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mon, went sch for ext bazaar meetin... mm... not much comments abt tt lar... practically only noe ken =x... settle sum avac stuff, met up with angela, shiyun and weixin den went to eat... den watched stardust with angela and weekheng LOL... and it was nice lar! haha funny also =x... the ghost all so eng lar... sit thr watch show LOL... den went home

tue... met angela in the mornin to take the in-flu-ant-za jab =s... haha bought travel pills as well... went sch to look for miss angie and mr choo aftertt wit jiayi as well... settle avac stuff den go eat with ivy they all... was still worrying abt being late... in the end... none reached... den laixing came and helped... finished ard one hr ltr, den kenny and ziyang arrived... brief them a little, den went jp lib to study... saw chin kang and met up wit his friend kenneth, who happens to be xingnanian LOL... studied and left early to have dinner at home (so guai =x)... haha my mum happens to have a day off...

wed, went to sch in the mornin had cheers and games... LOL quite fun lar... set up a bit of avac stuff den went to eat... came back... open LT blah blah... set up netball court, settle LN... all these... =s... and i tink we didn't clear the LN afterwhich... =s... cock ups, cock ups, and more cock ups... didn't take any photos and videos as well... met the members also... think all of them were like, traumatized with our enthu-ness... den they had mass dance, while i settle avac... shit lar scared mi... the mixer wuld have burst lar... den had debrief, cleared, have dinner with angela vivien and shiyun b4 go home...

today went sch settle avac stuff and clear LN... thanks nat, menghan, jin, pengtiong, ivy T, elvina and fiona for their help... met up with andrew and went to queensway to buy some stuff... we onli walked for two hrs and we're oreday dead beat =S... den home...

realli need to thank a lot of ppl for wed... log com was very short-handed due to absentees... i cnt explain the relieve i felt when kenny came back when i needed to brief them abt the avac stuff lar... cos i noe with kenny ard everything will be fine with the avac... he will settle till sui sui one... HAHA... tink i owe him and ziyang a sry for askin them to stay till so late... and also a thanks for trainin timothy till so zai with the system LOL...

need thanks ppl lik menghan, timothy, jonathan and zhengwei as well, for offerin to render us their help... the councillors, nat, yufeng, junhao, vivien and pengtiong for all their help, advices and encouragements... all these things, no matter how little it seems, realli mattered a lot... and kept mi goin... LOL...

i noe tt i still have lots to learn when it comes to being an ic... i'm too used to working with people which i had known for a very long tym, n i still find it hard to open up with and trust tis batch of ppl... the onli tym i realli let people do it and i dun care was when i asked menghan to set up the LN for mi... den i realised i forgot to ask them to put water over thr... and oh, we're running out of water =s... 11:43 AM
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woke up, decided against teachin tuition... no mood =x... heard jamelia's superstar on a tv commercial and started dancing to it... and my family thinks tt i'm siao... HAHA and i was nt the onli one... ivy as well HAHA =x... HAHA now i understand y tt idiot sae tt durin games cannot play mass dance songs, cos ppl will start to dance=x... and i tot it was siao... LOL... glad tt i learnt the dances... fun! HAHA... den went ivy hse study... did maths =s... and realise i forgot to bring both my gc and sc =s... HAHA study maths forget to bring calculators-_-... nvm nt the 1st tym it happens aniway =x... study till she had to go out... den met up with two other bytches, claud and mich to study... den ps joined us... study till 5+ and home...

haha... good tt at least ivy is studyin... and decided to join shunping they all later for it... though she had to entertain lots of phone calls lar... but at least can tell she is trying to study... and allowed mi to bug and scold her nia... poor ivy =x...

and finally i started concentratin as well... 10:36 PM
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today went to buy stuff with my mum and sis.. den visited the ah ma who is in coma with angela and besta... den buy some stuff and went home

i dunno wat is goin on with mi this whole week... it's lik a part of me realli dun seems right
the way i'm handling things, the way i tink.. i'm feelin the emptyness... no, i'm nt as cheerful as i try to seem, i'm nt the person everyone sees

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ok here to blog, since i'm so free now...

