Activities at a glance:

- Mug with steph (21st Sept)
- The long awaited not-meant-to-be-completed MAS 801 midterm exams, followed by my post-exam concussion and shopping with peiting in jp lol (23rd Sept)
- 1st lunch of the week with holden peeps, after my distressing test lol (24th Sept)
- HTHT over lunch and The paid-to-talk canvassing event LOL (today)

ya little stuff this week, which is good so i have time to mug as well as rest...

the week after recess week will be quite gg for me... 4 tests, three of them IN THE SAME DAY... thx to my very meticulous maths tutors eh? who dun wan us to come back on different days and dun wanna use the lectures for the tests =D (cos apparently we're behind time and they cannot finish the modules)

and the worse thing is: i'm in totally no mood to mug =D

issit the environment? cos i've been goin home after sch, finding it lame to go to lib after sch... and staying in sch to mug feels kind of weird... not used to the envir =x LOL

and angela asked me a qn which set me thinking... back lol... and ya, i think i got most of wat i wan now =D at least i'm happy =D

and now i'm really confused, i dunno why u're confused, i dunno how come suddenly it's lik this again, and ya, totally confused, LOL... it feels lik it's goin on n off =S

HAHA recent fav song after hearing it someday on the radio when mugging with xq and girls~ nice song hor vanee? LOL =X

Avalanche - Marie Digby

Since when do you come around?
And the temperature's changed, nothing's the same
Left me, in yesterday;
You don't see me that way, touch me that way, no more
When you get so cold, I'm not sure just how much longer I can hold

You got me standing at the bottom of this mountain that we've made (mountain that we've made)
And the ground is shaking from all of our mistakes (all of our mistakes)
But there's no one, but then the ice is in our way
It's a matter of time,
We can rewind

If only you knew,
What my heart goes through for you
I'm tryna break through,
Don't you think it's worth the chance?
Let's leave the past, is that too much to ask?
And where do we stand? (Where do we stand?)
Can we pull through this avalanche? (avalanche, avalanche, oh, this avalanche, avalanche, avalanche)
Can we pull through this avalanche? (avalanche, avalanche, yeah, this avalanche, avalanche, avalanche, ooooh)

We see what's up ahead
Why do we stay?
Watching us fading
Trapped in by regret
There's no way out, and there's no way in, no
And it's so cold, I'm not sure just how much longer I can hold

You got me standing at the bottom of this mountain that we've made (mountain that we've made)
And the ground is shakin', from all of our mistakes (all of our mistakes)
But there's no one, but then the ice is in our way
It's a matter of time, we can rewind

If only you knew,
What my heart goes through for you
I'm tryna break through,
Don't you think it's worth the chance?
Let's leave the past,
Is that too much to ask?
And where do we stand? (Where do we stand?)
Can we pull through this avalanche? (avalanche, avalanche, oh, this avalanche, avalanche, avalanche)
Can we pull through this avalanche? (avalanche, avalanche, yeah, this avalanche, avalanche, avalanche, ooooh)

The bond is breaking and it's taking over my spirit (quickly, quickly)
Something's shifted, have we drifted too far apart now?

If you, oh,
If only you knew,
What my heart goes through for you
I'm tryna break through,
Don't you think it's worth the chance?
Let's leave the past,
Is that too much to ask?
And where do we stand? (Where do we stand?)
Can we pull through this avalanche? (avalanche, avalanche, oh, this avalanche, avalanche, avalanche)
Can we pull through this avalanche? (avalanche, avalanche, yeah, this avalanche, avalanche, avalanche, ooooh) 12:40 AM
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12 days has passed... =S

Activities at a glance:
- planning comm meeting (9th sept)
- zhi char with yl, xq, demon(jiewei) n demon's friend(oppx, i forgot his name)!!! (10th sept)
- super easy MAS111 quiz, new printer! =D HTHT with peishan after IT fair (11th sept)
- study with shiyun and yaying, celebrated dickee's birthday!~ (12th sept)
- new ipod nano 5th gen! met up with grace for sakae dinner!!! =D (13th sept)
- breakfast with yl noelle sam, dental appointment oO (15th sept)
- FOC main comm meeting... Jing Ying bday celeb! =D (16th sept)
- Sub Comm recruitment drive~ (17th sept)
- Operation research quiz =S, supper with bytches!!! (18th sept)
- Mug with dengyuan, den alex noelle (today)

lol recently more slack ler, got time to play and mug~~ somehow LOL... BUT! i'm kinda broke now!!! after buying my printer + ipod + going for my dental, i'm pretty broke! heng i have a student whose's payin me session by session~ haha but i tink i got the stuff in IT fair at kinda good deal~ hehe

