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Tuesday, March 31, 2009
emer tempted me. i wanna play jigsaw too!

wed went ky hse mj again, with vanee and jh, before we travel back with ky whos teaching piano... thurs went watch race to witch mountain with vanee and jh! not bad, relatively nice show HAHA... pooled also, but think very little ppl, play a while sian liao... sun sent dickee off, early in the morn... both of them took it better then i tot, but overall still quite emotional... good that vanee n ky was thr... lingered a while, and had to leave for work before mich go for her trip... quite heng that dickee's flight was scheduled at that time and mich can send him off instead, before her trip... but just nice their day was their special day... met up with jq for the stocktaking job, and by the time we start work, we both are like zombies le, due to lack of slp... but the work is easy and the pay not bad, $10 per hour for 6 hrs, though quite sian for jq? mon went 10dollars ktv with jh vanee n ky... sang for 5 hrs, and still didn't managed to sing everything we wanna sing... makan, satay, fried oyster omelette, char kiew tiao, glutinous rice balls and fried carrot cake... nice food~ did a bit of shopping as well

hope i'll get news about my university application soon



Take VERY GOOD care =D

--I Need a Nap--
10:55 PM
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Tuesday, March 24, 2009
WOO~ back... TO UPDATE ABT SUN'S BYTCH OUTING! HAHA and we went to our usual hang out, PITSTOP!!! haha as and we played our usual fav, sequence! mich ivy and i won several rounds! all play till very fierce, even had a draw for one of the games HAHA... played halligali and imaginiff as well, and then HIT AND MISS and TRUTH OR FIB!

"Hit and Miss" is a game which requires us to write down a list of things under a category drawn and roll a dice to get either a "hit" , "miss" or "wild"... "hit" requires you to say something from ur list that the majority will write down, "miss" requires you to say something that you think no one will write, while you can choose either "hit" or "miss" if you got a "wild"... our dearest C-dia wrote "sex" under 3 of the questions, "things you do before you sleep at night"(still ok), "things you do in the morning"(erm maybe), AND "things you do when you're sick"(...)... LOL very energized sia =x

"Truth or Fib" is a game which you let your friends guess whether you are telling a truth or a lie (which is decided by shaking an enclosed container with a dice), and it gets quite personal sometimes! and that day, quite so for ivy! secret revealed haha... and we all decided that it wun be as fun, maybe it'll even be awkward, if you play with people who are not close HAHA... can visit mich's blog, 22nd march's post for more detailed descriptions of these 2 games...

TIME FOR THE PICS!

Let's compare...


and...


haha 1st pic was taken on 18th march 2007, the 2nd pic was taken on 22nd march 2009!

a closer pic:


haha just how much we've changed!

after that went to bugis, due to yao yao goh's request to take neoprints! HAHA it's been one year plus, abt two years since we've last taken any neoprints together! BUT it's the 1st time we've got every single bytch in a freaking neoprint!!! HAHA and the neoprints are damn nice lar, but damn small T.T


Bytches!



HAHA hoping we'll have another outing before their hols end, cos mich and vanee will most likely have attachment during their nxt coming hols

and we're called bytches, not bitches, so wat does the meaning of "bitch" got to do with us? and besides, it's none of anyone's business that it's our name of endearment for each other ;p

ytd went to ky hse with vanee jh hq to mahjong... helped zh with his presidential speech too! hope he'll get the seat sia! HAHA heard abt the situation from ky, damn funny! most likely he'll get it! =D!
--I Need a Nap--
9:51 PM
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Saturday, March 21, 2009
HAHA today went shopping at orchard with vanee and jh... damn high cos my knee not totally healed... if i by sun dun heal most likely i'll be the shortest amongst them le(which i'm actually not =x) cos cnt wear high heels=S... went xin wang for lunch, damn filling, that after shopping ard for the whole afternoon, we all not hungry at all! lol... the hor fun damn nice la! the prawns! haha curry rice nice also, but i lik the horfun better LOL... went far east shop, bought a dress! which i like! haha a bit ex though, but i so fussy, hard to find stuff i lik also ma... vanee and i bought some cute ear studs! and she bought a pair of damn chio heels which jh and i lik alot! HAHA keep asking her to walk abt with it=x we watched paul blart the mall cop aftertt, HAHA damn cute and funny, wun say that it's excellent but definitely entertaining and not draggy... the guy damn cute... aftertt went back makan at jp bk, den go ky hse rot~ ky hse becoming my 2nd home ler HAHA =x

the comments section in the pic of the class 4e1 and my email practically flooded cos we were practically chatting thr, dsiao-ing xiongkai LOL =x the little renuion there totally amused me sia, even chars lik xiaoyun and wangshuang was brought up =x had fun reading all those comments

after spending so much money today, and also gotta do so on the coming sun at pitstop, nxt week most likely can only camp at home... haven get my full pay yet lehs =S

