went to tommy's farewell party... gt mi vanee mich kaiying val jiahao ahtiong wanyee ivy leslie dickson clarence edwin kengsiang tingwei joel yitan amos yuxuan andrew geraldine peishan chiayee huimin peipei joseph jason peiyiand of coz tommy... sry if i missed out anione... the grp was realli too big... was a bit late coz gt somtin to settle... gave him the present and the card... den he passed mi n mich a book each... sae ask us read liao write a review for very chapter... post on blog then he go read... he gif mich oliver twist wan... me is the dream merchant... happy... he actually rmb wat we lik... thanks... k den... c them play pool... den bbq starts... den some go play tennis... den go relax... took lots of photos with him... den ky cry... wah lao already tryin to be happy liao... den turn away dun c her... den when i turn back val oso crying... end up buai tahan hide behind sofa cry... hope he neva c... den cry finish liao come out... dunno who go play tt thats wat friends are for.. too late to hide... flood... den kip cry n cry n cry n cry... it's lik... todae is the last time we gonna c him... and things will be so diff... how to forget? go everywhere... soccer field, table tennis... even wan eat lollipop oso will rmb him... it's lik... will definitely miss him... den he gave a speech... on wat we've been thru and how he made friends wit us... it's lik... everyone wanted to cry... juz try to hold back their tears... den end... suppose to leave... everyone took turns to hug him inculdin us gals... tears cnt stop flowing... den go home he sae he wan walk back alone... we all pia cab go under his block wait for him... walk past the table tennis table... memories float back again... den saw claudia as she was returnin home...she waited wit us... den he came back... took a photo in one of the jackets... den ask claudia dad help us take a grp photo... cen last wishes.. walk him and claudia to the lift and c them go up and... tt was the last time i saw him... den walk back home... gt a cat follow us... bt manage to get away...

Tommy- Bon voyage...rmb ur promise... i'll rmb mine... come and visit us often... i dun wan tis to be the last few times tt i'm gonna c u again... rmb... unless u tag my blog, i will not post the next post... i wan to make sure u read every single thing... take care of urself... esp uk will be colder at times... 8:19 PM
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Parent will never understand. They will never understand how I feel. No wonder my EQ so low. Inherited it from my mother. I cannot deny that they care and I cannot deny that I am not a good daughter. Bonds is so important to me. Yes I am wilful I know. I do not care anymore. I am going, that is for sure. Nothing is going to stop me. My mood started out very well you know. It is not as if I do not want to help. Willing to sacrifice my sleep and my time online. Already worked out the time and there they are, stopping me from going. I AM NOT THE OBEDIENT KIND OF KID. If you think I am just lazy trying to get away from helping, please open your eyes. What time do I sleep everyday? I normally go home at abt 6, earliest 4. I have to wash my clothes and my sister's, iron our uniform. What's more, dinner will not be on the table waiting for me. I have to go out for my dinner and I am eating outside food everyday. What about my homework? Especially my father. There was once I came home late with lots of laundry and homework to do. Besides I still have to iron our uniform. I had even eaten my dinner yet. By the time I came back from dinner, it was already about 7+ to 8. I ask my father to help me iron the school uniform and what did he say?
me: dad help me iron the clothes
dad: why don't you iron it yourself?
me: I still have lots of laundry and homework to do
dad: but I am very tired
me: as if I not tired. It's only four pieces
dad: actually you don't have to iron them
All right I got fed up and decided to iron them myself. When I was done with the laundry, he was already asleep. I sleep 3 to 5 hrs per day. He sleeps 5 to 7 hrs per day. 11:26 AM
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WOO~~~ two big events to update... why? coz of my laziness to update the last few days... 17 jan-class celebration, 20 jan-leslie's b'day party...
CLASS CELEBRATION
woo~~~ it's for the camp!!! thx mr shang for the treat!!! kk... i was late tt dae as i took my sis out earlier on... den reached there... joke... eat... had fun...den some went back... play concentration, detective murderer n 007... haha... den water bombs... all aimed alumni... 1stly dickson goh... den went to aim andrew... den john... coz he cause val fall down... den next hsien hong... jonathan... vinesh... haha hsien hong part most funny... gt once we all stand at foyer want hit him when he come... den onli mi at the other side... so of coz, kena one person throw is better than kena several person throw right? he ran my way... k threw the bomb in his face... he gd threaten to throw the dessert at me... i went to steal it when he washin dunno wat... den think he slasp wanyee and val in the canteen... lol... too bad have to end at 8.30... nvm went outside play... den b4 tt... we took hsien hong's slippers... hid in vanee's bag... den wit jonathan... haiz hu cal him live so near? he went ran home...w/o the slippers... we was lik, his slippers was still wit us... so wun go back home... we even cal vinesh to lure him to us... haiz so nvm went aimed vinesh... think except for the alumni none of us wet except andrew john val n wanyee... d rest think onli some splashes when we throw... went home at abt 9... lol...