btw, my sch's zhichar is DAMN DAMN CHEAP!!! 4 dishes, quality good, ok quantity SLIGHTLY lesser, makaned by 2 guys 3 girls, cost 15 bucks!!! it's $3 per person!!! wahaha damn cheap lol~ good place for gathering for ntu students!!! =D

and the camp, programme side, starting to see light... flow and all more or less fixed haha~ just that we got probs with manpower... shall not elaborate too much =S and i'm startin to know ppl thr better! mainly plannin side de lol... but at least now i can recognise all of them ler haha~

and! celebrated dickee's birthday last sat! haha... zhen fa~~ haha i very fast full liao =S... had a good time catchin up and chattin lol... went back jurong to cut cake and watched the gamers~ omg the show was damn sick =S psycho... controlling another person to die for you =S i tink ivy a bit xia dao by my reaction in the cinema =S but overall, it was good=D

and met up with my bytches last fri LATE in the night for SUPPER!!! at xin wang in YISHUN lol... FOR SOME REASON lol... ivy drove me thr! and we picked mich up along the way! =D... and peishan CABBED FRM TAMAH JURONG to meet us! though it was damn late and all of us was shag and hungry after a long day in sch/work, it was nice =D we even "reported" all our current status lol~ dunno when's the next time we'll all meet up le =S

and...

MICHELLE JIE IS GETTING MARRIED!!! haha my mood weren't good, but after discussing abt it with my guardian, i sudd feel better~ haha... the big sister in our eyes since we were very very young, gettin married now! time realli flies~ lookin forward to her wedding! haha =D

been blog hopping... ppl are leavin... and i think... perhaps he is alr used to leavin... afterall he is more mature den us in many ways, perhaps he just see 离别 as part and parcel of his life... not that he dun care, not that he's not sad... i dunno abt u, but come to think of it, i had nv seen his weaker side... ever with the calm and cool composure... and it's wat he wants...

and i think he's not the only one who's leavin?

recently thr's been a very down atmosphere in her blog... the flow, her language...

since the begin of our gather, in the on and off underlying disagreements amongst us, the mugging days, the ponnin days, the badminton days, the basketball days, i'm sure everyone realised that our gathering is short-termed... 2 yrs... and everything aftertt becomes unpredictable... and it's always during times lik this we look back and realised, we didn't spent enough time tgt as we constantly move on, constantly grow up... and suddenly it's lik, u wun see this person, perhaps ever again... ok for me at least...

and lik, i'm not thr when they're down? no doubt they'll have others, but it's the thought of me not playing the role of a friend to them... and i dunno how long can things still last, while change is ever constant...

and i realised, i'm being stupid again... haha... and the story goes back again, to the same point... no point, no point... lol so i go to jurong point~ (extracted from camp cheer haha)

move on =D

upcoming:
- recess week (26th sept - 4th oct)
- midterms (at random dates)
- CAC FOC chalet (1st and 2nd Oct)
- canvassing events (at random dates as well)

tasks:
- camp flow and games

jiayou girl =D 1:27 AM
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Wooo back!

Activities at a glance:
- Met up with yf, Ky hse with vanee n ky n jh (3rd sept)
- Dickee's Arrival to SG!!! (4th sept)
- Keetyih's bday lunch and Steamboat at Dickee's hse!!! (5th sept)
- food poisoning T.T (6th sept)
- Steamboat with FOC main comm peeps =D (today)

i think currently i can only stick to this "activities at a glance" section to remind myself what happened... and i doubt i'll have time to update all in details, but still MIGHT decide to post some photos in near(hopefully) future haha...

just recovered frm food poisoning!!! ok for those who didn't know, i tio food poisoning just 2 days back, which deprived me a chance of earning $50 and meeting up with angela and the yunnan guys~ really very xinku, keep on 上吐下泻, and halfway while i was doin the ppt for claud! convertin it into movie... and had to finish it and send it to andrew that nite =S so i practically spent that whole nite between my laptop and vomitting =S but now i'm much better, even managed to make it for the steamboat today! =D

anyway, glad that Dickee's back to sg! all of us was glad to see him back, after so long! we turned into giraffes at the airport while waiting for him to come out! tryin to spot him amongst the ppl arriving sg (heng we reached on time, traffic jam =s) and after waiting for sometime, we saw him! just as he left haha! except that he was wearin a set of very smart clothes which he bought the day b4 he left!!! haha! all of us was, grinning, happy that he's back! esp so for mich!!! (ivy n i thought she teared =x) went to have supper afterthat and steamboat at his hse the nxt day~ and the feeling when we saw him at the airport was good... lol and he was very busy, tryin to entertain everyone who went to fetch him haha~

think now, it's really gonna be more difficult for us to meet up ler =S=S=S everyone's busy... glad that i had my fair share of outins these few weeks with most of my friends frm the diff clique, to last me thru for a while... wondering when's the next time i can meet up with all of them? and claud just flew~ bytch outings will not be complete for the next 6mths =S

and those havin attachments... jy yea? work for ur As!!! =D and i'll work for mine =D 11:56 PM
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OK, my blog is piling up... i'm really not havin enough time to blog now!