mon... met drew and claud in jyss in the mornin as ANDREW needed a favour... + i need help my sis buy her books... den very guai, stayed at home to pack a bit of my stuff lar... played maple with my sis account as well... k lar... basically rotting at home

tues... went i/c meetin... den joined scdc for their mass dance sessions... and learnt a bit frm them as they dance... haha i got learn a few lar bt i practically forget all... aniway aftertt, managed to settle sum log com stuff... thx to junjie and yuansheng... den... dinner and help choose bazhang present b4 headin home

wed... yunnan planning com meeting... had games... nt bad got to enjoy a bit... den aftertt... prep for the song singing session... a lot of probs in btw... den realize i left out a lot of things... luckily gt kenny and hotat to help me... my poor members... cos of my blurness realli caused them to run ard a lot... yufeng and junhao was lik, wat was i doin? den it's lik, i tink i a bit over reliant on the councillors... a lot of things, lik the drawin of water, slipped rite out of my mind... den there were points when i realli felt like shoutin at sumone... and i felt so great that i didn't lar... i mean, ok, i'm trying my best to help le... bt if u wan mi to be able to help, u mus also cooperate rite? when i tell u sumthing, i'm tellin u so tt i can help u... all of us got a job to do, and i cnt afford to take care of so many things at once... k la... tink tt day everyone was stressed up... ok aniway, the day ended with birthday songs and stuff lar... packed avac, den went to let yufeng shout at =s... den went je met vanee jh sh yj and mindy for jh and sh b'day... went sh hse have dinner, play a bit mahjong den went home...

thurs... met up with yy yw and cs for pool b4 go piano... and the very blur me left the wallet at bear hse... and wasted damn lots of tym gettin it back... k cnt blame anione... den went back to meet cs yy cy and joel, just nice when they are leavin... so, went to study at kfc for a while b4 goin home...

today... mass dance sessions... lesser probs lar... and i tink at least today, i manage to catch up with wat the scdc was doin most of the tym lar... haha danced with kenny, at first he was very stoned, bt after a while he joined in... ate, went home

aniway, was very encouraged by wat kenny sae to comfort me on wed... ok lar... it's nt tt i dunno tt indeed, councillors are more experienced then us, of cos they will perform better lar... it's cos the fact that he was tryin to comfort mi tt makes me feel very very encouraged... after i made him run so much, after i made him stay for so long and all that... thanks, though i dun tink i will ever realli sae it to him in the face =x

still, although it's true that the councillors are more experienced, i dun tink it realli shld be a reason to slack and tink tt it's ok to make mistakes... at yunnan, we're expected to take everything on our own... no more help frm the councillors or watsoeva...in addition to it, we still need to take care of another 50+ students from our own country as well as our teachers... out of this, we have lik, 12 NCC boys frm jc level =s... which wil be harder to manage as sum can be egoist, esp since they call the shots in their hq... we cannot afford to slack now, and shld not be making animore mistakes already...

and the thing abt mi is i'm realli very blur and tends to forget a lot of things... and tt is an offence that is unpardonable when you talk about preparing for overseas trips, with a bunch of kinnas under your charge...

a lot of changes... a lot of surprises, both pleasant and unpleasant... a lot of choices and decisions... everyone have they own commitments, their own destination... and their own choices... and sumtyms i seriously feel alone... i dun have sumone whom i can realli share all the things with and at the same time, understand what i'm goin thru and offer mi the shoulder i need... anyway, thx laixing for tryin to comfort mi as well

i'm nt sure if i shld be happy that i'm becomin stronger and accepting more things, or i shld be worried that it is goin to be damagin to my health... while, as compared to last tym, i realli cry lesser now... and i m still able to give ppl a realli wide smile even when my heart realli realli feel as though it is being squashed... i'm nt sure how long my smile will be able to last though...

sumtyms i tink i realli shld not care so much... about other ppl... when they dun even care abt themselves? and what i'm gonna do: i'm gonna study... and i seriously shld not care about whether they study for their re-eaxms... and i dun care if they will fail... since they dun, den why m i tinkin so much abt? damn it... after the teachers went through so much to save them... and so many ppl are concern abt them... they dun even try... and they are not oblige to study just because i want them to... i tink i realli shldn't care...

that's y i lik being busy... i dun mind the stress... at least, when i'm busy, it puts my mind of a lot of things... i dun tink abt so many bloody things and get so emo abt them... 7:23 PM
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ok... let's talk about mon... my A lvls MT... tink i kinda screwed it up... serve me rite for nt slpin early xD T.T... den... went for short yunnan briefin, had lunch with them b4 badminton-ing wit the class! haiz just too bad that i got to leave early T.T... den went orchard with the yunnan ppl! tink onli 13 of us went... mi, angela, idiot, ahjin, shiyun, huizhen, xiao ivy, shunping, laixing, menghan, jowell, fiona, zhihao... pool 1st, den went for dinner...played ard and walk ard for quite long b4 we decided to got shiyun hse to ton (and sing =X)... angela, shunping, jowell, idiot and i went... AND SANG! =x... much to her family's dismay =s... slept at abt 3 or 3.30...