LESLIE'S BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION
gt ivy leslie val wanyee vanee claudia kaiying esther peiyi dickee edwin andrew jiahao tiongmeng joel yitan ceyu tingwei kengsiang clarence amos n of coz mi... think reach there abt 5.45... realized ivy tt grp which is supposed to b earlier than me came much later-_-"... k den continue... vanee recorded down somtin... den went the pavilion... try the water in the baby pool... just nice the height... had food, eatin halfway, tiongmeng called ask mi go find him... end up he went to clarenece's hse(parc vista) in stead of dickson's hse(mayfair)... went play pool... wah realli lost all my skills... k la i onli went 3 times b4 tt... tis is the 4th... got once even more funny... the ball i threw went up instead of forward and hit the wall den bounce back to the lane again... wah lao funni lor... wah play wit the boys beri stress... coz they beri pro sia... den went up cut b'dae cake.. play with the dry ice... den down to bowling again... LOL... k den went home... accompany peiyi hail taxi... cox she live beri far away... den gt one stupid uncle go cut infront n took the cab... k aniway she gt one... den at busstop and bus... play concentration... detective and murderer...lol... till everyone sian...
lol... so fun... so tired... went out for the jyian workout ytd(now is sat liao)... hey i got run ok? plus i ran during hse practise on thurs... WOO~~~ shock tt i can run so much... k prepare to crawl in and out tml... haiz tired wk... and tml i still got tonnes of stuff to do... k think tt's all... 4:50 PM
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WOO back from the CAMP!!! lol so fun!!! k tis entry quite late...1st day mornin wait 4 them to come my hse take things... den we set off to the CAMP!!!skip d assembly go prepare stuff for camp... wah rush lik mad lor... mi n yuyong even at there do the holes on the cups... wah nice lor!!! haha... den in d end... neva play the fireman dilemma n the team game... which was wat we rushed like mad for... coz of d delay... k let's look on d bright side... at least we dun have to clear the water... den lunch... wah neva inform them bring cups how come become my fault? i got sae we provide cups ar?k den i directly 4gt abt the drinks... k dis part i admit is my fault... heng everytin ok... thx shang ah boat n james... k den station games... rain-_-"... heng lata solve liao coz rain stop... den we slp in ava... tired + nid prepare to ton at nite... woke at 3.30... go canteen wan take ice... den realize we took all for lunch!!! k nvm reuse... den bring 1 asthma kid frm edwin grp go take spray... classrm lock-_-"... hsien hong(allan) come gif mi d key den cnt find us... heng the boy condition nt so serious... den mi yy n ky go out buy stuff...forgot eggs n milo... go mama shop buy eggs... forgot take receipt-_-"(fri den rmb, ytd went take, heng auntie still rmb mi)... den went back prepare syrup den slp... till dinner time den wake up go eat... wah tt stupid extra... we eat 1st coz nid prepare things mah... k i nt sure whether tt extra is a teacher... if he is he muz b those empty vessels=x... k den bathe le go prepare nitewalk... go art rm take tiki torch... SAD!!! not climbing abseil tower... haiz... lol the alumni kip want scare the juniors... aniway, it was still ok... den go boil milo wit vanee jiahao n xinlei... den all of us took turns to shout at the campers to slience them juz b4 the nite walk... i shouted juz be4 mrs saz stepped in... den went wit edwin's grp... haiz dunno whether is edwin too fast or his grp too slow... den up the whole chunk at d back cnt catch up... catch liao... lost 2... went back find... den walk walk walk... the BOYS at the back kip cnt catch up... den we went gym... saw dickson walkin so slowly... lol impressed... can ctrl the speed beta den edwin=x... den third floor... LIGHT THE TIKI TORCH!!! woo fun... den go down... lol that grp beri cute... fun talkin to them(though as wat i heard, the class is quite problematic)... kden went back... play the tiki torch take photos... den blow out... den go prepare milo wit xinlei n jiahao... den go down c esther grp... dsiao them... then jiahao dunno go where... den mi n xinlei make the milo... wah taste the milo... top bland till lik water... bottom sweet lik dunno wat... wah can c the beri dark milo wit the white condensed milk... den d top is half transparent brown... wah... mixed till lik siao... den went back for class briefin... den mi n yy go out wit mr shang buy syrup n milo... actually cs oso goin bt mr