AND THANKS VANEE FOR THE SONG 妥协!!! woo!~ anyway the lyrics in the previous post got some errors, this should be more or less correct, edited with the help of the song:

妥协 - 蔡依林

你总爱编织谎言
我负责配合表演
所有改变 只为了进入你的世界
这情节 重复了一百遍
才发现 是你的心太厌

你划定楚河汉界
我不能轻易犯规
所有时间 都是先给了你优先权
不自觉 爱到不敢冒险
成了你的傀儡一年两年
才看见我有多狼狈

爱到妥协 到头来还是误解
绑着你 不让你飞
历史不断重演 我好累
爱到妥协 也无法将故事再重现
你已下最后通牒 我躲在我的世界

你划定楚河汉界
我不能轻易犯规
所有时间 都是先给了你优先权
不自觉 爱到不敢冒险
成了你的傀儡一年两年
才看见我有多狼狈

爱到妥协 到头来还是误解
绑着你 不让你飞
历史不断重演 我好累
爱到妥协 也无法将故事再重现
你已下最后通牒 我躲在我的世界

你只是害怕一个人睡
我不想再为你掉泪
我了解 不会变 别在徘徊
开始自己的明天

爱到妥协 到头来还是误解
绑着你 不让你飞
历史不断重演 我好累
爱到妥协 也无法将故事再重现
你已下最后通牒 我躲在我的世界
--I Need a Nap--
3:15 AM
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Thursday, March 19, 2009
feels slightly better

was feeling sucky cos of 2 reasons:
1) i mixed-up the scholarship application dateline for MOE teaching scholarship, and missed it
2) someone is so damn... =S

i felt sucky cos i wun even have a chance to see if i can get the scholarship, even though well, my grades are not exactly fantastic... if i tried and i failed, i'll feel better... blame it on my dumbness... but what can i do? shall try apply for other scholarships... BY 1ST APRIL... my testimonial will be out soon, and i'll be able to try to apply for the scholarships with it... things will get better... perhaps i'll have alternative plans after uni?

and i can be quite open-minded, talking abt... well, you know wat i mean, but i didn't even said that... and i'm still a girl, i got a reputation to uphold... but i guess it'll never work asking an insensitive person to be sensitive... damn that nick

ytd met zf for lunch and passed him notes... today met up with angela and zf to sch, requested for our testimonial, then went lib, supposed to teach vectors bt tt idiot nv bring qns -.- ... went vanee hse to watch devil wears prada with jh afterthat, damn nice haha

BYTCH OUTING - looking forward already

new song, by jolin =D
http://www.haoting.com/htmusic/330491ht.htm

妥协 - 蔡依林

你总爱编织谎言
我负责配合表演
所有改变 只为了进入你的世界
这情节 重复了一百遍
才发现 是你的心太远

你划定楚河汉界
不能轻易犯规
所有时间 都是先给了你优先权
不自觉 爱到不敢冒险
成了你的傀儡一年两年
才看见我有多狼狈

爱到妥协 到头来还是误解
抱着你 不让你飞
历史不断重演 我好累
爱到妥协 也无法将故事再重现
你也想退后一点 我躲在我的世界

你划定楚河汉界
我不能轻易犯规
所有时间 都是先给了你优先权
不自觉 爱到不敢冒险
成了你的傀儡一年两年
才看见我有多狼狈

爱到妥协 到头来还是误解
抱着你 不让你飞
历史不断重演 我好累
爱到妥协 也无法将故事再重现
你也想退后一点 我躲在我的世界

你只是害怕一个人睡
我不想再为你掉泪
我了解 不会再仍在徘徊
开始自己的明天

爱到妥协 到头来还是误解
抱着你 不让你飞
历史不断重演 我好累
爱到妥协 也无法将故事再重现
你也想退后一点 我躲在我的世界
--I Need a Nap--
2:01 AM
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Tuesday, March 17, 2009
~

thurs went vanee hse pass her the books, den watched pitch black with jh n vanee... haha not as scary as i tot, maybe cos cnt really see wat's goin on and all cos too dark lol... fri met up with yw yy n cs for dinner at astons... yw intro de sia, surprised he know this place =x haha but apparently yy and cs were not full after the meal... chiong back cos cs wanna go basketball... the bball court thr majiam jyss gathering sia, got us, the 4e'07 guys(edwin ho's batch), ranald and his classmate =S but not bad, watch them play quite fun cos they relatively pro... the last time i enjoyed watchin a bball match shld be when i watch the interclass tt wingkin organised LOL... btw, i freakin suay, friday the 13th ma, my shoes spoilt -_- heng was at central, can buy new ones-_-

