Saturday, June 30, 2007
15 days since i've last updated. 2 weeks and a day.
went to my grand niece/nephew(i dunno the gender =X) one-month-old birthday on sat, 16 jun. alright, tt's means i've became a grand aunt ler =S... next day went pitstop! LOL... chio... went wit dajie vanee jh ky jer... finally played sequence! fun lor... but ky n dajie won for all the rounds =s... LOL... even played jungle speed and gift exchange... LOL... nice nice... den dajie had to leave for father's day dinner n the 5 of us went to have our dinner... wanted to go pastamania at bugis bt dunno how we manage to reach marina sq which have NO pastamania... settled for some western food eatery... which have nice pictures but reasonably sucky food... lol... dajie joined us again after our dinner and went to the arcade for a while b4 leavin for home~
mon, went out with him to study... den, lectures from tue to fri straight... LOL of course, practically went out after the lectures every single day... with vanee they all... wed... claudia's birthday at li hua garden... den on fri, "class" dinner... LOL... before the class dinner, mit vanee n dajie for pool... realize yw n cs thr oso... play play play, den meet jh ky n jer... went to ky's aunty hse to get hse of wax... wanted to get final destination initially... LOL... but was sad lar... i had to leave early... LOL didn't finish the show... LOL the rest didn't went for the dinner... LOL class dinner... 8 went... LOL... wanted to have zhi char... met ceyu, ang keng, cs, and drew before headin to 651 to meet edwin, mich, and dickee... we end up eating our own stuff as everyone is broke and zhi char is quite a challange to our pockets... LOL! andrew treated us horfun and hokkien mee! LOL chio ar thx... anyway, aftertt, we didn't noe go whr nia... pool or mahjong... i was in sch shirt so couldn't go in pool... just nice i lent my jacket to dajie... wanted to ask tingwei to help mi bring, but dickee n mich left... in the end, they decided to go arenda play... in the end, drew n i decided not to join them... i scare i have to walk back alone by the canal =s.... cos tingwei not bringin the shirt liao... ltr arenda oso dun allow den how?
sat... went for my comp... LOL... of course, i went off tune... but was quite touched la... HAHA... vanee, dajie, mich, jiahao ky n jer came to support... and my comp... they more gan jiong den mi... even bought mi clothes-_-... LOL... i was lik, wearin berms and T-shirt, didn't even bother to even wear any of my skirts or jeans... in the end, they more ganjiong den mi LOL... he came... reached at 3... LOL the comp started at 1.30 nia... aniway, i did not manage to get into the finals... but i was quite glad cos i realize onli the top 15 made it into the semi-finals... LOL... aftertt... met ks for pool at jp aftertt... mich ky jer n him left earlier... wah ks so pro lar =s... LOL... as fierce as cat HAHA... went to my jie's party on sun... LOL... 21st birthday leh! HAHA...
the week follows with plenty of sch hrs... mon... went jp to shop for sum stuff 1st... wanted cards but i find it fake... settled for a chain... aftersch b4 home... tue... 1st year...n did nothing much bah... just ate and walked ard jp for a while... just nice the courts was playing "fang sheng" as we passed... aniway, next day, i told yw tt i decided to join mm... LOL... for both cip n cca... chio... hope can manage to get in... but of course, i had too sacrifice other things... tt afternoon went to e-club meeting... LOL... not bad nia... hope can get into BU 2 or 3... hopefully 3... thurs... aftersch gt chem... den went back mm... LOL... fri... had my 1st duties... at cookie hse n sizzling ice... nice LOL... the people tendin shop, esp the auntie, oso very nice nia... wanted mm aftersch too... in the end, slacked in cookie hse... LOL... tot they closin shop soon nia... even set off to sell the last 2 cupckaes with ken n thura... in the end ken managed to got it off to his friends LOL... aftertt... den clinton they all tell mi they wait for mi b4 closin-_- LOL... reached thr... immediately set down to do 700... and chio... solved the 180 pivot turns with totally no effort LOL... though i was trained in 900 and was on it for 2 yrs... i started off with 700 the 1st few weeks in the club LOL... and i'm glad that my memory did not fail mi... the techniques ranald taught were mainly still in my brains... HAHA... for those who aren't aware, "700" and "900" are two diff type of mouse LOL... had dinner aftertt with yw, big ben, small ben and vivian... chatted alot with yw, big ben and small ben... after small ben left, the 3 of us continued to chat HAHA
generally, i am happy LOL... just realized my maths is gonna pass... phy... test... considerin i left most of structure(20 marks) blank... i gt 14 out of 40... chio LOL chem... gt quite nice grades... awarded choco for chi... LOL... nice... passed gp test too... LOL chio... gt 15 out of 30... when i onli completed 17 marks of qn LOL... passed lit too lol... chio chio... though nxt week i'll be dead with when the chem written assignment comes back... just hope that i don't get zero for it =s... cca... fun... just disappointed with the ppl thr... be it e-club or mm... lol maybe for e-club is i too sensitive lar LOL... mm is problematic... sian... became very political...
