sry, i noe tt 3 posts is too much for a day... tis is the after effects of staying at home for the whole day n have nth to do, no one to talk to... alright, correction: actually i have a lot too do but i just dun feel lik doin...
realized the importance of snacks to me... n i'm suddenly glad tt thr's no snacks at home if not i will most probably spend the whole day snackin and allow the food to add on to my already heavy weight...
i tried diverting myself from the urge of blogging and snacking by filing up my stuff... which worked, bt i got it done too fast... den i moved on tryin to contact ppl n ask them if they'll be free for the outing... which makes mi feel lik bloggin n snackin even more since sumhow ppl dun lik to pick up phones nor come online no msn... den i tried pw, n finished the 1st part of the task i nid to do n here i am bloggin cos i can hold it no longer esp since i'm at the 2nd part... pek cek...
yea n u realize i'm here, crappin n crappin away... ppl, do ask mi out k? i hate stayin at home... even if ask mi out to study oso can... actually i do prefer tt, if not i'll end up nt finishin ani hols homework...
life is like a soccer game... so what if u dun have the skills? as long as u're willing to learn, u'll be able to play; no one is born with the skills... so what if u dun have the best, the most expensive gear? as long as u're willin to work hard for the game, you can still play beautifully.... so what if you lost the game? as long as u tried ur best and fought till the end, you have not let it gone to waste; you won your battle with yourself... u can't escape from this game, so why not play it to your best?
The training is tough... it has to be tough to prepare you well for the battle... if you give up... you not only lose the battle... you disappoint those around you, your friends, your families and everyone who cares, who are always there, hoping that they can support you when you fall and cheer for you during your match... because they want to help bring out the best in you... because they care... but you never gave them the chance... you gave up...
Think thrice before you give up your life... before you give yourself up... life sucks, i know... i'm a human too... but it rocks much more
just edit the skin a little... hope it's more "reader-friendly"... lol ps i dun wan change to other skin + i cnt make a new one now (I NEED PHOTOSHOP!!!)...
went gp test on tue... think will fail XD... den phy... den badminton again b4 headin to jp to mit vanee n jh... end up goin to pizza hut with helga zhangfan n zikang... chatted... den went up find vanee est jh dajie just as they were comin down... went pizza hut again... discussed abt mass outin... den home
wed(which is just abt 3+ hrs ago) went to tutor the kid in the mornin... den went guardian hse again b4 buyin lunch and goin home to look after my injured sis while my dad goes for his check up...
lol... it realli sucks tryin to organize some things... i tink i shld stop havin fantasies about chalets... as long as we still can be out together, i'm happy enuff... go out ton or wat oso can... lol... changed a lot during these months... even as i tink back of the moments i spent in sec 4, the images look so foreign n far to mi now... it's as if they come from a movie... and I felt lik chasin the images... because no matter how much photos we took, i tink the most memorable things are the ones tt can nv be express just by a photo
--I Need a Nap--
3:15 AM
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Monday, May 28, 2007