sat went nus open hse... haha the place freaking big, but managed to find out wat i wan... aftertt join vanee n jh at ky hse mahjong again=x haha after dinner went back watch jurassic park, den dunno why talk till we all very high =S i practically ROFL =X... today drop by ky hse meet vanee jh jq, tripped -_-

photos taken at topone:


if my clothes in the last pic looks weird, it's cos i was so damn cold i'm wearing both my bolero and cardigan... i was so glad i didn't take out my cardigan from my bag, which i sometimes does haha

anyway ya, hope that i'll get into double degree course in mathamatics and computing in nus... and get a scholarship =D HAHA but with only 2 As like quite hard, esp since even my H1s are... haiz nvm, see how haha... hopefully lik wat the person say, MOE will give quite a lot of scholarships.. and hopefully my leadership experiences and the 2 pages long CCA record will help hehe

and haiz, i dunno how to mention it to her =S anyone to take over my place, pls pls pls??? =S my mum's gonna bite my head off... i told her this will be my last month working thr =S and sales is not really my... =S

missed a lot of movies that i wanted to watch, bride wars, new in town and the curious case of banjamin buttons =S

anyway all the best to all my friends in their 2 yrs of army haha =x

my wound looks gross underneath the betadine antiseptic solution =S why lik got liquid coming out de? =S

and so glad i removed 5 big bags of clothes from my cupboard today, mainly made up of clothes given to me by others which is not suitable for my age and clothes which i wore when i was much younger, lik, in pri sch-_-... and i'm still left with alot of clothes, but a good bit of it was clothes from special events and camps haha =D haha anyway some of my old clothes really quite cute... got hello kitty all tt de~ will take pics b4 throwin/giving them away HAHA

anyway just saw this group on facebook about wanting ms loon to get married... and the pic they uploaded for the group is a really damn pretty pic of her... nevertheless i was so seh when i saw it-_- cute sia!

"Description: Our JJ Chemistry teacher, Ms. Loon has been single for far too long!!
It's time we see her in her wedding gown photos instead of cheongsams'.
Join this group if you support this noble cause to petition for Ms. Loon to get married. Please nominate some potential husband materials if you can~!! "

HAHA =x

会呼吸的痛 - 梁静茹

在东京铁塔 第一次眺望
看灯火模仿 坠落的星光
我终於到达 但却更悲伤
一个人完成 我们的梦想

你总说 时间还很多
你可以等我
以前我不懂得
未必明天 就有以后

想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛 连沉默也痛
遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
後悔不貼心會痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛

没看你脸上 张扬过哀伤
那是种多麼 寂寞的倔强
你拆了城墙 让我去流浪
在原地等我 把自己捆绑

你没说你也会软弱
需要依赖我
我就装不晓得
自由移动 自我地过

想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛 连沉默也痛
遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
後悔不貼心會痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛

我发誓不再说谎了
多爱你就会抱你多紧的
我的微笑都假了
灵魂像飘浮著
你在就好了
我发誓不让你等候
陪你做想做的无论什麼
我越来越像贝壳
怕心被人触碰
你回来那就好了

能重来那就好了
--I Need a Nap--
2:16 AM
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Thursday, March 12, 2009
last fri in the morn, met up with vanee jh ky to run... met laixing thr too... HAHA after 8 rounds, when gym with xing and zhenghui... too high haha... been so long since i work out till so hiong... aftertt went to take results! MR WEE WAS THR! and making me nervous with all his weird expressions-_- and ya, not the whole class went back... yunfan wingkin wuzhou yadong weren't thr... ok overall, my results were far, far better den i expected... wow... and no matter what my mum say, i'm contented... aftertt hang ard with classmate for a while, den went makan with yf and aaron...

sat went lib with vanee n mich, makan prata!!! den walked abt in jp, lookin at books and all b4 meetin up with jh to go ky hse mj... jq was thr ler... another friend of theirs (cong-something or something-cong) came too to record a video... shall not go into details haha... sweet~ haha... aftertt went makan, and decided not to go amk hub as planned due to various reasons... sun after work met up with yy and cs after my work... did had some good time catching up and all haha...