shang directly forgot him... k den went back...start do logistic stuff... do do do end up left mi n yuyong in AVA rm do... den keet yih come join us followed by yewwah... they two person help=1 person help... bt at least they got help... den jonathan came help us... wah heng... THX TO UR THREE WHO HELPED!!! wah all work thruout d nite... finally more n more come help... managed to complete... abt 10-15 min after the bus arrive? think so... i went change 1st... the boys early go change liao... so they pack up... on the bus... all quiet... slpin... reach dere... heard the time delayed coz the driver turn wrongly to changi airport there... rain... sleepy+cold... wah hiong... den rain stop a while... go prepare station... rain again... they tel us continue prepare... mi john n hsien hong bury the bean bag liao den ask us come back... coz rain realli too big... haiz dig everything out again(onli two were buried=X)... disgusting... aniway, we were drenched... den at the shelter... gt one guy... think oso edwin grp wan... extreme lame... lol funni sia... den mi ht mrs surin n ms chua sh dere share ghost stories... den went back sch wit ivy n mich's class... wah the bus was freakin cold+i drench+i sleepy... haiz... den go back sch... changed... prepare milo... by the time we prepare finish the 1st coleman... lunch... prepare finish 2nd wan... we missed lunch... k nvm... heng still gt enuff to eat... den run around pass ppl some things n.... SLP!!! lol in the AVA rm... hey we ton on the 1st nite k... workin hard n no slp 4 us... end up the game neva play-_-"... den 1hr 15 min lata... wake up again go collect ice... andrew collect liao-_-"... wan go back slp... den mr shang come in sae wan us help prepare campfire n start clear the stuff at 4... which was abt 15 min lata... k so slp=no slp... so went clear... wah so tired... the stuff dreanched so disgusting... end up mi ks n xinlei play till one of the red cross staff snapped=X... k nvm i go replace one... den we go dinner... den prepare campfire... wah the tealights... CHIO!!! wah lao so nice... den val yj n jh still there act walk the star light big way(for those who cnt tel, it's xing guang da dao)... den the fire.. so nice though is fake fire!!! clever sia... MISS ONG AND MR HO CAME BACK!!! WOO~~~ CHEERS!!! k den got the campfire songs... fun sia... i oso wan join them!!! wah so fun... den gt d cheers... lol lik val n ivy's class cheer best... for the advertisment... i bwg... WAH I HEARD EDWIN LEAD CHEER!!! pro!!! lol... den mi n yy go take goodie bags... end up onli nid two so pro yy let mi ownself take=X... k den go take cert... den help move bench... hear my sis cal mi help i directly bo hiu her... cnt depend on mi kaes!!! den went back AVA... clear stuff... den go out buy milo in mr shang's car again... den eat before i can finally bathe... i was the onli one left so i was d onli one in toilet... got la atisya n claudia oso there a while... den we all wan to ton... play taitee n cheat... den all go slp till left mi yy n cf... then we go patrol round sch... go new block... wah tot they sae wan ton? we go there all slp... den went back... prepare prizes... den buai tahan we 3 go slp... at abt 5.30am... pro rite? lata wake at 7.30... woo two hrs... for our breadfast... den went clear logistics... i directly blur n dunno wat to do... den 1T3 come help us... assign... den go back... mi n yuyong go find pails in the toilets-_-"... heng gt find all if nt we die... den go lock rockstore... go hall... present the prizes... best team-dickson nk seokhui...k den got sum conflict in between... heng resolve...we went clear stuff again... lol back in AVA rm... atmosphere so high... LOL... everyone laugh n joke... den go down take photo... WOO~~~ nice!!! k though i neva saw the photos yet=X... den go go back AVA... clear stuff again-_-" den mi cf xiongkai xinlei chunsern yewwah yy keetyih cheongkit jonathan go clear the firewood beside d lab... k den mi cf xk xl yw n cs go bring tikitorch to art rm while yy n keetyih go take the pails up... in d end art rm lock-_-"... mi n cf go down find mr saz... saw yy n keet yih dere... den go wit mr saz to art rm... den mi n yy go trc collect the coleman to put in pe rm... den realize the boxes was missing... k gd went canteen find=dun haf... k nvm go check the bean bags n pails we left outside... c yitan they all soccer-ing... lol funny sia they all... den go back AVA take survey + debrief... den we were dismissed*sad*... den go eat wit ivy n vanee they all... k den go home... MISS THE CAMP!!! SO FUN!!! ARGHHH!!!!

