now i know what end of the world means. now that i went to it willingly, on my own initiative, after practically seekin it.

sorry, goodbye. take care. 6:13 PM
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WOO!

I'm lik, so glad my angbaos didn't decrease... think cos it wasn't much to start with that its able to decrease even more, and economic crisis dun really hit my uncles' families badly...

=D

as usual on the 2nd day is the visitin... and was glad to meet up with some of my cousins, nephews and niece, had fun catching up and hanging out with them, and my 1st uncle... not jus cos he always give a lot, but also cos he's really a kind and nice old man... not really close to the others, and really cannot stand the way one of my little nephew always treat my 1st uncle (his grandpa) in front of all of us and his parents dun say much... to think i, or we all, used to lik him so much as a dear charming little boy =s...

and then there was of course the food! as usual haha... my whole family is very particular abt food and there will always be very good food during such sessions... and the adults, esp my 1st uncle, will be esp scared that we're not eatin enough and ask us to eat even more food! equals to me eatin quite a bit and the growing must to go for some workout HAHA

LOL overall cny is a tiring festival for me, since there's a lot of things to follow and do... and with my mum being a very traditional woman, i dun get to escape LOL... so much to do and prepare for the food alone! takes half the day before the eve, den hours on the day itself... not to mention all the cleanin in the hse... but the food was good lar, so nvm =D 11:30 PM
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HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

till now, i got 3 ang baos=D

last few days helped my mum prep for the meals, the prayers, and washed up some of the places. damn busy and tired. sat even went yf hse to ton mahjong with his cousin and mum. shiok sia. and they were fast lor, and with my stoned mini really cnt keep up =x. anyway, VISITING STARTS TML! ANG BAOS! haha 12:32 AM
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wow my com rested for another week...

sun went makan with angela wk chenchen zf after work... end up i dun have enough money and zf paid the balance... HAHA chatted and catched up with each other, and overall, nice meal! as long as spicy it's nice =D... AND they damn high... aftertt we actually all decided to go kbox! and the next day all of us except bazhang need work! haha but it was cheap, and zf treated us, so we all went... abt $18++ per person till 3am leh! = abt $27 per person... but i sian cos i after 1st few songs my voice cnt take it... became so low that i got no prob singing guys' songs de verse lor! 1st time my voice deep enough sia! haha anyway, chenchen was fantastic, zhangfan was a lot better than i thought though a bit overboard... still enjoyed!

thurs i went back to sch to visit the aunties + pass them their photos... supposed to work that day!!! but, good thing is that liddat i can pass the aunties the photos cos they wun be able to open shop the nxt day... saw ppl lik vivien, arthur, sharon, benedict, mr choo, mr vp chua and mr seah... had fun catching up with them! HAHA... today finished all the chores den meet angela and yf for application to become facs... i like the job! freelance, and something i'm so damn familiar with! now is wait for milkboy schedule to come out so i can start applying ler... and maybe goin to chenchen's hotel to apply for job and see how also haha... acc angela to buy her shoes, before goin on my own to shop after she left for an appointment

AND I'M STILL CRAVING FOR BBQ MARSHMALLOWS. I DUNNO WHY =S

hope that this year's new year won't be as bad as last year, then maybe will invite some people to bainian... and i want angbaos! =D

in case i cannot get back online again,

HAPPY "MOO"NAR NEW YEAR IN ADV =D

Some nice songs:
Missing You - 范逸臣
Decode - Paramore
Nobody - Wonder Girls =x
Seveteen Forever - Metro Station
Love Bug - Jonas Brothers


1,2,3,4- Plain White T's

1-2-1-2-3-4
Give me more loving than I’ve ever had
Make me feel better when I’m feeling sad
Tell me I’m special even though I know I’m not
Make me feel good when I hurt so bad
Barely getting mad
I’m so glad I found you
I love being around you
You make it easy
Its as easy as 1-2-1-2-3-4
There’s only one thing
To Do
Three words
For you
(I love you) I love you
There’s only one way to say
Those three words
That’s what I’ll do
(I love you) I love you
Give me more loving from the very start
Piece me back together when I fall apart
Tell me things you never even tell your closest friends
Make me feel good when I hurt so bad
You’re the best that I’ve had
And I’m so glad I found you
I love being around you
You make it easy
It’s easy as 1-2-1-2-3-4
There’s only one thing
To Do
Three words
For you
(I love you) I love you
There’s only one way to say
Those three words
That’s what I’ll do
(I love you) I love you
(I love you) I love you
You make it easy
It’s easy as 1 2 1 2 3 4
There’s only one thing
To Do
Three words
For you
(I love you) I love you
There’s only one way to say
Those three words
That’s what I’ll do
(I love you) I love you
(I love you) I love you
1-2-3-4
I love you
(I love you) I love you 1:17 AM
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Woo!!! finally my com can use!~

anyway i finished the twilight saga!!! like long ago =x...

since i'm alr last to update abt yao's birthday, i'll update 1st

4th jan 2009! Ivy Goh's brithday celebration!