k another update... ytd went mit vanee jh n ps for pool... est joined us ltr... LOL met hanting weekeong and their friend(sum1 call daniel i tink) over thr... LOL... tink most ppl dunno, but hanting considered my god bro LOL though i nv realli said yes... shocked? lol k la he's quite nice... i was just thinkin abt him the day b4 nia... while i was typin my blog entry on prefects which even ah bengs respect... hanting and i talked abt tt b4 LOL... played two games with him... both lose though he kip on "put water" (放水) =x... he had a game with est n another with jh oso... but he both lost cos he follow in-_- but obvious he oso put water de... HAHA... nice to see him once in a while to know tt he's doin well la... one of the nicest ah beng i every met lor... oh ya i fell down twice-_- cos of my slippers... i dunno wat's with mi tt day lar... i fell twice and i was very off form... and wee keong n tt daniel kept laughin-_-... den aftertt, we takeaway to ky hse again! LOL... watched life size... LOL quite nice la the story but not very excitin... tyra banks damn funny lor in the show LOL... den we went to match our faces on "my heritage"... HAHA all laughed lik mad... in the end i laugh till i become 迟钝 (slow)... den keep never listen to wat they askin mi to type LOL... yea den... we went to dsiao jer =x LOL i dun realli noe him la... bt he gt those type of gentleman de voice... aniway we kept on ask him to sae things to ky... den kip blast songs for him... even recorded ky's voice and replay for him again n again -_- LOL... and yea WE SANG FOR HIM... haha didn't know how it started la... we went to find those cheeky songs to sing to him... songs lik "my humps" LOL... flood till i dun feel lik goin home! today went play badminton with yongtao fangming helga weeleong zikang weekheng wuzhou... lol i damn noob la HAHA... den... went to watch pirates of the carribean at west mall with yongtao fangming helga weeleong and zhangfan LOL... nice la! but too bad in the end will still have to take over davy as the captain of the flying dutchman... but tt turned all the freaks into normal ppl... i lik a quote he said in reply to his father's question on whether it is worth it that he can only stay one day on land for every ten years on sea... "depends on how the one day is going to be like"... LOL... culdn't rmb wat he said specifically... people who are goin to watch again help mi take note k? LOL went home after dinner... so sian lar went home so early LOL...
Yea by the way we've just reached the 11th month! LOL...
Highlights:
Sports meet: bannister was the 1st in cheering and girls team! LOL... great job! LOL... two of my classmates, angela and lydia, did the hse proud! great job! n wat was i doin? jumpin about lik mad! haha... so excited to see my friends in the matches! nt onli the two of them but ivy too! and ms yee! and mr wee! LOL! and yea our hair was sprayed blue! HAHA
sec sch mates outin: went outin twice.
-1st tym after sports meet! LOL onli played 2 games of pool and i won both =x LOL den when to eat with them (vanee,dajie,est,cs,cc,jh) cc was talkin to cs abt sumtin using ms excel... i tot is abt com stuff... den actually they talkin abt chess usin the grids! omg realli take my hat off them. den they started watchin sum funny a-rated comedy call ichigo 100%... yea n the rest of us joined them too, with vanee and jh kip requesting replay at certain parts =x... high, laughed alot.
- 2nd tym after phy tuition. met vanee cs jh n dajie for pool again. LOL when ky hse after pool. wanted to watch the movie we rented (love wrecked) bt in the end they were either audi-ing or watchin america's nxt top model on est's lappy. wat can cs n i do? cs just joined them while i did my hw =x. learnt a new song frm dajie! lol... aftertt, we went to release stress LOL... dajie and i cam whored before leaving =x...
IDP: the song i wrote was chosen! LOL actually nth much will happen, i wun get ani prize, bt the feelin tt my sing is recognised is just great. didn't expect mine to be chosen since i didn't submit the chords progression and the quality of my recording sucks (sounded like spoiled radio). think i was the onli one who wrote a song about friendship with a fast tempo-_-... most of the rest wrote sad love songs...
cca: i joined badminton! recreational one LOL... the chairman say tt we are the "freelance shuttlers" LOL... aniway wat i nid to do is simple la... go there and play badminton LOL...
birthay: ruiyu's brithday was on 25th may! celebrated for him! LOL the cafe didn't have cakes so we bought waffles with ice cream!