4E1 2006 ROX!!! 8:16 AM
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wah lao... come back frm d camp tired... slp a little onli + fever still drag myself up to wash d clothes... wash till nt enuff hangers kena nag by my father... den i neva wash finish... some tml den wash cnt ar??? d hangers ownself nt enuff... wah lao tired lor... how much time i slp in d camp? idiot... busy den dun wash la... not tt i dun wan wash lor... pro lor... one tel mi wash some tml coz dun have hangers... one come home so late liao den pop up with the hangers den ask mi go help hang... den i do thing halfway... den ask wait a while den i go help oso cnt... both come out n scold mi... dunno who ask mi to wash d rest tml wan lor... PRO... my sis already slpin go wake her up for wat... let her slp la she tired liao... den sae i wash till not gd... as if u wash till beri gd... all my clothes kena wash bt u liao all qi mao... wear one time= cnt wear liao... some wash tml will die issit? my clothes lor... i fever+headache rest a while will die... scold la scold scold scold... not my trackpants ok... my sister's... scold mi for wat??? how i will i noe abt her pants??? idiot... go out help liao... still scold... scold scold lor scold all u lik... i tel u i m already numb to ur naggings n scoldings... it doesn't work on me animore... who ask u gif birth to a daugther whose character is so much lik u? stubborn + hot-tempered+unreasonable... 2:07 PM
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back frm CCA promotion day... firstly... HAPPY BIRTHDAE IVY!!! k the dae went on pretty well... tired... slp at prefects rm... get money frm mr shang... my sis went to PA... den come home... slp... kena scolded... tml goin buy things... 9:48 AM
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lol todae went ivy b'dae bbq... gt mi, ivy, leslie, valerie, wan yee, jiahao, tingwei, andrew, vanee, mich, kaiying, dickee,joel, yitan, kengsiang, ceyu, claudia, edwin, tiongmeng, esther, tommy and clarence... sry if i missed out anione... when there buy tongs n butter... den they set up fire... we there sing songs... leslie ask ivy to cover eyes den bring her dere... lol give presents den continue bbq... wah rain-_-"... den we moved under the void deck there cook... some cook den some sit in circle tok n joke... den leslie bought in d cake... woo requested for 16 sec... =X... den we went out... after rain stops n ppl stars to complain... wah d thing damn hot... tommy n edwin use up the tissue to carry the charcoal out... lol... den we cook... den rain again-_-" went back shelter... they play water bombs bt i neva kena... den gt some bengs come diao us... den mi val vanee wy went home... tm cal us n sae dickee tel mich they all they kena jio meng... wah den we beri worri... cal them ask them wat happen... den actually is bluff one...wah tired... 4:51 PM
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back to update... wah onli two daes sch start i already tired out... went east coast park todae... recee... rain-_-"... shun bian celebrate val's birthday... hahz... fun!!! den we even go a bit commotion in d bus on our way back... logistics... die... lol was tidyin up my place(i juz moved back home frm my guardian's hse) and reading through all my stuff... lol we p6 even write letters to each other... lots of memories and things found... i found my REVERSI!! woo high... tt is d onli board game i m gd in... i p6 after psle everyday go play=x... den i realized... YUYONG SLDP SHIRT STILL WITH ME... opps... nvm la tml pass to him... den i found my exam papers le!!! hees... k la... think i go do homewk liao... 1:02 PM
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haiz changed blogskin... think music cnt hear... haiz... spent so much time doing n typin the lyrics... nvm... aniway, this is a nice song!!! ying wei you ni by liu geng hong... his cai hong tian tang is oso nice... cai hong tian tang MV is actually the 2nd part of jay's feng MV!!! nice... tml sch reopens le... gonna try do some hw now... 4:23 PM
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watching a date with vampire... WOO HAPPY NEW YEAR TO MY FRIENDS... sry i noe tis greeting is a bit late... bt bo bian been busy moving hse... PLZ NOTE THAT 67915662 IS NOT VALID ANYMORE... k been doin lots of thinking... AGAIN... k i like to sit there and think a lot whenever anything happens... it has become quite of a habit... advantage of movin back- can use com, save money, dun haf to move around so much, near sch... disadvantage- life will be dull without d laughter and jokes frm my guardian's family, will haf to listen to quarrels n naggings everydae without fail(tis is for sure since my mum is as hot-tempered n as unreasonable as mi), might nt b able to go out n stay late so often(though i think shld nt b a prob since i'm beginin to bcum numb to my mother's scoldings n naggings), i will miss koko (the cute doggy of my guardian's daughter) n fay (my guardian's granddaughter), will not be eating homecooked food for at least 5 days a week of even more, insufficient facilities... haiz... will realli miss my guardian... i had been wit them for abt 5/7 of my whole 15 yrs of life... haiz... now tt olevels r comin, think onli can visit them during holidays (which is a doubt, since i'm nv free frm sch durin holidays)... n i oso muz purchase lots of medical items and stuff to make sure i can survive at home... esp since my bones a prone to gettin a bit twisted... and my flesh is prone to bein cut... though at times i will to lazy to apply the medince=X... haiz... might nt b usin the medical stuff aniway since i was oways bein force to apply them by my guardian since i oways so lazy... haiz anithin larz... sick oso muz go c doctor myself... my sis sick i oso muz bring her go... haiz... nvm... gt 2 learn to b independant... haiz... missed the new yr countdown... coz of movin hse... haiz... sian... new yr... new living situations... new thoughts... watched initial D again ytd at guardian hse... WOO NICE SHOW!!!

