means i'm really just a brainless person... and plus my camp is the week after next LOL
anyway to my friends... i know that i'm a person who's not totally interesting, more of a listener den a speaker... and i really can be kinda brainless at times, and i dun often initiate conversations with people, except when i really super super free or notice something's wrong... doesn't mean i dun care, just that i really dunno what i can talk about, and that i know u guys might be busy too... i can be shoot ppl, but when i do that i'm treating you as a friend, i mean i wun do that to some random people la... when i'm brainless and i get overboard, dun hesitate to tell me, will try to restrain HAHA.... and after all the stuff, i tink i know who are the people i can really rely on as friends to give me the moral support i need, who love me as me, the loud and noisy girl HAHA... sure got buey song here and there but we managed to make up for the differences... and i'm really glad i still have them, not only my bytches, but also my brothers and all those who cared and was there with me when i'm down and when i need someone to cry to HAHA... these are all that i need to pull me through the darkest time when i'm losing the strength to carry on walking... and in turn support the others who needs me... so, just wanna say
THANKS TO ALL MY FRIENDS, FOR BEING MY FRIENDS.sounds kinda like a tribute HAHA... nono i'll not writing a sucide letter of any sort, just a little bit of my sentiments which i find hard to express face to face LOL... ppl will shy nia!~ haha so ya...
and if any of u need ears, i got 2 big ones here =D
lookin forward to uni =D studying is good cos when my friends are not free, but i am, i can take the time to study and revise instead of rotting and not knowing what i can do LOL~
lookin forward to the camp too! hope it'll be fun =D just wondering what to get for SP gift... any ideas what will a guy expect to get from a girl (both totally dunno each other AT ALL) which is within $10? =s
glad =D
--I Need a Nap--
2:10 AM
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