wed... felt very seh halfway during work... and think, sales is really not my type of job... but nvm lar, since i'm in it, i might as well make the best out of it and learn as much as i can... and hope it wun happen again ba... really very grateful towards dickee's mum nia, great help =D

thurs went lib after tut to meet up with vanee chingwe aaron jh... primary purpose is to help cw and aaron with their work, but both of them damn late-.- anyway aaron dun need my help, and chingwe is erm, ya he need but not very focused when he study with other ppl leh~ lol anyway stayed ard and went home and got changed to meet my classmates at chinatown... didn't wanna just go in my class tee ma... and my phone died on my way thr-.- i super seh can? heng i got my charger with me and the chinatown station got power points... had to charge my phone at the station, so paiseh sia, if not i wun even be able to find them... and when i reached there i realised weeleong was wearin class tee too-.- best, shld have just worn the class tee den i wuldn't have to worry abt meetin up with them lor... but nice dinner lar, cc angela zf and sr was thr too =D

today went vanee house to settle some uni stuff AGAIN-.- collected my a lvls cert, den met ky go her auntie hse... her auntie very friendly! told us a lot about meteor garden de story! make me very gian to read the comics la! though dun tink i'll have the time T.T... settle my uni stuff and read my book while waitin, den we went shoppin! haha walked a bit ard the shops in yew tee, and bought a new bag! my one gettin quite rotten, and i saw a nice one at $15, quality not bad either, so why not =D i rarely spend anyway =D... ky got herself a very chio dress(just the bottom that kind, lik a long skirt, maxi dress type) and nice wedges...

travelled down to bugis to meet jq, who went to make passport at lavender... jq wanna look for new clothes as well... walked abt, got a top for myself =D tried noodles house for dinner after ky's recommendation, and it was not bad! =walked abt the new mall (nothing much) and bugis junction after dinner too, till we quite forget the time =x junqiang had to meet his sis nia-.- heng his sis late, he can even send ky home before he go and meet her LOL...

anw was reading his blog on all the entries after that day... and i tink i can understand how he must be feelin now... and sudd all the memories of my own experience came flooding back as i read abt his feelings day by day... knowing that u have to accept the fact, yet not wanting to, and the need to get used to the lost of sth u've gotten used to... the inevitable sense of despair of following what you know should be the correct way... and i'm sure that he must be feeling it 10 times the way i've felt it... and reading it there gave me a weird combination of new insights and uncertainties... nevertheless, nevertheless... jus hope that he'll be ok

super packed from sun onwards =D

and RIP to one of our greatest pop idol

here's my fav song frm him... not like i've heard a lot of his songs, but this song caught my attention the moment i heard it... nizam liked his songs alot and often plays them in the prefects' room lol... quite long since i've last heard it too

You Are Not Alone - Michael Jackson

Another day has gone
I'm still all alone
How could this be
You're not here with me
You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says

That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
You are not alone
I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
You are not alone

All alone
Why, oh

Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
And hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand
So forever can begin

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Then something whispers in my ear and says

That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
And you are not alone

Whisper three words and I'll come runnin'
And girl you know that I'll be there
I'll be there

You are not alone
I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
You are not alone
I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

You are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone 2:29 AM
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ytd met up with kor to get danny's bday present which i've promised after tuition... went down to amk hub aftertt for pool with vanee jq alex les... lol towards the end better, nv tio trashed till very jialat =x dinner, den home... today met vanee n cs at lib and spent the time playing games on van's new phone... met jh aftertt to go vanee hse settle some application stuff... KAO i see the forms see till i blur lor, dunno whether i've filled in the correct stuff bo-_-... wrong den gg ler -_-

was tellin ky and van... i keep on hallucinating that i've gotten out of tt freaking hole nia, but why the slightest thing can prove me wrong again and again? i wanna get out of it into the big world again, where thr'll be a suitable place for me that i can stay in forever, and still see myself and the rest of the world...

wanna watch boys over flowers and play dragonica =D though i doubt my com... 10:07 PM
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my com's finally back in motion again. for now.