The resturant we celebrated at! HAHA les' uncle resturant! the resturant is actually located in sp, and ironically, none of us are frm it!!! though vanee... haha anyway it's lik, me and ivy frm jj, drew from pj, vanee frm nyp, mich and les from tp and dickee edwin ky claud frm np! none from sp! HAHA


It's an vip room we were given, and the boys decor-ed the room with lots and lots of balloons!!! WOO nice! and quite lame that les actually tried to fool ivy that he's not goin cos he goin grandma hse on tt day, when it's at his uncle's resturant somemore-_- LOL i almost revealed it, sry! =x

haha atmosphere all that was good, had a fun time catching up with everyone! and andrew! didn't see him for quite some time ler! haha must mention, some of the nice ideas for our photos came from this photographer of ours! but seems lik we wun be able to reach a proper date for chalet... chalet without dickee not quite the same ar LOL... and woo, nice planning frm les! 67 balloons!!! HAHA nice! after the meal half the time we were chasin after each other for it... chasing after claud to be exact cos she practically took all of it! peishan culdn't join us cos she got an overseas trip the next day =(... so we're lik one bytch lesser... haha anyway i not posing ALL pics, but most of them lol

The birthday girl! IVY GOH!!!

her dress is actually a gift that we asked her to change into on that day, from the guys as well as claud and mich! i got the same one previously but purple de=x ivy's fav colour=x... AND there was supposed to have 19 balloons tied to the chairs... andrew even confidently told us to count, and ivy, mich and me did! only 18!!! somehow edwin the maths pro failed maths HAHA... and the icecream cake was damn damn damn nice!!! thx to dickee!

photos we took in turns with the birthday girl!


photos of the bytches!~ without peishan... ideas by drew!

We love the balloons one the most!!!

LOL i'm not really involved in them, but they're nice! the card to ivy by the guys as well as mich and claud, and the ilu card from les!


The cake!


We all took turns to pose with the 67 balloons!!!


Our eight course meal:

HAHA when it came to the prawn everyone's 1st reaction is to ask andrew to deshell the prawns for us! HAHA stuff we'll nv forgot LOL... anyway, nice meal!

More pics:

All of us who went!


The guys!


ivy, and les the organiser for the day's event!


mich and dickee! (the pig and the boar)


mich vanee ky


me and the birthday girl!!! the jj bytches HAHA


i've no idea why he looks lik this


me and vanee!


failure attempt to zilian by me vanee and mich


me vanee ky


the mehmehs!


edwin dickee les


yao and drew


haha cousins!


ERM, this is actually taken in the girls toilet =x


vanee and ky with the sp rostrum... haha vanee in sp sia


edwin! with eyes! =x


lol these 2 pics quite classic. i like!


the helium tank which made all the balloons possible!!! HAHA at the end the few of us was practically playing with the helium, changing our voices with it!!! damn fun!!! dickee one esp cute!!! kawaii!!~


haha we were afraid to let the balloons fly till there, cos drew said that it willl burst!!!

1st jan met yf for dinner at pizza hut b4 we went up to aaron's hse... to visit his new hse!!! HAHA he just got back from india and we bought a big bunch of bangles for me which i have no idea when will i be able to finish wearing everything once... but good thing is india's bangles got size de, so those bangle wun drop out of my hands lik the others does... and still got a very nice box and a keychain with my name! HAHA yf got a coconut carved into an ah meng (i forgot what you call that animal, that "cousin" of the monkey =x)... damn cute lar! haha and i saw that he got breaking dawn! and since he was still at book 2, i borrowed it frm him LOL... easier to meet him also cos he also no sch LOL... chatted a while before we went home

2nd jan went nyp visit vanee with ky... met the other ky, yiyang and jq as well, super crappy!!! HAHA i actually went into a BIO lecture... at the last hour of it when some of them left, i was tryin to conc on breaking dawn FOR A SPECIAL REASON =x lol aftertt jq and vanee wanna scare someone away cos we wanted to play the piano he was playin LOL... HAHA we took turns and i realised i forgot some fo the keys! KY DAMN PRO. PLAY TILL DAMN NICE.

6th jan ivy, jenmey, aaron, huizhen, yufeng and i went to oriental to try find job... =s just nice that day we suay, dun have interview... nvm the rest of the girls went shoppin while yf aaron n i went play pool... omg too long nv play lost my touch liao... just to keep a record, i started wearin my contact lens on 7th...