11th month: LOL yea just went for our 11th month! haha too bad he had to wait till my tuition end... he say wan to watch spiderman bt the next tym slot was at 6.00pm! the onli choices left are pirates of carribean, which i'm goin to watch on mon, next, which is at 6.30pm, and blades of glory, which neither of us are interested. wanted to go lib to check the time slot of other places bt all the com were being used. so we went ahead to je aniway. the onli possible choices was next n blades of glory again. so we watched next after havin our lunch(it was 4.30) at mac n talkin craps there LOL. k la mainly is mi talkin to him =x long-winded=x. not bad! nice show!
yea i split my post into two parts... LOL does it help, i dunno HAHA... can dun read if u dun lik wat i will say... i will use a lot of offensive words...
tests... i take 7 subs, one of which will not be graded yet, 3 of which will fail (one is maths), 3 of which will pass with 2 of them a moderate pass bah LOL... sian... nv worked hard enuff la... phy culd still had been saved... if onli i didn't went to slp...LOL too late... gp... expected bah... maths... passed graphing tech... bt nt enuff to make up for wat i've lost to trigo... LOL nt feelin very emotional abt tis actually... just, feelin tt i just nt motivated enuff and tt i've wasted one term.
micromse... since when did it had so much probs? in the past, i culdn't feel more carefree and more relax there, even though i'm the onli girl... we just voice out freely, joke as much as we like, and play and even when we dislike sumone, we make sure the person noe... we didn't care about anything and we dun realli get very affected by each other's jokes... we even had a tradition of our own... but now, look wat the new juniors have done to it... look wat sum bastard have done to it... schemes... make the whole team trapped in internal conflicts... cause it to become a battlefield... idiots can go ard pullin out the wires from the com halfway when sumone is do a prog... and they do it more than once... JUST TWO DAYS BEFORE COMPETITION SUMMORE... seriously are they brainless? the onli thing tt i'm happy abt is tt ben became the chairman... for that i realli admire miss yong... so i've misunderstood her all along...
prefectorial board... i dun have to sae more... ask ppl to vote for ppl to enter the board i can understand... but ask ppl to vote for sumone to become the head prefect? ask prefects i can understand... ask the whole sch? look at the batch of students studying in the sch now... isn't it a very wrong time to do such things now? the batch of students when allan's batch is ard is so much more outstanding den this batch... even ah bengs respect most of the prefects den... n a voting system weren't used... the sch is doin it now... cool...
actually the real reason why i want to join badminton is because most of my classmates are in it. LOL... i've found my new commitment in this school - 07S25... it feels nice to be in an environment that u'll be confident that sumone will greet u back when u greet them... with abt the same enthusiasm... nt see one person on the street... and u end up feelin lik u're greetin the wall...
in the debate team, thr is onli 4 ppl whom will exchange "hi"s with mi when we see each other. one left for america(she went back)... one cnt realli see mi... two whom is nice and cheerful and cute... i dun realli do well in debate... i sumhow lost the confidence in speakin which i gained durin my sec sch yrs as a vhp... and i dun realli have ani experience or wat... bt so? i dun even mind if thr are ppl who will laugh at mi... i'll laugh with them... bt, i feel left out thr... i suck i debate, i suck more at badminton... i was nv a sports person, n i still isn't one, unless u want to include the fact tt i joined gymnastic in pri sch, which is lik 4 yrs ago and dun require much strenght except at the waist.
i'm nt realli close to the og... some of them still hangs out with each other i tink... most are just hi bye friends now, bt at least, they are still considered friends... not strangers... to some, i'm just transparent... maybe the prob lies with mi... i certainly dunno...
tt's y i lik the class now... because i think even if i leave them now, or if anione left us now *touchwood + cross fingers + slap hands*, we will not treat each other as if we're transparent next tym we meet... if we are not in any hurry, we might even take tym to talk... nt try to avoid too much contact the moment we see each other... hi bye friends are ok... bt at least try to be a little more sincere?
i wan to organise an outin for sec sch mates... how mani will try their very best to go? much i hope... i hope to see all... at least try to join us after another event or wateva... if ppl still wan to find excuses to miss the precious chance to see each other again, esp since we wun noe when we will meet again, den i realli bwg liao...
went to other blogs... n find it hard to express my feelings properly when i want to tag... end up taggin useless craps for sum of them... esp since i missed readin so mani posts ler...
hatred is a scaring thing feeling... and i'm scary... not tt i'm scared... bt i'm just scary... lik hatred... recently went to her blog again n got myself a bit upset again... her current best friend reminded mi of alot of things... just tt i dun rmb bein tt childish... the "h" section i deleted is back again... just tt the name is different... but, nice change... and by the looks of it... she have not changed a single bit... expected la... she did nt change even after her friends turn their backs on her for 3 times... why will she change now, with nice ppl ard her pamperin her?
