feeling so damn sian now... why my whole family is always so damn noisy? no wonder i'm so noisy as well

had fun during chinese new year with my parents quarreling every single minute. i guess i shld just hide in a place or wat durin nxt yr cny. maybe i shld go and work so tt i can make up for the loss of hongbao money at the same time.

chu san went to drew and dickee hse to bai nian... mi, dickee, ps, vanee, mich, les, ivy, drew, ed, cy, ks, joel, hsihing, clar, huimin... mahjong , inbetween and blackjack, lost 30+ altogether... wel, it beats stayin at home... i love all of u lar... den had "family" dinner outside with emer, junhao, peiting, junjie, carine and chienhan... angela joined us aftertt... u guys reali rocks

chu si went study-_- met khiam in the lib lol... muggin as well =s... ultimate mugger leh tis guy... no wonder fes lar... saw a couple of others also

mon... start of val day sales... WOO!!! a lot better den expected... ya i was too pessimistic... still, weren't happy thruout the process, though obviously we were doin well... aniway, over means over... cnt sae much here aniway...

while rushin all the way till thurs, managed to made time to go les home to meet them and blackjacked on tues... though i arrived realli late... LOL saw ah dan nia!!! b'day boy leh!!! HAHA!!! tingwei were thr as well! claud also! ky lar! so long lar! nv seen them for so long... except for ky lar... wah miss all of u so much...

wed... mad rush... red roses damn in demand... anyway, thx miss angie for the ride home!!! =D

thurs... thx who those who gave mi chocs and sweets! and aaron(eclub) for the balloon, ah gong for the very belated card! HAHA... AND VANEE FOR YOUR VALENTINES' DAY CARD LOL!!!... and vien for being my "date" for that day! HAHA

fri... tried to study for a bit, but joined in the mass dance instead afterwards... got to noe this guy call raymond, who's damn high lar! HAHA of cos, he's so high tt tym for a reason ;p... but overall, DANCING WITH HIM WAS REALLY DAMN FUN LAR!!!! tink amongst all the dance partners i had, he's the best... aftertt, went down to the canteen to disturb zhengwei, who was workin hard on his gp =D... and i wonder how come tt idiot can hit off so well with all these huayi guys =s... and i realised raymond have the full collection of all the bleach songs! WOO! i miss bleach so much T.T... den saw all the OGLs(they got ogl camp) haha! while we were mass dancin and singin songs LOL!...

sat... went watch ah long with ah gong, ruiyu and songsue.... LOL damn funny lar! den we go disturb angela a while, play pool, den dinner! LOL... very long nv go out with them le leh!

sun... went piano in the morn, family lunch at boonlay place, den study... dragged idiot to study with vanee claud and mich... LOL not bad tt day he actually done quite a bit... good job ar! den vanee they all left early... do do do den took a walk back to the central thr... wah dun sae him lar... i ownself stay thr also very long nv go tt area walk walk liao... makan, den home...

mon got maths test... and i'm so proud of myself! haha i finished abt 80% of the whole paper, and i'm confident for most of my solutions!!! WOO!!! lol partly thx to the qns yufeng asked mi to do the day b4 cos i revised a bit of the formulas while i do thsoe qns... den i kee siao.... go tiong bahru dinner wit syhan and idiot lol...

tue.... mass dance and cheerin session! for the YOG... realli quite sad to see the response frm our batch nt realli good... y just nice spa week? haiz... had fun dancin, with tis guy whose name i forgot =x den dinner with idiot... chatted alot also

wed... YOG reheasal at padang... before tt rara in sch... dance! AND DANCING WITH KEN IS SO DAMN NICE... he is also a very very good dancer, though he also turn me with so much strength... but is also cos of that tt i experience wat is realli called being turned by the guy instead of mi turnin in by my own... which is so damn sian at times... well though i always complain yufeng turn mi in with too much strength, which is true, i prefer tt den mi tryin to turn myself in... haha... but dancin with yufeng hor, nt realli fun for mi cos it's damn stress LOL... which makes it worse cos i tend to forget more steps when i'm more stressed =s... so nv realli get to enjoy dancin with him, though he's realli realli a good dancer as well LOL...

thurs... YOG!!! danced, play, craze!!! SINGAPORE GOT IT!!! at 1st all of us were not confident tt sg will get it... but thr's still this hope, hope in us tt sg will... i didn't noe i can actually feel so nervous... i tot i didn't care LOL... AND YES!!! when we heard tt sg got it, all of us practically went crazed!!! WOW!!! IT FELT SO NICE TO BE THERE AT TT TYM... not just tt i got to enjoy myself dancin and cheerin, but also cos i got to be part of this moment! HAHA... i realli dunno how to describe the feeling... it's just, celebration!!! WOO!!! we danced and danced and danced, all the way until we have to call it a day... APPLE, I TELL YOU, YOU REALLY REALLY ROCKS BIG TIME!!! lol dine with glenda laixing n shiyun at subway... HAHA i noob 1st time go thr eat... quite nice! though a bit ex.... den home!!! HAHA... den go home too excited to slp... den duc pasted mi tis blog link http://justfaris.livejournal.com/14461.html ... was realli realli very very touched when i read it... THANKS FARIS!!! lol... try to get myself to slp, cos i've got spa the nxt day!!!