AND... i passed my 2.4 and inclined! haha... 2.4: 17.40mins, 17.50mins to pass... Inclined: 4 pull ups, 3 to pass... LOL chio!... left with standin broad jump... tink after i pas i wann try better some of the scores lOL... c if i can get a sliver this yr lol...
that's probs here n there... i guess i wun cry for it anymore... ran out of tears... just lik dessertification... the nutrients are used up before they can be replenished... same goes for my tears... and my faith... decided not to put anitin more on it... maybe i'm being unfair... but i dun wan it to get worse... frm diff paths, and destinated for diff paths.. nv even cross, just got closer... y the struggle?
i cnt help but let that feelin arise... yea everyone is busy nowadays... but... why is everyone behavin lik this? importance? just wan to ask everyone to go out together... hard? sian...
the main prob about this blog: it's open to everyone...
shall stop here den...
--I Need a Nap--
4:15 PM
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Friday, June 15, 2007
lol... finally an update!
tue... bytch outing... supposed to meet at 1, but we end up meetin each other onli lik abt 1.45 to 2 =X... LOL planned for pitstop, only to realize it was close! LOL so we decided to settle for settlers xD... we wanted to go to the one at raffles place (we went to the one at holland V the other time) but we didn't know how to go nia... and courageous me went to call the person=x LOL and so we went! haha we realize it's abt the same place as pitstop nia HAHA... walk walk walk, walk to 39 circular road, den went out to the main street, and walk walk walk, and finally reach our destination!!! 39 north bridge road!!! LOL we rocks!!! haha the sense of accomplishment upped our spirit, only to let the lack of vacancy bring it down again... LOL and aftertt, we all agree that we should not walk back to the mrt station, so we took cabs to marina square!