--I Need a Nap--
3:53 AM
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Wednesday, May 16, 2007
BACK! wanted to update on sat and sun, but was in a bad mood, n i didn't have time the susequent days
sat went bannister hse meetin. i was alone T.T... organisation not very good bt in the end ok. den went pool-ing with vanee, est, ps and jh. supposed to mit the boys actually, bt cs had to left early, onli to realize he's been tricked-_-. so in the end i didn't meet them. by the tym i gt thr wit the girls they were leaving le. aniway we play.. den wingkin n fangming came. i went over to watch them play n realized tt they were nt as pro as i tink they was. no diff frm noobs lik us? =x... so when the 3 girls left for manicure, jh n i went over to play with them... LOL jh very worried cos they were quite pro... bt i still tot it was ok la wun lose till too jialat. den in the end, we kena thrash till very cham... dunno y was very off form when i played with them nia... keep missing free balls. even balls tt culd have gotten in didn't. omg become 2nd weeleong le =x... LOL...
sun went lib... slack at home 1st in the mornin before i went... help zhangfan with blog, which is when i realise tt i have a lib acc -_-.... anyway, studied a bit den went home le... for mothers' lol... went home for dinner... bought them egg tarts n made a bottle with sumting written inside for them (they didn't took it out to see! yes! =x)... lol those are realli the words i wanna tell them nia haha... specially bought tapioca chips for my guardian too! LOL... went home to do my song...
mon got phy talk aftersch... i helped my friends fake... k la i ask ken to help mi tick... bt wat's the diff of doin it myself? i asked him to tick... in fact it's just tellin him to do so... ps ar... tt's y i hate being a leader sumtyms... i hope i wun do tt again... aniway, my mood for the whole day was practically just down la... cos of another thing oso, bt tink i shldn't mention it here la... aniway when for the idp... 2nd last lesson... good have to submit the song... think i was the only one who wrote happy song... gt another boy oso wrote i tink bt i nv hear his full song cos i went to the toilet with another girl. nvm.
tue... zikang's birthday... HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY ZIKANG!!! Angela, Helga, Shisang and i sang him a birthday song IN THE CANTEEN, with our other classmates "supporting" us MENTALLY... lol anyway i volunteered to be the welfare head =x... lol... aftersch gt pw lecture... damn sian n tired... den gt chem... den home sweet home
today... chem test... forget it... might jolly well fail again... SIAN LA... nvm... took back chem written assignment... gotten onli 3 marks =x... bt den realize can add marks... add 2 marks! and i passed! WHEE~~~ LOL... k la i was stupid la... ave of 23.65 and 23.75 = 23.60 -_-... he say tt i shld change my calculator... i agreed n then i rmb i used mental calculation... yea shld change my brain-_-... got bannister hse meetin... did cheers... 2 of my cheers were selected lol... actually 3 bt they didn't teach the 2nd one... think cos too complicated LOL... aniway had hse com meetin... nid to stay tml again-_-... LOL after tt went n help zf with wat he didn't know... den slacked ard... den went to look for helga for e club... she weren't thr-_- think she went to watch the rugby match-_-... k was abt to went home as i met fangming n wuzhou... talked to them abt fate LOL... n had a huge debate over it =x... oh ya in case u didn't noe, i quited debate =x... lol... fangming waited for yongtao n hoped tt he culd try to argue with mi... in the end he share the same view as i do HAHA =x... saw wingkin after he came frm playin bball... n his face was, RED... den both of us went home... LOL he acc mi to cross the road... n tink cos of playin too much bball, the brain was a bit too heated up n culdn't think well liao... he wanted to take the bus in the same direction with mi.... lol den realize tt he will take one big round for it... went jp n shopped for files... n i was so happy la! i found the types of file i wan... nt exactly the design i have in mind (tt means i designed the shape of the file myself to my own convience), bt similar ones which share the same theory as mine HAHA... went home, discuss pw online... LOL not bad la HAHA...