MY NEW YEAR THOUGHTS
- We are always comparing the past and the present. The past is always better. Then we think 'why didn't we treasure the past and regret now that we can never return to how things were again?' Having this thought is why we never treasure what we have now, which is the present, and regret onli when the present becomes a past.
- It is our desire to be able to travel through time. To continue to enjoy what happened in the past and prevent us from making those mistakes we had made and to know what is going to happen with the choices we made so the we won't make the wrong choice. Too bad it is only a fantasy.
- When you love someone, you will want that person to be happy with the person he/she really loves instead of wanting him/her to be with you even though the person does not love you. People always think that as long as the person they love is with them, they are happy. No, they are making life miserable for themselves to see their loved ones sad. Those who feel happy that way, they do not truly love the person but they just want to possess him/her.
- Making people happy is a way of making yourself happy too but if it is to the extend of making yourself miserable, then you are doing to much. Know your own limits, how much you can give.
- Everybody changes, you and I are not exceptions. We might not have notice that we have change. It is always other people who notice our changes before we does.
- Do not change yourself for the sake of pleasing anyone unless you are changing for the better. To not go out of the way to please people. If it is a small sacrifice, it's all right, but if it is too demanding, do not bother.

Haiz... new year spells new beginning... new thoughts... new experiences... new happy and memorable moments... not forgeting new heartbreaks... May this new year be a great year for me... last year le... hope that things will be ok... friends... hope that we'll stay together... olevels... hope that i will not disappoint myself n those who cares... camp... hope will go on smoothly... prefects... hope that the juniors can buck up... micromouse... hope that we will be able to overcome any difficulties... everything that is goin to happen... hope that they will be good things... 6:15 PM
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ying ming aka cabbage/veggie/veg/cai/cat
18
8th Oct 1990
libra
veggie-caBB bytch of bytch clan

piano!!!
3E'05 chalet
mahjong
no quarrels
sing!!!
buy all the nice books
slim down =s
dance
keep in contact
new clothes, bags, shoes, accessories =x
tuition jobs


A* alyssa~andrew
B* bernard
C* candy~ceyu~chunsern~claudia
D* dickson
E* emerson~esther
F* fangming
G* glennda
H* helga
I* ivy~ivyt
J* jannifer~jiahao(blogspot)~jiahao(xanga)~jianfu~jiaying~jinhwee~jinyi~junyong~juenkeat
K* kaiying~kamin~ken~kerina~kokleong
L* leongaik~leslie~limying
M* maybellina~meilingjie(msteo)~michelle~mindy~mrchuarc
N* natalie
P* pearlyn~peishan
R* radzuan~renwei
S* sandy~sayhoe~seokhui~shijie~shuqi~shuhui
T* tingwei~tiongmeng~tommy~tommy(jj)
V* valerie~vanessa
W* wanyee~weeleong(blog163)~weeleong(blogspot)~wingkin
X* xinyi~xuanqi
Y* yensze~yingling~yitan~yunfan
Z* zhangfan~zhihao

Others*
=> TC club
=> Lesvy love blog(Leslie + Ivy)
=> 07S25
=> Mrs Ho-Lau's Tian Kong
=> Xia Xue

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