went to yuki yaki to have our meal! LOL the food there was ok la LOL... we fried eggs! HAHA!!! it is the only buffet resturant i've seen so far which plate can fry egg de LOL... den eat, till damn full, and then we went on to fried ice cream! lol... needs lots of strength nia HAHA... actually hor the taste of the ice cream nothing special... it's the icing and the process of eating LOL... den... wanted to play pool or bowl de... bt nt very worth it nia... LOL played arcade a while... played daytona!!! LOL... den... we went shop! haha... mich n i saw two necklaces which we quite lik... bt i didn't buy cause of consideration of money while mich bought the one she liked... LOL... heng i nv buy ar... LOL... though it's onli lik, $10+? haha... claudia bought a bag... LOL... den of course, home sweet home haha... with jokes and laughter along the way LOL
wed... went tuition, den went to buy tongs n all those stuff b4 headin to meet tiong to go east coast together HAHA... called them... they were at burger king... didn't know where, so walk walk walk till very long... keetyih joined us on the way and bought us thr LOL... when we reach, dickee vanee jiahao peishan esther mich edwin yuxuan and yuxuan's gf were there waitin for us HAHA... andrew arrived lik, mins after us? HAHA den went cycle... long tym nv cycle ler... took sum tym to get used to my bike LOL... while cyclin, looked out for the pit, and realized that it was, ERM, near LOL... so near... tt erm... i erm... wanted to bang my head against the lamp post LOL... just a day difference and i couldn't get the pits at area C ler... anyway, cyclin continues, with cs joinin us halfway LOL... cycles, collected the food from the delivery man, and the rain comes right after... damn chio... luckily, it's like, only a while HAHA... den... return the bike, walk back to the pit LOL... and the bbq begins! HAHA with me realisin tt i had sucessfully forgotten all about the lighter, which is exactly what i had predicted just a few days before the bbq... LOL... luckily, we weren't the only one bbq-ing there... so dickee n i went to borrow matches from our neighbour
of course, as usual, we had our NCC
man, yuxuan, to start the fire LOL... actually edwin also noe how to set nia... but no choice la... that day cannot snatch people's limelight mah LOL... and so the bbq REALLY begins!!! haha... most of the food ok lar... regret buyin the prawns though... it's ex and nt very nice too...bt the rest ok LOL... too much food ler nia... bt glad that they did enjoyed! LOL... though it's lik, pathetic 14? HAHA... den thr're this grp of boys playin soccer, with the poor ball almost rolling to the sea, den a group pf us gossipin and stuffin our already filled stomach with more food, den of course, there are all the photos HAHA... which we took! LOL... even took with edwin!!!! u noe? edwin!!! LOL HAHA... den of course, it's like home sweet home again... walked back nia... long way back there... on the way.... the poor football fell onto the road and got run over by a car! LOL OMG nia andrew really good to the ball-_- LOL... edwin too... even went to gave it a bath HAHA... chatted and joked and laughed all the way home... i even choked on water cos of the jokes nia-_-... LOL... saw eunice n gary... haha..
just now, went for "class" outing... meet ken at jp, and was terribly late=x, den went to city hall to meet zhangfan... yongtao and fangming was at suntec tower 2-_-... alrite, there was only 5 of us-_-... no point goin escape oso LOL... so? we went play pool... LOL.. damn off form... weren't in the mood to play anyway... tired too... LOL... zikang came to join us after a while... HAHA... actually supposed to eat with them + mr chua de... but considering that the food is lik, damn ex and i spent so much money the day before, i opt to stick with ken n zikang, leavin the 3 of them to have dinner with mr chua LOL... the 3 of us went to lot 1 to watch fantastic 4, which inculdes smuggling food as usual LOL... had dinner together, den headed home LOL... ok la... actually to mi tt's went the fun realli comes lar LOL... we chatted alot nia... freely LOL... and my mood got better haha xD... idiotic junda was supposed to join us oso de lor! LOL...
k, been thinkin alot again, as usual lar... haha when did i nt think alot? LOL... i keep comparing the new people i get to meet and the people i used to hang out with... den i came to accept the fact tt i'm actually still reluctant to allow myself to get used to life in jj... it's not tt i cannot... but i'm still not brave enough to open up yet... alone... without friends by my side to get involved in the same thing... like the counsellors' elects the other time... if andrew were here, i will definitely run for it because i know he would... actually, to be honest, y i decided not to do so the last min, a great part of the reason is because helga, zhangfan and yongtao, those from my class, had decided to quit... my results are not fantastic... and even when i was in the prefectorial board back in secondary school, i already felt the strain in balancin time i spend with people around mi... what about in jc? i had great friends... great, and supportive friends... but... i just prefer to spend time with them... i'm not a sociable people, a fact which i had to force myself to acknowledge also... friendliness is always an act... or should i say... it's because people took the initiative to befriend me, that's why i'm friendly to them?
the outing... so many people cannot go... so many last minute crop ups... fate... it's lik, why must everything fall on that significant day? nothing happened on the other days... but just nice, it's tt day.... perhaps 13 is really cursed, that's why... all the bad things happen on that day... and i have people who didn't came just because they dun wan to... people i was expecting to... didn't even gave me a call... i had to call them... but overall... i still enjoyed.. i still had a great time with those who were there... lol so nice... and i's realli grateful for their encouragement... thx... LOL... miss all of you a great deal la! LOL... and all the lame jokes... HAHA...