Happy Belated Birthday to Claudia CWC! =D

tue when shoppin with the girls! claud n ivy met up with us during lunch while ky went for piano, and went for swensons 1-for-1! in the end it was kinda late by the time we met up with ky cos the service was damn slow=s... shopped ard far east, didn't really get anything i liked thr except for a necklace... vanee weren't feelin well too... came back to jp to collect the items mich and i reserved at fox, had dinner den went home ler~ thurs went ky hse to help her bro with his maths and settle my uni stuff... haha ky and i spent quite a bit of the time chattin though, esp since i reach thr kinda early and her bro weren't back yet...

fri camped at vanee hse to watch boys over flowers!!! OMG DAMN NICE, the guys shuai, girls chio, scenery breathtaking... omg lar... though kinda draggy at certain parts =x gujunbyo yoonjihu n soyijeong damn shuai =x (exclude songwoobin =x)... HAHA seriously think this drama is evergreen de la, though watched the taiwan version twice le, still not bored by the storyline... seriously enjoyed indulging in the drama during that time when we were watching, but we had to leave for dinner and goes back to reality... whr such guys dun exist =x den i got an sms which didn't help my mood very much... but still enjoyed the dinner la

SAT... CELEBRATED CLAUD'S BIRTHDAY!!! met up early with vanee, along the way alot of miscommunication =s... den met the rest of the bytches too! headed down to novena for steamboat, zhen fa huo hai xian, which cost us $24+ per person, and totally worth it! it's now air-conditioned and u get free flow drinks, NICE desserts, CHOC FONDUE, good sushi, vast variety of well-marinated food, AND! ppl to cook the tenpanyaki and bbq food (so we dun have to put up with splattering oil as well as burnt meat due to our own unprofessionalism and absent-mindedness when we're too engrossed in our gossips to care abt the food =x)...

SO!!! very worth it! and u know us girls, belly de storage not very big nia, quality is wat make such meal worth the money to us, and we think it was good... esp since the company was good as well, with a nice environment to gossip, so the money was very well-spent indeed!!! and thr's these episode when we didn't really dare to put the live prawns into the soup cos we were very scared that they will splash out... and we asked (a really cute) waiter to help us... think we created quite a scene, screamin a little while he pours the prawns into the soup... and think he also abit seh at our reaction, saw him um chio -.-

too bad we didn't take much pics that day, i dun rmb takin one with our bday girl nia... and sth happened to one of us, quite worried so mood a bit down... anyway went velocity, den sit the red line come back jp~ haha we see the seats immediately chiong, left the poor claud with our bags =x crap crap crap, den went home...

today was a kinda boring day... bumped into edwin at kfc after his swimmin session and he joined me for a meal... chat alot, had some fun catching up and went to collect my puffs (for dad's day de)... glad to hear that he's doin well and all lar haha =D

this week was a kinda emotional week for me... got to know abt some stuff that happened, thought a lot, and realise that... everything is so fragile... thr was a SHORT period of time when i came to resent a certain grp of ppl too, whom i felt played a great part in all these stuff that happened to _ in the last few months, and yet knowing i shldn't feel that way about them because i know they're indeed very nice ppl whom not only didn't mean for all these, but also wished all these didn't happened... and they're, i'm sure, unconcious of the roles they've played in all these... it's just that i'm perhaps overly concerned abt _ and i see the consequences of their actions clearer frm the other side... but no lar, not feeling that way anymore, and they're not leadin a fantastic life now too... and i hope that not only _ , but they too will find the path for them... all the best to everyone =)

sat down and mulled over a little about her too... things frm her perspective, and knowing that kinda feeling... i guess i can understand her better now that i wont ever get the chance to already... she's that extreme a character cos no one told her how she shld be... lik wat *** say, she could've been a very good friend if she's still here... she is a person who choose the sides she takes, and if u happen to be on the bad side, u suffer... if she betrays u, it's because she wanna help another friend she choose to side with, the friend whom she thinks is right... such a person is a nice friend, rite? or am i still too naive? haha not that it matters anymore... i haven even seen her for years...

and one leads to another... i think i was being extreme too, to them

anyway abt the swine flu... yea not deadly, but it is still sth that people shld be worried abt... because when it comes to the day that everyone have a possibility of contracting the disease while walkin on the streets, things could get out of hand for everyone... so? try to be careful ba...

and i'm kinda emo cos now that i'm finally free, my friend's are goin to have exams and they're busy studyin T.T