wed... had chem... was blur... but glad weren't the last to finish =x... aniway, aftertt got bannister meeting... mr leow was upset cos some ppl was late... scoldin... realli pin drop on floor ppl can hear... my hair clip dropped as i was arrangin my hair... lol... den aftertt he started jokin... haha den in the end the whole session become very funny... with zhangfan mixin up "banni" n "bunny"... damn xia suay la bt damn funny lor... good to have him ard sumtyms nia... den... was late for debate... they started the motion le so i just listen HAHA... den went mac to meet him to do homework... HAHA...
thurs... maths make up aftersch.. den discuss gpp... wanted to see angela run... bt it weren't her turn yet... n still got lots of stuff to do... so went mac... do maths... dinner... den went home... pia gpp...
today... NAFA... LOL shall post my 5 stations results here, best to worst:
sit up - A, 37 (30 to get A) sit and reach - C, 41 (41 to get C) shuttle run - D, 12.1s (12.2 to get D) pull up - FAILED, 2 (3 to pass) standing broad jump - FAILED, 140cm (151cm to pass)
HAHA... think i'm the weakest girl in my class liao... at least the rest pass everything... DAMNIT... HAHA n let mi try to predict my 2.4 result:
2.4 km run - FAILED, 20.00mins (17.56mins to pass)
HOORAY~~~ HAHA =x... sian... in the past at least can pass all ... k la... my shuttle run n sit up improved alot la... shuttle run last yr i tried 7 times den JUST NICE pass rmb? =x... sit up used to get a C onli... sit n reach D or C la... maintained... HAHA... standing broad jump... though everyyr oso just nice pass... bt i dun rmb tt the min was 140... HAHA... n pull up... i tink i did 3 or 4 last yr... now onli managed 2... HAHA... so sian... 2.4 ok la... can reach within 17.50+ mins in the past(sumtyms)... now? tink no... tt tym try out i got 20mins HAHA...SIAN
den... went maths test... haiz... tink i'm goin to get very poor grades again... F la... n to tink i wasted so much time on it... SIAN... shld have nt done at all n went to slp lor... stupid... now practically fail everything except MT... 3 H2 + 4H1... + nafa:
H2- Maths = fail (shit la...) phy = fail (though i passed... bt is cos teacher choose nt to fail mi) chem = fail (k la quite happy... cos onli fail by one mark =X)
H1- lit = most probably will fail... too slow gp = cfm + chop fail le Mt = pass Pw = dunno... bt tink can do well
NAFA = FAILED
HAHA... den i tink of my testmonial... wat to write? grades down... nafa fail... no cca... nt a leader... haiz... which stupid uni will wan mi? haiz... jc is a wrong choice for mi afterall? SIAN...
aniway realli nid thx Mrs Ho Lau... she damn nice lor!... see mi tired... ytd do gpp till 2.. ask mi to hand in her assignment on mon... WOO SHE ROX!!! lol... mr wee rox too nia... his lecturin style is cool... though i still fell aslp la=x... bt at least he managed to kip most of my attention... HAHA... haiz... if onli he can give lectures for more chapters...
yep, if u haven't noticed tt i've changed my blog song, i'm tellin u now... it's 一直到最后 by energy... cool song HAHA... oh ya ivy fell down-_-... n she got to run nxt week-_-... nvm hope tt by then she will recover... JIAYOU PURPLE!!! haha... given her standard think can get top few de la no sweat =x... lol... k la... end here le...