--I Need a Nap--
2:20 AM
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should i surrender now?
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
i'm still living in fantasy... should have given up long ago... faith... how much it is worth? even if people have the heart to, fate just have to stop everything from happening... i was willing to give... people do not want to accept... those who are willing to accept are forced to reject it...
16th... wanted to takeover to organize a 2e1'04 dinner... only to realise tt i'm booked on that day... for a full-month dinner... and i found out about it only today... had wanted tomorrow's outing to be on the 16th... luckily i didn't... anyway even if i did i would have went for the outing anyway... ya that's me... but will it matter?
i knew that it is just fruitless... the ending will still be the same... why did i allow myself to be set in just situations again and again and allow myself to face the same kind of things again and again? pure stupidity... still thinking of whether i should takeover to organise the dinner... and miss the full month dinner... how many people will go? will it be worth it?
--I Need a Nap--
1:03 AM
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Tuesday, June 12, 2007
alrite, long tym nv update...got to now cos i'll have many things to update about these two days
tue went to meet dajie and jh for shrek 3 nia... LOL at first were reluctant to watch cos est say that she slept when she watched =s... in the end, left with no choice, we watched aniway... before watching the movie the 3 of us spent like dunno how many donkey years to decide what we want to eat for lunch-_- in the end we settled for pizza hut-_- LOL... den on stage still got performance of teentitans... all of us very tempted to join them-_-LOL the movie was very funny! esp when the princesses all united to fight prince charming nia... LOL the sleeping beauty trip the guards by fallin aslp, landin so smoothly on the floor! LOL... nice move... haha of course, there is also the touching part... LOL forgot the story from part 1 and 2 =x... it was till the end den we realize tt the ah gua was the stepsister of cinderella-_-... LOL after movie, as usual, it was pool again... huijin(dajie's pri sch friend) and vanee came to join us aftertt... LOL met clar n tan yi tan oso nia... jiahao even had a game with clar LOL... must be stressed lor so mani ppl surroundin the table to watch it LOL...
wed went meet jiahao to collect cert... was supposed to met ky oso but she overslept-_-... LOL was very late and poor jiahao was starvin (we were to meet for lunch 1st)... LOL saw ks and he joined us too... after collecting the cert,went to meet est... LOL we went to far east to walk walk, talk cock b4 we go nyp meet vanee... LOL i at there do the cross stitch she asked mi to help do n play with her hair while est help her with her project... LOL vanee, u owe us a treat! =x... wanted to go home ler... bt they cnt pass the proj to anione cos the teammate dua them... in the end dunno linger how long den went back LOL...
thurs went tuition... LOL have new kid ler =x... den went to do pw... was very late nia... den do the survey qns... LOL... managed to compile all the results... den went to check price & quantity for bbq stuff... LOL... den went home...