activities at a glance:
-CAC welcome tea(12th Aug)
-Pin Guang's school concert(13th Aug)
-Joan's birthday celeb!!!(14th Aug)
-"G.I. Joe" with vanee cs cy, Dinner with yf(15th Aug)
-"Up" with yf(17th Aug)
-Bought laptop!!! =D(18th Aug)
-Pepper lunch with yf(19th Aug)
-dinner with yingling n jinghu + CAC interview!(20th Aug)
-KY's birthday celebration!!!(21st Aug)
-Shoppin with Holdens and Dinner with grace yf aaron & ryan's family(22nd Aug)
-Shenlin's birthday celeb!!!(supposed to be jianbin's as well)(23rd Aug)
-1st visit to yl's n xq's room to MUG oO(24th Aug)
-1st time at riverboat with yf!(25th Aug)
-Ramen Teh with yf(26th Aug)
-KBOX with yingling xuanqi noelle AND 1st CAC FOC 01 Main Comm meeting!!!(27th Aug)
-The proposal with Bytches!!!(28th Aug)
-Yunnan "family dinner"!(29th Aug)
-Breakfast at yf hse + CAC Planning Comm 1st meeting + Yy's birthday dinner!!!(30 Aug)
-Going back to juying!(31st Aug)
-2nd mugging session (1st Aug)

and ya... that's the activities i had over the last few weeks~ this week is much better, jus lik today, didn't have anything much outside lessons except to meet COT for breakfast n lunch... OMG and i haven updated in quite a while!!! and i didn't really realise till yingling told me she linked me today =S... looks lik for now the photoblog thingy will still have to be post pone, maybe till during my recess ba~

not havin enough slp nowadays, and i'm always lik, goin frm one place to another.. but i'm gettin used to it, and lik i told xuanqi, this week onwrds shld be better ler! and ya, i'm gettin my tuts done on time again ler, though i had to stay up for it, and after tml i can start preparing for next week!!!

and i cnt believe what a mugger i am now... when i'm free, i'll study or sth... tt's definitely a change for me! i'm sure my sec sch n jc mates agress rite? me doing tuts! and sacrificin my slp for it! omg i cnt believe it either, but i'm now lik, so tuned to it! but still, i'm spendin a lot of time outside too! haha

reminiscing, i sudd tot back of what happened to me in the past few yrs this few days... part of the reason why i wanted to blog, apart frm yingling's act of linkin me... well, rather, she reminded me that i wanted to blog abt this...

perhaps it's mrs hon's qn of "is that(my course in uni) ur 1st choice?", perhaps it's my conversation with cheryl a few days back... thought of all the schools i've chosen and the choices i've made... 1st time after psle... 2nd time after o lvls... and now, after my "A"s... and i think, i nv regret... i lik the ppl i met, my bros and bytches and comrades in juying, my multinational class and fellow leaders in jj, my super enthu and funny og mates in uni... despite the fact that, ya, i know i could have gone to better schs, got better grades for my "o"s and "a"s, i'm not regrettin anything...

i'm lucky to have what i want now... though i'm lik, knowing that ntu's reputation for student union foc(not CAC foc, which i attended!) is not good, complaining abt the Alpha Tango teachers not knowin how to teach(not all though, some are good =D), calculus killin me and all, but i'm enjoyin it... enjoyin studyin maths, my life in uni, with the ppl i enjoy mixing with, pt, cheryl, my og mates, yanting and company, shiyun n company, blah blah...

AND SPECIAL THANKS TO PT... i wonder if she's readin the blog, but well... she's always looking out for me, who's constantly late, blur, injured by my shoes, nv check stuff and forgot to bring notes LOL... jus lik a mama!!! though in terms of size... HAHA... damn lucky to have her as a coursemate, anything i need, i have her!

AND XUANQI, who offered to call me every morning! and the one who will motivate me to mug!

AND my lunch khakis, namely the COT, pt, cheryl~

AND my mugging OG friends, namely xuan qi(again) yingling(my les partner) noelle samuel HAHA

enjoying all the company =D

just lik how i've enjoyed myself in sec sch and jc, though both of them are the ultra type of neighbourhood sch, esp for juying

and i'm glad to have met all the ppl i did, all my friends now =D

will be workin very hard, for wat i want in the end... this sem is gonna be a busy one... jiayou girl! haha... 21 AUs! =D

ok wanted to slp at 1...now is 1.19 ler! so cya! 1:19 AM
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ying ming aka cabbage/veggie/veg/cai/cat
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8th Oct 1990
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