lol wanted to update ytd... cos realli have the urge to... bt i fell aslp halfway... LOL... wat i typed: "haiz... shld be doin gp n maths now... or jolly well be slpin after losin so much slp... bt i just have the urge to blog after readin all the new blog posts...
sat... went tuition... the kid made mi damn fed up... so, i was late for lunch with weeleong =x lol... didn't have much appetite lol dunno y... aniway met ken aftertt n we went to play pool... n we went in circles... weeleong lost to mi, i lost to ken, ken lost to wee leong n the cycle goes on... LOL just lik the other tym when we played... HAHA... n we played till we were late=x... so by the tym we reached, helga zhangfan linser wingkin zikang shenrong junda was oready thr waitin for the stars=x.... ok so we went n met up with lydia angela n grace... lol i tink i didn't mention, bt WE WENT TO MARINA BAY!!! lol... it doesn't rings a bell... it rings a lot of bells rite? =x... k aniway tt day we ate at zhong bang... haha 1st tym i go the steamboat eat so little... n credits to whoever it was who put the "small" amt of butter, the splattering butter nearly cooked my root... guess tt's y my mood to cook gt affected LOL... didn't want to end up as a dish of cabbage on the table LOL...
so our table stopped after awhile while lydia n zikang pile up... haha we were just too lazy =x...had lotsa fun chattin n playin... n watchin ppl flirt wit each other =x.... ken went round n took lots of pics LOL... those interested do go to his blog... junda left halfway... chen chen joined us after a while, followed by fangming n yongtao simultaneously (both said tt they had sth on n culdn't come)... den linser ken helga wingkin shenrong weeleong n i went to try n look for the beach... weren't sucessful... den aftertt linser n lydia went home while the rest of us(except fangming n yongtao) went out to look for it again... didn't reached in the end though we oready noe whr... chenchen went home," n the rest of us went back... met up with the couple(opps) n went supercue, onli to find it filled... den went to play bowl... onli fangming ken wingkin zhangfan n zikang played... shen rong left LOL... oh ya forgot to mention... zikang's hair is gone! bt tink helga loves it all the same=x... aniway, went home n tt's all fot the day... sun... went tuition in the mornin... the kid just dun want to listen to mi... den went for gpp... was late... lol didn't mit vanee...lol bt managed to finish our gpp LOL... quite glad tt we actually managed to work together... LOL den fangming yongtao weeleong zhangfan n mi went to watch spiderman 3... omg touchin... LOL... too bad didn't get to play pool cos of it... den... went back to study... met sumone call yangjun... zhangfan's friend... yongtao n fangming left 1st... tt's abt it... mon... nth much... aftersch no idp(which is good)... went jp mac study... he came n join mi for a while... had dinner den go home lor lol... today... aftersch gt chem... den rush maths assignment... den studied with fangming n yongtao till fangming left for CO (cos yongtao left shortly after =x)... go home... had bread + butter for dinner =x... btw, the song i intro tt tym was nt nan but lan... i went to check the dictionary =x... it means sumtin lik mountain fog or mist... LOL... now i lik the song even more =x... LOL... visited alot of blogs ytd... HAHA.... read wat everyone saes.... den i start to tink again.. abt hi-bye friends... abt the difference between classmates n friends... bt mi n him... den i realize... classmates who are close are just a line between friends n hi-bye friends... u dun realli onli hi-bye with them... u study wit them, n go for CLASS outings with them... bt hardly get to noe them in