fri i typed the compo... took mi 3-4 hrs to produce an ok one... wanted to copy a compo i wrote durin my mock exam bt i culdn't find the piece... LOL i wrote aniway and converted the ending of the story to a slightly happier one... den, went to shop for present for my guardian! lol yea it's her birthday... met up wit huifang jiejie... mi n my sis share money to buy a bag with her.... in addition, i bought sum stuff frm tong heng and her fav tapioca chips for her, while jie bought her a cake n a rose! lol... saw a nice blouse which suit her bt dun haf her size! she was a few inches rounder =x... aniway, i also recieved news that my song got into the semi-finals! which means i have to present it in the public, i.e. sing! omg i wonder how i goin to do it la the pitch a bit too high for mi le... but happy that i actually got the chance to get into the semi-finals... tot my song was very simple + i went out of tune in the demo =x... but now how? anyway my good mood was totally destroyed by the vmt maths discussion-_-
sat went tuition again, then met up with yuyong and keetyih they all for pool... cs left early lor... sian... there also gt zijia jiale and junjie... ceyu and tingwei (the two extreme pros) came to join us also... they on their 7th game our table only on the 4th-_-... LOL the day performance ok leh... but when i play with some ppl i got very off-form... was very extreme... either very good or very bad-_-... den... sumore paired with yuyong to duel the 2 pros-_-... dunno is too nervous or wat... even free ball also miss... sian-_-... k aftertt went dinner with yy acc mi LOL... talked lots of craps LOL... long time never talk until liddat le... on the way back met pkm! woo hao you yuan! LOL... he cut the queue till very not obvious nia-_-... LOL we even took a picture! you imagine yuyong.... agreed to take a picture, at the bus terminal, while standing in a queue! LOL...chatted alot and went home happily... only to get my mood destroyed again by vmt-_-
sun went m'sia... LOL i slept onli 2 hrs... met up with sum of my cousins... mm.. LOL nt very close with them lar HAHA... went to my big aunt's hse, some fruit plantations, a shopping mall call jusco, a restruant before goin back... throughout the bus trips frm place to place i slept on my nephew's shoulder LOL thx ar... heng he tall enough... got one trip my head fell on my niece's shoulder... my niece was a little bit shorter than me only and my neck sting aftertt =x LOL... ate alot... LOL tt's the only enjoyment, until they fed me so much that i dun feel lik eating animore... LOL oh ya my nephew got to learn the bike! LOL ok lar quite fun but also realize i cannot realli slp that night ler cause many things to do....
ytd met yongtao weekheng for discussion... took a cab down cos dragged till very late-_-... stayed thr to do the proj, den when weekheng left, i did the foucus grp table for vmt(i wanted to vomit), had dinner with them(yongtao and fangming) before continuin to do it... LOL kept gettin distracted bt the movies on tv... LOL... lik a child... short attention span... bt k la the movies interestin lar... mm or i should sae i just allowed myself to be distracted? aniway one of the shows ytd i watched it for lik 3 times ler... and i watched the fourth yesterday... the onli sad thing is i never got to watch the whole thing... last time kept missing first part... ytd missed the end... LOL at least i got the whole story? HAHA... nice show la i still enjoy it even after so many times LOL... his neighbour's cat very cute! very fat!=x LOL and very lazy also!!! LOL... played with the cat with fangming... LOL... wanted to go home with fangming... didn't realize it was getting late als, until yongtao accidentally switched to channel 8 and i saw the show on it then i realize... it's 9+ ler!!! but fangming was still doin her maths vmt discussion... think she weren't havin a good tym either... aniway i went home 1st, alone... did the focus grp table... talked on ks on the phone, and fell alsp halfway=x... woke at 5 to do again... LOL k better go get more slp before the bytch outing ltr!
... end here!