so... today's SPA!!! HAHA i feel so glad!!! 1st time i finish the whole thing!!! WOO~~~ YINGMING YOU ROCKS!!! haha... den gp tca... i tot i wrote little, but still i managed to end it! HAHA... and chem re spa trial... i was so much faster then those people in the other class lar!!! and i rmb all the errors and improvements!!! and i got VERY NICE CRYSTALS!!! HAHA!!! i hardly feel so satisfied doin SPA!!! HAHA aftersch, rotted in sch... go and keep disturb ppl cos i dun wanna go home... den aftertt, went jp walk walk, den home

aniway i made my sis cry... but i dun even care tt i did lar... maybe thr's realli sth wrong in mi lar hor LOL... cos i always ask her to shut up... i tink it's nt realli cos i cnt stand noise... maybe i just culdn't be bothered with my family... tt's y i dun lik goin home early cos things liddat always happens... aniway aniway

straightened out alot of things in my little cramped and crease-filled brain... learnt a new word, called platonic... and i tink tt's the word i've always been lookin for... i dun wan to regret once more... 12:05 PM
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new year's here, but i realise i had not realli done a good bit of spring cleaning to my blog... still filled with lots of cobweb =X well, i can't do any cleaning since it's new year already, but i'm here to prevent it from getting worse =D

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR

looking back at the past 17 years i've led, i realli felt thankful for a lot of things... and can't help but think about how foolish i've been... and how foolish i'm to continue being so foolish... but, i realli still can't appreciate a lot of things...

zhiling came to sg last last week... all of us was just thrilled to see him again... went kbox on last last sat with him... but tink the whole outin was not so successful... anyway, we saw mr chua and his gf! haha quite chio... just nice zhiling was together with us leh! LOL... missed the dinner on tue... onli went and sit with them for a while... den had family dinner on wed instead... so nice... just before the day he leave...

recently been just busy with CNY and VD sales... and i'm not seeing any point of doing these sales since we won't have much customers... and i dun see the point of sacrificing so much study time and money in a project which i dun tink will be very successful... tis is the 1st project i'm involved in that has such poor organisation, and many times, promises made was not fulfil... and it not abt feeling guilty that we did not fulfil these promises to the customers and the teachers... ok, maybe that's part of the reason... but it's, u're doin business, and promises made to your customers are very important... and customers nowadays have more choices and more ideas... they don't have to buy the stuff from you onli... if u keep breaking promises to your customers and increasing the price so much, people will not buy from you... they are able to tell how much money is a product worth... certain things are not as expensive anymore... if at the same price, they can get nicer products, will they buy from us? if we keep making empty promises, how do ppl feel? yes, i know i'm doin it for the sake of doin it, but, that is very very impt... and i dun understand y sum ppl just cannot see it... haiz... what's the point of working so hard? when ppl dun even give a damn to your opinion? forget it, i shall not say much

maths test was a disaster... yea, i didn't get to study much at all... i wun sae that the sales were the onli reason, and neither was it cos of zhiling's return... i was just very affected as well... just very very worried... and i just couldn't focus... i noe i could have done bettter... nvm

fri went to join the exco meetin a bit... of cos, i didn't enjoy it at all, and i'm sure ur noe y... i shall not say much... the rest of the time.... basically having fun... had lots of mass dance in LN... includin the new dances!!! ain't it funny! HAHA... came to lik the song a lot... went down and played with the cat with zhihao they all... they wanted to feed it with red bull -_-... den the guys, ken, bernard, yunxiang, guohong, melvin, soonjun(correct?=X) went to play parkour... while i just watched... den all 7 of us tried to balance ourselves on the wooden board while singing songs and cheers =X... disturbed the meeting for the j1 leaders on CNY decor =X and we actually spent one hour+ doin that-_- went home, after lots of fun

sun went out with the og... i wun say that it's an og outin... played pool, den had dinner at pizza hut... present: duc, bisheng, jasmine, yenyu, dejun, xiaoyang, wenjie, and xiaoyang's rmmate... nevertheless, had fun aniway... though recieved disturbing things halfway thru... realli realli thx those who made it... and also, to those who tried their best to come... it's just these tots that made my day... when i went to the toilet and walked past wintertime, memories of the preparations for the yunnan trip suddenly came floodin back... i so missed them...

had CNY dry run on tues... enjoyed every moment of it.. so glad to be away from the air-conditional bmc and be in part of the action again... despite the fact that we're workin under the sun, runnin abt, the lively atmosphere is realli enchanting, and i'm so lovin it... had mass dance too!!! haha... den, went back to bmc to pack and take my materials, when that idiot came in and tell mi tat he passed the book to yuanyuan... LOL.... den we went down and he helped ken with the paintin, and i helped the banni ppl to lay out the banners for paintin, b4 the 3 of us cleared up and left to have dinner... HAHA played logic games... fun!... and the two of them are realli xin you lin xi lar! haha...

CNY eve... HAHA lohei with class... the 1st throw and my whole arm is filled with the ingredients... LOL fun lar!... cleaned up, hang out with the class, den join the OG and see them playin games... and then thr's mass dance! danced with dejun, HAHA though he didn't noe the dances, but had fun! LOL and they are lik so funny lar! den, helped to clear up a little b4 goin back to bmc... headed back to secondary sch to meet the teachers... and of cos, the food... HAHA... i guess food is just one of the stuff u'll miss the most after u graduate... u'll miss the times u ate with ur fellow classmates at one of ur favourite hideout or tables... how u queue up at ur fav stall such that everyone gets the food the fastest, how we had sa jiao to the teachers to let us go for recess early, and smuggled food up to the class so that we can have it during lessons... wow, those were the days... haha saw the teachers! mrs yeo 1st, as cute as ever, den mr teo, as cheerful as ever, den mrs hon, as motherly as ever, mrs ang, as sweet as ever, and mr lim, as funny as ever... and mr lim! i didn't noe you were spying at our blogs! LOL... too bad we didn't realli get to see the rest...

been comparing myself with my parents recently... i'm reali alot lik them... is it in the genes, or is it the environment i grew up it? worth a ponder... 1:47 PM
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ying ming aka cabbage/veggie/veg/cai/cat
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8th Oct 1990
libra
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