depth... bt yet again, it takes tym... friends are usually class n schmates... eg 3E'05 =x... LOL... bt we all started off being nt good with each other too.... HAHA... sumthings ought to be said... sum not... just tt whr's the limit? whr's the boundary i set? LOL... yuyong sent mi some veggie art tt his sis sent him... HAHA so cute lor!!! all veggies leh!HAHA so sweet of him to send mi these veggie pics... tinkin of whether i shld forward... cos such things normally onli both of us interested... LOL... esp since i'm a veg myself... HAHA... classmates for 8 yrs le... n onli at the last 2 yrs den we start to noe each other better... to discover we have alot in common... n tt i have sumone i can confine into... n trust... n tt we will noe when we're down n try to cheer each other up... cs oso... duck oso... great guys... i culd tell them mani things... n i noe tt they can bt trusted to kip it unless i sae it out... lol... n they treat mi lik a boy... lik i'm realli part of them... n they dun mind my presence... haha i actually wun feel left out even when they are talkin abt things i dun understand... LOL... i missed hanging out wit them... in the past we talk lik everyday... n we talk abt everything... HAHA... bt now... hardly get the chance... glad... tt cs n yy are always so understandin... tt duck is always so funny... LOL... the girls... yea i simply miss u bytches... n the neoprints we always take (though i'm nt very photogenic)!!!... HAHA... love the tyms we gossiped (sumtyms with andrew=x) n the tyms we sabo the boys... LOL... i miss how we cried together(ok maybe onli a few of us cried)... LOL... missed the tyms we fight with the boys for the empty storeroom... n gather at the corridor to watch the boys play soccer on the field... lol... n how we passed the waterbottles to the E2 boys who were punished to sit outside the class cos they were late... too engrossed in soccer =x... LOL... how we kip ourselves in the room during chalet n chat... n come out with methods to increase the amt of space we have for slpin... n kop the boys' blankets n pillows =x... LOL... lol... just love 3E'05... scold oso kena scold together... LOL... the worst batch of 3Es ever... miss our birthday BBQs n steamboats... rebelling together =x... the annual chalets... the nicknames... the gossips... how 4E1 will always ask for early recess n be the earliest in the canteen to buy our food n sit together n eat... n how we close our doors n shut our windows n had takeaways in class durin recess cos we find the canteen food too sucky after the accident... lol... n just miss tommy too... lol... just tt we cnt go back animore... even now... thr is oready a gap between us.... those who care... can onli get upset... those who dun... can onli make those who care upset by actin as if they dunno us... we hate to admit this bt things realli changed... i changed... everyone changed... n even though change is constant, bt it's hard to change back once things start changin... go to vanee's blog... the song very nice... Energy - 给你的歌... LOL... nice song... 寂寞时我会看着你写的信 这是让我努力走下去的原因 一点一滴随信纸勾出回忆 请相信你的心我永远都会珍惜 难过时你鼓励我继续往前行 在感动时你也会陪着我流泪 我们之间有一种奇妙的感应 请相信我愿意陪着你不会离去 Chorus: I'll Never Gonna Say Goodbye 就算我们曾经距离多么遥远 答应过 不会忘记这约定 I'll Never Gonna Say Goodbye 生命变的如此灿烂因为你存在 只要有爱就有未来 总在离别前那一刻忍住哭泣 将这份美丽藏在心底 Dear 我好想告诉你 在短短的时间里 能把我的一切说给你听 我渴望也希望作你生活的重心 因为有了你我才能支持下去 你知不知道其实我也想了解你的一切 你的生日 你的兴趣 还有你的新发型 我想说的我想做的都是为了你 难过时你鼓励我继续往前行 在感动时你也会陪着我流泪 我们之间有一种奇妙的感应 请相信我愿意陪着你不会离去 [Chorus] 每次见到你都是愉快的心情 仿佛广阔世界只剩了你我都可以 在这些日子里有快乐也有哭泣 希望你从这一秒开始到永远都不会忘记 哼着温暖的旋律 For You
wanted to update on wed... bt went to slp n culdn't realli wake up=x... tis is what i've typed: "WOO back to update!~ LOL wanted to update ytd... bt nid to rush homework LOL...