--I Need a Nap--
7:59 AM
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Tuesday, June 05, 2007
lol... sat nite went drinkin wit ks... LOL long tym nv mit him for a drink liao... n tink i drink too fast till i cnt walk properly aftertt... bt dun worry i was still clear-minded LOL... still continued to record song after i got hom nia-_-... ytd went met yongtao n weeleong for badminton after tuition... didn't play much la... was just vase-ing dere... damn noob =X... went yongtao's hse aftertt to wait for him to change b4 i meet my vanee ps n est...met them to go bugis... initial plan was to play pool de... bt dunno which bytch go ask their friendster friend out-_- sumone i totally dunno nia... oh ya the 3 of they dye their hair... with vanee n est having eyecatchin hairstyle LOL... go arcade sure wun tio dai ji one... LOl anyway, we met this person named Tom, whom est n ps went out with b4... it was lik damn odd la cos practically none of us were talkin to him... went to eat pastamania, with him nt eatin... lol oh ya... dun eat the bacon aglio thr... i almost puked finishin the whole plate... yea den were erm, clueless abt were to go... we end up goin to take neoprints...guess all of us were feeling too strange ler... in the end the neoprints weren't nice at all... k la managed to have one which was still ok LOL... den... we went jp play pool =X=X=X... k la tt day nt very off form... got a bit of feelin back ler... bt still very sian LOL... cs n jh join us, with cs goin off after a few rounds... aftertt, we went on to have headache abt wat to eat... n ended up at long john, whr the queue is lik, damn short, as short as the width of the resturant... lol... aniway had lots of fun chattin... abt if we were to choose one person frm our class to be our gf/bf or gay/les, who will it be... HAHA jh said tt if go watch movie with cheongkit he will bring a torchlight to read his book LOL... sian times realli past lor... all these funny things are lik... so distant now lar...aniway, went home, continue to record the song, slpin at 4... woke at 11 today, to continue to rectify some parts... but the whole thing came out still lik shit lar... but nvm at least everything is over(yes!)... LOL had an hr of slp b4 meetin him at the library to do hols assignment... LOL i managed to figure out alot abt most of partial fractions by myself! haha... shows tt i'm still clever =X... k la of cos without his filled-up lecture notes i wun be able to do it lar LOL... n i finished 2 qns =X... lol k la more den two... includin those he asked mi... lol had fun disturbin him =X...oh ya, outin change to 13th... den maybe havin 2e'04 dinner on 16th n celebrate claudia's birthday on 20th LOL...tml watch shrek 3! LOL...
--I Need a Nap--
1:32 AM
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Saturday, June 02, 2007
yea back! haha ytd went pw discussion... didn't have much outcome... sian... 4 leaders in the group, but we dun seem to be doin alot... LOL... let's hope wat bah zhang say is right... we do very little is cos we are too organized... LOL...
met yuyong... with another girl... ALONE... lol dun read too much into it la... they just friends... haha in the past i oso used to go out with yuyong alone de... but most of the tyms we go out for constructive stuff lik preparing logistics for camp and studying... i nv remember going out with him just for a walk in a place i've never been to nia =x... lol n yea he looks much better now...
den went to get some books... one javascript de and one frm a trilogy... the trilogy about angels and demons de... lol... nt sure nice anot leh... den went to buy a mic... had kfc... haha tink desmond nt workin thr animore... which is gd =x... den went home and met dickee at the bus interchange nia... HAHA nv see him for ages liao...
in the evening, dajie call mi... and i headed off to je for kbox... LOL so last min la... the 3 of us(mi dajie vanee) were makin our oready sore throat even more sore... HAHA... but was fun la... den we waited for jiahao who had bbq in sch(rp) before heading home together...
the aftermath: now, i'm wondering how i shld record that stupid song to submit for the comp... haiz...
target: will TRY MY BEST to speak softer now... i dun wan my oready man voice to become even more man le... a bit xin tong lor... used to be saprano in choir de leh... SIAN AR...
been meeting ks quite a lot nia... be it coincidentally or not... even arranged to go for a drink together... LOL...
haha... bytch outing faster come!!! haha... sian mass outin on 12th oso.. cos tm cnt make it on 16th... ks oso nt cfm he can... actually les n cy oso cnt make it on 12th cos of lessons... bt we haven met tm for a VERY VERY LONG tym ler~~~ lol... dun even noe how he looks lik now... HAHA... n andrew is organizin one... for 2e1' 04 de!!! on the 16th!!! lol den at least cy can join us for it n les can join us on 20th! (claud's b'day)... HAHA
tt reminds mi... tt we're supposed to celebrate wingkin's n phyu phyu's birthday on 20th oso? i'm tinkin of just a simple celebration bt i'm tinkin of how i can get the cake!!! OMG la!!!
sian... just told my mum tt i failed maths... sian la... i hate it when my mum talk to mi lik this... haha she's just beside mi nia still talkin away... no idea i'm here typin abt her... LOL... sian...
--I Need a Nap--
11:11 AM
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