forgot to include this in my previous post... thx, yaoyao, for the purple flowers... i noe u've always hated purple... and you cnt stand the sight of it... so, realli... thx a million... i was realli very very touched when i recieved those flower... i cnt explain it but... just... thx...

ming, be strong... 你一定要坚强。命运很残酷，但绝对不要被它击倒，因为只有这样才会有机会在战胜它。我不能向你保证什么，也不想说太多我没有信心实现的誓言，但我却能很肯定地告诉你，我们之间的友谊，我会一直保留着，不会忘记。加油，我们一定会继续支持你，所以，你也不能放弃！

i dunno whether your will see this... but, i just dunno how to sae it to your... 9:58 PM
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just realised that this is goin to be the 100th post... after so long... time to clear a bit of cobwebs

many things had gone by... yunnan cip trip, xmas, ogl camp, new year, o1 camp, revelation, dramafest... met new friends, new emotions...

yunnan cip trip... the 8 days trip... thruout the trip i didn't realli have to do much log stuff and the boys took over since i dun have the strength to move those stuff anyway... felt strange that i have to take a step back... disappointed, also, with the lack of trust from some people... aniway, everything were sorted nicely out, and overall i still wanna say i love the planning com... thanks, realli... and also the new friends... my attaches, siti and sri, the 6 bangladesh, the ncc and yuanching ppl... not to mention, the "family ties" formed... gan ma! LOL...

it's so amazing that in a mere 8 days, i made friends more true and sincere den with certain people i see in sch everyday...

i didn't expect myself to have so much emotions... i realli didn't... not that i dunno that i'm usually quite emotional, but, haiz, dunno lar... also had lots of fun... not to mention how cheap stuff is over thr haha...

xmas... celebrated the eve with shiyun they all as well as vanee they all... den the the day itself with the "family"... xmas... always the festival i love most, for it's the time i get spend time with my friends mahjonged thruout the night... LOL... I MISS OUR CHALETS... let's have one after our "A"s can? den we'll have the same holiday ler...

sentosa outing... a day out on the beach... haha just the day before the ogl camp... made mi so damn tired that i almost wanted to pon the camp... but, i'm just not one who will be able to get myself out of all this HAHA... fun... quite long since i last when out to play in the water... i just love the sunshine, the laughter and the people LOL... and do u tink i care i'll fall sick? HAHA obviously no...

ogl camp... i cnt believed i wanted to pon it... i've changed too much... to the extent that i'll say no to camps? and sumore it was onli a 2d1n camp... how tiring can it get? i wuld nv have cared if i will be tired... i'll usually just go for everything... perhaps i'm just too slack after a year of rest frm all these opportunities.... and yes, i enjoyed myself in the camp... got my leg very beaten up by nevin thru haniplast, dance on a stomachache in the mornin at 4 with too much energy for bernard to handle, played all the water games and laughed all that i can... and, i love F6 (perhaps onli except for one thing... most of F6 shld noe wat i'm talkin abt =D)... aniway cried during songsinging... nt cos of ogl camp la, i mean, it was onli 2d1n... but cos it reminds mi abt yunnan again...

bytch outing... and yea, pitstop nv fail to provide us bytches with what we need... fun! although we did not play very high games, but still! we had fun =D... more of it, vanee? thx for organisin! =X

new yr... countdown with "family"... so tired, but so fun =D.. forgot wat's the name of that card game again... haiz...

O1 camp... stayed over b4 admin day, onli to realise tianwei weren't stayin... SIANS... aniway, O1 started and have to sae that i didn't exactly do a very good job bt my og is actually more united den i expected... just the same few everytime, but it makes me very heartened to see that they are actually close despite the obvious language barrier... i just love OG 29 campers... have fun also, played and danced, danced and played... oh ya i love all the family dances! if i have the chance i wanna learn the other 2 family dances as well! all are damn good... and of course, new friends... our batch weren't realli successful... but nevertheless, well done guys =D

revelation... mad rush for OG gifts and dance again... the gifts weren't done =X... but think the dance were ok... considerin we practised only like, 15mins before the whole thing in a damn nt condusive environment? lol... den, flooded... was very reluctant to leave for drama fest rehearsal... flooded as i leave the hall... and i weren't the onli one...

drama fest... recieved a damn bad news before it... ok, flooded... glad to have recieved good news as well... was afraid that i wuld affect the whole performance... in the end, when on the stage, i cnt help but almost laughed again, and tryin hard not to by bitin my lips...damn... but think it was ok since my role were quite minor and no one wuld have noticed... aniway, i didn't noe weijian culd act so well! still, i enjoyed A02's performance... it was a tragedy... for ours, considering the so last min work, it turned out well... great job guys!

time to get myself back to eclub and studies...

i've fallen into deepshit again... and i dunno how to get out of it... can be so sweet at tyms, but i just dunno wat it realli means and i get so confused... was so angry the other day... but the very next day, i actually told myself that i dun care if i'm just dreamin, and was allowing myself to just get deeper and deeper... just not long after i told myself that it was just on impulse... die... what's more, i dun tink this death will be worth it... but i just cnt get myself out of it!

i've just been promoted to the class rep... and i went to kop the attendance sheets... while packing my file, i realised that i still have a few pieces of attendance sheets left frm last yr... i tot i culd use it den i realised the numbers are diff... there was a diff in the number of people... supposed to be one cos of a typo in our attendance sheet last yr, but it became two... check the order and realised it was ok... den i checked it by the names... it was onli then that the realisation that thura had left the class fell heavily on me... and the same thing happened again... it's lik, why is it that ppl always have to leave? if sumone lik me, who still get to stay with the rest of the class is feelin upset, how wuld the person, who wun be with ani of us animore, feel? i noe i'm blabbering nonsense again... life is cruel.. damnit lar! i just hope... that everyone will be strong... and i dun wan to break down just liddat again... i dun wan ppl to be the one supportin mi instead...

clashed the O2 ogl mass dance session... the new dances are nice! esp ain't it funny... will join the rest of the sessions as well if i can =D... den on the bus was counting with the idiot which are the dances we noe... he noe 14 and i noe 9... lol... well he dun noe my family dance, and i dunno the council dance, u can't stop the beat and the 3 new dances... saw samuel at the bus stop today... had fun catching up with each other... took my mind off a lot of things as well as we chatted about what happened and wat's goin on in our life now... sometimes, it feel so good to step back a little and think about the good old times...

ppl changed... i changed alot too... 12:30 AM
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8th Oct 1990
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