ytd mornin went tuition... supposed to go for gpp aftertt bt didn't cos lib weren't opened n wee kheng suggested tt we do it on fri LOL... den went my guardian hse slack b4 goin to jp to mit up wit the bytches... lol guess tt explains y i had to rush my homework ytd bah HAHA
when i reach, est, vanee, ky, mich n ps were oready there... HAHA went to far east to have la mian... tink the boiled dumpling nicer den the fried one =x... HAHA i bought studs! LOL... i oso bought the musical note one... too bad cnt find the blue one T.T... bought the pink one... LOL who ask mi careless go drop on bus? LOL... den we went walk walk.. vanee buy shoe... LOL den claud joined us HAHA... oh ya we saw joseph! and yes, I SAW WEE KHENG AKA BA ZHANG(dumpling)... LOL so in the end we met each other afterall... n perhaps tt explains y he wanna do on fri? HAHA... nvm i was happy all the same... cos i got to spend tym with the bytches! HAHA... had fried mars bar(intro-ed by dajie) n mango lingo(intro-ed by claud)... LOL NICE!!! haha den we went walk walk to find a bytch ring... differences occurred n ps n i was very sian... nvm we went took neoprint which cheer most of us up... HAHA...
went back to jp... ky n claud left for home while piggy went boar's hse to have dinner(so sweet~) while the rest of us continued to date at pool HAHA... OH YA i saw my eye candy wit his gf! HAHA my friends agreed tt he looks quite shuai! haha go to show tt my taste is nt at all unreliable hur? LOL... aniway, the excitement of seein him didn't last long becos 1stly, i'm not a normal girl and 2nd, POOL IS SIMPLY MORE CAPTIVATING!!! wahaha... tt day was a solid day... which is bad for ps n mi cos our lucky colour is normally stripes... 1st round i pair wit est... we tio solid... we won... 2nd n 4th round est n ps one on one... both round ps tio stripes n both rounds she lost... 3rd and 5th round me n vanee one on one... both rounds i tio stripes n both rounds i lost.... last round est pair wit ps n i pair wit vanee... we tio stripes n we lost-_-... LOL fun day HAHA
today nth much... aftersch went debate 2 on 2... the moment i went up i forgot ALL my points and u noe wat happens nxt... didn't finish my chi n put in my teacher's pigeon hole b4 the staff room kena lock LOL..." k nth much to add on le... aniway, thurs... nth much tt i can rmb... stayed back aftersch with fangming to do homework... den went home do phy till i dozed off... today... took back tests... glad... got 14/30 for chem lecture test n 9/10 for spa written assignment... at least i nv fail everything... n at least i missed by onli one mark... still got hope... oh ya i got 51/60 for chi test (YES!)... n 63/100 for assignment-_-... when i tot assignment was much easier n spent so much tym on it-_-... LOL... today was practically laughin the whole day... lol... aftersch went to have sum food den went home... wanted to collect o level cert bt didn't... decided to wait for ky to collect together... den went home... just slept n slept lik i nv slept b4... dinner is just egg + bread cos i too lazy to cook porridge or walk to the hawker LOL... shared some videos with wingkin... he intro-ed mi tis: http://www.iibq.com/4440.html... nice... go watch... reminded mi of an email... n another video... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M0y9czvew3o... den saw my friend's blog post... reminded mi of myself... in the end the whole nite turned emotional... LOL... b4 i end off... just wanna intro one song... Tank-岚 k... stop here le... tml if i still gt strength den i update =x...
ying ming aka cabbage/veggie/veg/cai/cat
18
8th Oct 1990
libra
veggie-caBB bytch of bytch clan
WISHESzzz
piano!!! 3E'05 chalet mahjong no quarrels sing!!! buy all the nice books
slim down =s dance keep in contact new clothes, bags, shoes, accessories =x
tuition jobs
+It's funny why '
+thinking of those happy times with you '
+brings me tears. '
+And it's funny why '
+thinking of those times we argued '
+brings me laughters. '