8th sent khiam to ns!!! haha he damn emo lar, the only person there who nv call anyone else to go for the 4 hr tekong trip... lol too bad i workin if not i gonna accompany him and watch him kena shaved HAHA=x... saw ken too! haha was very bad, laughin at khiam thruout the whole journey to pasir ris, and laughin even more when i realised he's the only one with no company=x... went for juying campfire after work!!! with edwin drew ks les claud! HAHA met teachers lik mr teo, mrs hon, mrs yeo, miss chua! nice chattin with them, esp mrs hon! new year most likely goin back as well, if the rest are LOL... just disppointed with the organising committee this year, from what i've seen and heard... haiz... nevertheless, i'm glad that during my time, it was diff =D

11th, last sun, was a very interesting day for me... i forgot to call my student the nite before to tutor him in the mornin, so i had to scheduled it to 6.30 cos i need work... den i went down to collect my contact lens in the morn, and i left my wallet on the bus! i chased after the bus for one bus stop but u guys know how fast i run -_- and i actually stopped a car with family(luckily) and asked them to help me chase after my bus! and thanks to them, i got it back... den cos of that, i was gonna be late for work... collected my contact lens anyway, den decided to take a cab but somehow there was no cab and i end up takin bus... so i was quite late, and when i reached thr, the shop already open! i'm supposed to work on the nxt sun! LOL the miscomm arises cos i count sun as the 1st day of the week and the girl count it as the last day, so when she say "next sun", we meant diff stuff... so in the end tutored early haha

anyway that day got little nonya "special". damn lame waste my 5 mins.

tue went shoppin and buy contacts! went shop with vanee ky n jh HAHA, halfway thru meet ivy they all to go oriental and got thru this time... LOL aftertt went to meet them again, shopped till very late and end up i have to meet yf for dinner at tiong instead of je cos he got work the next day =x wed went back to sch to join in eclub stuff and collect my $200 cheque before i met wk to pass him my photocopied ic and den shopped... thurs aaron came to my shop to take the books and chatted awhile after my work before i met yf for dinner... ytd was just shoppin on my own

anyway, quite gettin the hang of doing sales! but weekday sales is so bad for me and shirley... i really wonder how minmin and bingjie can clinch so much even on their weekdays! but ok lar, gettin better...

now in the midst of planning my pri sch outing!!! SO lookin forward to it!

anyway i got a 16gb thumbdrive for 45.90 and a 8gb for my sis at 24.90! at sim lim haha! stored all my pics cos i got no idea how long this com will last =s and i got most of the stuff for new year! but still need search for a nice pink top =s

and workin at oriental sucks cos need to put make up =s

anyway, i wanna read: deception point, digital fortress, the pact(frm andrew's blog)
twilight saga was nice! esp breaking dawn! funny!

ANYWAY, I'VE BEEN CRAVING FOR BBQ MARSHMALLOWS FOR SOME TIME LER. CAN I HAVE A BBQ SOMEDAY???

and i realised i just wanna be happy for now, i dun care what happens in the future=D

左边 - 杨丞琳

总是
忍不住寂寞掉下眼泪
你才会给安慰
担心
短暂的晴天随时都可能
被阴霾收回
等待
有机会最坏也最甜美
我乐观却疲惫
因为
太怕失去你
所以连快乐里
都装满伤悲

你不曾发觉
你总是用右手
牵着我
但是心却跳动在左边
你和我之间的遥远
永远隔着亲切
爱少得可怜
伸出右手想陪着你
向前走
感受你爱我的心跳在左边
那么深深爱你的我
相信你会了解

总在
埋怨过你的冷漠之后
又急着说抱歉
仿佛
向疏远的你乞求一点体贴
都是我不对
结果
有可能最美也最可悲
我做好了准备
也许
太自由的你心里面那个家
谁也不能回

你不曾发觉
你总是用右手
牵着我
但是心却跳动在左边
你和我之间的遥远
永远隔着亲切
爱少得可怜
伸出右手想陪着你
向前走
感受你爱我的心跳在左边
那么深深爱你的我
相信你会了解

我一直相信 总有一天
你会用左手
牵着我走向明天
未来很遥远 却会实现
心在同一边
就能够 听见
你说的 那句
我爱你

你不曾发觉
你总是用右手
牵着我
但是心却跳动在左边
你和我之间的遥远
永远隔着亲切
爱少得可怜
伸出右手想陪着你
向前走
感受
你爱我的心跳在左边
那么深深
爱你的我
你一定看得见 2:04 AM
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ying ming aka cabbage/veggie/veg/cai/cat
18
8th Oct 1990
libra
veggie-caBB bytch of bytch clan

piano!!!
3E'05 chalet
mahjong
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sing!!!
buy all the nice books
slim down =s
dance
keep in contact
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____when_we_were_young______
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_now_that_we_have_grown_up___
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