LIFE 12:26 AM
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Ok, apparently my com had been down for lik dunno how many donkey days-_-

sun (7th) joined the girls for prata sessions again~ hang ard till abt 2 b4 leavin with claud for my freaking long 4 hrs tuition... and i only managed to get a short half-page journal entry done with him, and i'm the one doin most of it... sian... i culd have spent the time on my slp

last thurs was tuition marathon... from 9am all the way till 5pm, with ONLY TRAVELLING TIME in between... my cousin cooked some food for me though, and her husband drove me to the mrt station, which was why my lunch was not jus bread... had dinner with roy after the tuition and did a bit of shoppin, buying more of necessity... if not i wun even have time to get those stuff-_- walked ard the whole jp but couldn't find shorts that really suits me T.T... shall try my luck tml =D helped bj out in the shop a little, ordered satay, got home at abt 10

and fri woke early for tuition before work... which was all the way till ten, den went ky hse help to marinate food... reach home abt 11.30 - 12 ler

SAT... woke up super early for my 1st tuition at 8AM so that i got time for 2 tuitions and still spend enough time with my pri sch mates... and yet my 2nd student pangseh me-_- made me damn emo lar, if not culd have slp till quite late... heng i haven take the 2nd bus down to bukit timah yet-_- helped bj and check prices, went up to vanee hse a little, and met up with the 6I peeps. xingyi was the sole organiser!!! pro!

ppl who turned up:
xingyi
pohsin
mindy
cindy
celestine
kengsiang
yuyong
yongkhiam
kokmeng
shunyong
xiangyang
weiqiang
qingyong

apparently more ppl could make it at night for pitstop, lik singyee and jiarong... so actually missed seeing quite a lot of them... went for buffet at nihon mura at jurong west sports complex... which is so fang bian for most of us (except pohsin, who moved to lakeside) seriously had fun lar! chit chatting and catching up with each other... didn't really eat alot, but think got the money back ba, and the time was worth it... after the buffet decided to walk them to the pioneer mrt station, a bit bu she de to leave nia, so pei them walk before headin to central to collect satay...

waiting for xing yi and poh sin to upload the pics!!! =D

after collectin the satay, walked down to art park for the bbq to celebrate alex n kiatyee's bday, to save money + burn a little bit of fats... was damn scare it will suddenly rain lor, the sky was seriously... but heng in the end nv =D... ky and the guys came back after a while, and the guys spent infinite time dicussing about wat to do with the wire gauze and stuff... which i tot was rather ridiculous and they ended up with quite a simple solution... by the time we START COOKIN it's abt 7.30 - 8 ler =s... ok lar, not that they're not good, just that they consider a lot for one single problem -_- realised dun really trust them abt bbq stuff nia, too used to andrew edwin leslie dickson starting the fire and all le, the moment not them doin it very bu xi guan... but is i worry too much LOL... den ching we started showing us some magic tricks... damm pro! he actually tot of it himself! very li hai cos we all kena tricked! best HAHA...

collected the cake, but due to the stupid wind cnt light the candles -_-... end up we gave up and decided to just go thr, no surprise all tt lol... but think the guys dun mind anyway, so still ok... den vanee they all went up to mich hse and i stayed cos i was feelin lazy... which i regretted cos after tt the rest all come back which made me feel very gang ga and left out... den brought darryl up to mich hse for toilet cos he a bit erm, in a hurry LOL... which was good cos got to stay with them to chat and say hi to dickee HAHA...

and somewhr along the way they decided to ton-_- at alex hse-_- and i got work the nxt day-_- but didn't mind cos wun have much time for me to play + i know i'll be very free the whole of this week to slp! CHIONG to ky hse grab clothes... AND FOR THE FIRST TIME OF MY FREAKING LIFE, I DID NOT KENA MIAM WHEN I CALL TO TELL MY PARENTS I"M TONNING!!! WOO! made me damn high haha... all made it for the last train (jiahao kiatyee yiyang nv ton)... ton mahjong... 1st round paired with chingwe, lost $4... 2nd round jq joined us, lost $6 -_-... all of us that day really damn no luck lor, but alex and aaron's luck sibei good sia... caught abt 2hrs of slp at 6 after being awake for 22 hrs straight... heng aaron have extra contact lens case if not i sure blind... aftertt go mac makan breakfast, den chiong home, work-_- till ten plus cos one of the customers left damn late-_-

so practically my "wake and sleep" table for the few days:
thurs - sleep at 1am den wake at 8
fri - sleep at 2 am den wake at 8
sat - sleep at 2 am den wake at 8
sun - sleep at 6AM den wake at 8AM
mon - sleep at 12+am till 1+pm =x (didn't wait for hair to dry =x)

so imagine sun... practically is =s the whole day lor

today met up with vanee n ky for dinner after my tuition~ went up to vanee hse and chat till very hua hee LOL... lookin forward to shopping!!!