tue... woke at abt 6... den went to help shiyun's maid a bit b4 her mum wakes... den that idiot woke up and den make one cup of milo b4 goin back to slp -_-... went back to slp after a while as well and woke at abt 8.30 to realize the idiot still slpin when he supposed to leave and prep for work -_-... den ate breakfast wit angela den wait for everyone to wake b4 goin home... den go home... brought my sis out to buy stuff... met up wit andrew chinsoon and zhonglin(?) for an early dinner b4 rushing back for tuition...

wed... got log com meetin (when hotat came onli after our meeting ended) den pw meetin b4 i went to join SCDC meeting... onli to realize aaron not thr liao =s... chatted with ahjin den went bear hse for my FIRST PIANO LESSON! haha ok la mainly the basics lor... LOL... manageable... den met up with ps and ahtiong to have dinner b4 helpin them buy prezzie for geraldine.... try the perfume till our nose are lik, cannot realli smell liao =s... but heng still manage to get an ok one... bumped into the yunnan ppl aftertt...

thurs.... OP!!! tink erm, performance ok, tink i shld nt try to slow myself down and make myself more unnatural =s... shld have speak the normal way lor =s... who cares if it's fast? =s... anyway, tink i fared ok, at least i didn't screw up my Q and A... DEN... BADMINTON!!! lol... ok lar... my skills still as sucky lar... bt did have fun... shunping and yufeng joined us for a while as well... aftertt... dinner with them... den met dajie for kpool =D...a bit too shag... kip on lose... den got this very irritating xiangjiu... dunno y kip change the songs lik no one's business... =s... wanted to go and change songs too bt i hum lar =s...

fri... hand in I and R... went early to buy cakes... onli to realize bazhang dun lik cakes =s... ok i dunno him very well =s... den go join SCDC... wanted to ask aaron abt the stuff de... he slpin... learn a bit of the new dance frm them with ahjin as my partner... HAHA i was damn noob lar =x... den went to hand in InR b4 goin back SCDC again... saw sum of the councillors... den they restin liao... so no dancin, no singin... chatted with ahjin while waitin for aaron... bt he nv appear den my class goin off liao... so joined them and headed off to sentosa!!!

HAHA CLASS OUTIN!!! there were mi angela weekheng lydia grace helga weeleong wuzhou yunfan ruiyu zhangfan junda zikang thura... we reached there and played volleyball!!! HAHA okok as usual i sucked at it lar... nv good in sports... bt i tink at least i tried... xD... and some how, my grp actually managed to win... den go water! very sian cos tt day onli 5 ppl went in... mi angela helga wuzhou and weeleong... =s... sian lar! haiz... next tym must make everyone go in!!! HAHA... den aftertt... pics, pics and more pics! HAHA... den lydia and junda left T.T... went to eat at ramen ten? tink tt's wat the place it called la... not bad lar the food... HAHA den of cos, home...

sat... woke late, felt replenished, and very sian, cos nth to do... went out with yuan yuan in the late afternoon... went bugis, realized nth much to do thr, ate, den went back je play pool -_- HAHA den met yy and cs after their cip... chatted a lot wit yy lar LOL.... he intro new songs to mi HAHA... and i finally got to eat my oyster in fried egg! HAHA...

sun... 1st ting: happy birthday to ahjin!!! LOL PITSTOP WITH THE BYTCHES... ok la i dun care if it sounds lame bt tt's wat we call ourselves =D... LOL very kua zhang saw 10 of our exjyians boys all work as promoters for singtel... see all wear red *faint*... AND EDWIN IS IN IT TOO!!! LOL chatted a little with him den went pitstop!!! HAHA FUN FUN FUN!!! bt suffered lots of injuries =s... den... spotted dragonboat hunks and all of them went siao lar! HAHA watched a few comps, den realized quite a lot of girls are in dragonboat too, and they can be compared with the boys... GIRLS POWER AR!!! HAHA...

headed back to jp... and of course, made tons and tons of noise on the train lar =x... den ivy went to join the rest at je while the rest of us headed back to boonlay and went lib... HAHA... den went ate dinner wit dajie b4 goin play pool at je with her... she dunno why very no luck kip on lose LOL... and tio forfeits... which was written off cos of the last round... and went home lar LOL... chatted a lot... HAHA...

tt's abt wat happened... and tasks to be done:

- log com proposal
- BU5 proposal
- bazaar plans
- HOLIDAY ASSIGNMENTS
- REVISIONS FOR J1 TOPICS

and upcoming events:

- yunnan trip
- external bazaar
- prep for O1 2008

bye hols T.T 2:48 AM
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8th Oct 1990
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