and think going midnite kbox on 4th jul with xingyi and girls! =D 2:53 AM
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woo~ currently at np, supposed to help emer with his work, bt he seems quite smart nia, a bit of promptin can do ler

so here i am to eat time =D

last sun met the girls for prata in the lib! SUPER MISS THE FEELIN CAN? haha used to camp thr everyday and makan the prata with them so frequently...

AND TO MY BYTCHES (AND ALL POLY FRIENDS), JIAYOU AND GOOD LUCK FOR UR EXAMS!!! =D

afterthat tutored again-_- before meetin emer at lib to help him with phy~ he used to take bio, which have little relevance with his course =x wahaha take simi bio, see la? no use now =x aftertt watch angels and demons =D lik finally can? we both always not free de =x HAHA ok lar, the artifacts and landmarks was nice, the main twist of the story remains, BUT the underlying reasons for the mistakes committed, secrets of his real identity, was not reveal during the movie... and those was best parts of the plot. i still find it nice cos i got to see the statues and all, but for those who nv read the book, though it was still nice to them cos the twist was good, the plot and the schemes won't have the breathtaking effect for them as the book had for me.

Interruption:
OMG emer just BITE off the top part METAL drink can:

got one whole stretch the edge is very nice somemore. his mum(me) dun have to buy a can opener ler =S

and this photo shows how convenient it is for laptops to have bluetooth... ease of transfer for all types of files!

ok whr was i? yea sun... ya reached home at 12+... the movie started at 9-_- i see the time i got seh but both of us wait for very long ler... den next day got work-_- tue also, and wed had to wake at 8 to tutor jolynn, and report for work aftertt... tuition went well, better den i expected... but very tired T.T... so today, overslept, woke at 8.30... supposed to wake at 7 =x... cabbed down to BUKIT TIMAH for my tuition and reached at 9.30, half an hr ltr =x... met ky for lunch at np! since gonna go thr help emer with his work anyway wahaha... food was nice!!! desserts too!!! and chat till very hua hee, frm 12+ i reach we makan and chat till lik 2.30 den i go find him =x

ANYWAY NO MORE TUITION STUDENTS FOR ME FOR NOW. pls take note, no more intro ty... zhaohui will be the last student i accept, cos i forgot i also promised my cousin to help my niece and nephew with their maths. SO NOW I HAVE LIK, 6 students whom i need to help, EXCLUDING EMER, and + my salegirl job... which is currently lik, 5 days per week... so ya =D

i'm hopin kerine wun need me so often for the mth ahead, since min n bj will be havin their hols for 3 weeks and maybe another weeks' break for the shop's renov...

and with regards to the sch's use of foreign talent... i tink that, it is inevitable for ppl to find faults with it... ppl ARE narrow-minded, and will find faults with others 1st for their failure... tt's lik, human nature? admit was kinda angry when i read their comments saying that we are unfair and classifying the players as foreigners instead of students... afterall, more den half of my classmates and my og members are foreigners and i happen to be quite close with some of them... but now, our forum is filled with criticism abt these ppl frm that other jc... quite sick of some of comments frm our side, they only criticise without being reasonable... we're lik, scooping to their level...

and no use askin The New Paper to apologise... they can push the blame away cos the comments were taken frm the interviews frm students of the other jcs, although they will nv admit that they decided to focus on the views against us. just post another seperate one for them to see it from our point of view... though i'm quite worried that the person will not be able to write in a neutral stand... nvm, see how...

gtg, hopefully tonight can online =D 6:11 PM
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ying ming aka cabbage/veggie/veg/cai/cat
18
8th Oct 1990
libra
veggie-caBB bytch of bytch clan

piano!!!
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keep in contact
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