tue... went vanee hse watch "All's Well End's Well 2009" with jh... HAHA i wun say it was extremely funny, but rather it's constantly damn lame that u cnt help but go LOL... enjoyed it HAHA, except that thr was a bit of probs with the disc... watched till a bit pek chek cos of tt haha... DEN WENT PLAZA SING FOR BLOODY VALENTINE, 3D SOMEMORE =S... with ky yiyang n jq... haha the guys was late, but managed to enter the cinema b4 the movie start... AND KAO... THE MOVIE WAS REALLY DAMN BLOODY =S gross lor, 3D somemore, see the blood spilling at you =S... walk about plaza sing aftertt b4 makanin dinner... papper lunch! with my mac vanilla cone aftertt HAHA =x=x=x yy and jq weren't full after the meal and had a burger each at mac-_- and jq was tellin scary stories lor =S

anyway, SIGNED UP FOR RELIEF TEACHING! at juying HAHA... lik finally... my mum will be so glad hehe

i'm leadin one of the most fortunate life ler... i really shld be happy... i'm still young... i'm perhaps just, too used to havin it... 687, 2856 73...

and be ok... i dunno what else i can say, but take care... make your decisions, and things will work out, somehow... jiayou, all the best to you two =D

刚刚看了一切完美,今晚的主题是拥有“追求幸福的勇气”... 突然就想到前几天他们刚提到的“安静了”的一句歌词,“爱不是一加一,努力就有结局”... 所以,至少有追求过,努力过?但失败了,下一次,就会需要更多,更多勇气? 渐渐喜欢上郭美美的“放了爱”,但到现在还是觉得石欣卉在上一系列唱的主题曲和片尾曲比较好听... 喜欢歌里的这句:“别人的幸福 何必要模仿 心不在何苦 留躯壳在身旁”... 联想很多

HAHA btw i'm so glad i bought my freakin big plastic drawer HAHA =x ok tt was random

anyway, "The Boy Next Door" by meg cabot is a good read too! mainly for girls though, it's damn funny, and meg cabot damn pro, uses solely emails to tell the story! LOL and the reactions of the characters are damn bitchy and funny!

HAHA gtg finish my book, "Big Boned" by meg cabot... haha only started to find the story engaging when the horny monk became the suspect =x
--I Need a Nap--
1:40 AM
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Friday, March 06, 2009
ytd met vanee jh in the morning to go and give ky moral support for her exam, den ate at Astons... not bad, the food affordable and cheap, we had like a main with sides + water at $6.80, inculding gst, just that the travelling itself cost quite a bit... but just nice we're in the area ma... aftertt went to ky hse to mahjong, junqiang kiatyee yiyang came to join us after a while too, and keep askin ky to teach them(kiatyee jq) piano when she mahjong-.-... kiatyee keep asking her to teach him a damn emo song haha-.- ok la, quite nice actually, listen ler want to cut wrist only... mahjong-ed for quite sometime, den ky go teach piano, the 3 guys from the north go to jw gym, jh and i went to vanee hse slack... i slept =x... i had a very satisfying slp, esp after waking so early =x met up again for dinner after ky's piano lesson... hope she will pass haha =D

in the mornin supposed to run, den rain again =S jh n i went vanee hse camp 1st... aftertt somehow, decided to rent dvd to watch instead-_-... 27 dresses, nice show! haha... watched finish ler chiong home prep to go juying... celebrate horny's mama hon's birthday! haha with vanee ky mich ivy jh dickee drew! and quite to our surprise, we saw some juniors there with the same purpose too haha... as usual, sat there and chat abt other things, our current life and all, with her telling us a lot of interesting stuff HAHA... aftertt mi vanee n jh went ky hse to mj again haha =x addicts =x practised the piano a little too, since the guys are not thr HAHA... makan, den home

Pics taken during zhao hui's birthday:

brother and sister


jq, jh, me


the nicest photo of him and the cake taken =x


the family~


friends~


the cake!


his present =D

now

ALL THE BEST, EVERYONE

tml will be the big day

junyong was telling me that i definitely wun be as bad as i tot, that spa wun screw up so much... and aaron was telling me there are a lot of ppl who are worse than me... i'm hoping they're rite, den maybe i can get AAA/A instead of the ACE/E i'm expecting... AND MAYBE, BY LUCK, i can pass GP... WOW

that is A LOT OF consolations... well, MAYBE it will come true

den MAYBE i'll be able to go into mathematical science this year too

den MAYBE i wun have to retake A lvls GP if i really fail, since i got AAA/A

HAHA

maybe, maybe, maybe

den i'll find a better job, try my best to help aaron's cousin, get more tuition assignments, save up and start learning piano again, study in the library for my UNI tests and exams, etc etc...

well, if not, all these have to wait until the next year at least...

and tml, if every single person in the class is still interested in taking his/her results, if thura will be there, and if mr wee is able to come back, then, it'll be the last time, after the phototaking session, that we see each other as a whole, complete class... afterthat, it'll be much harder, or rather, IMPOSSIBLE... mr random continues his life in NJ, the pros go to the unis, the guys go to the army, some may need retake, some go back to their own countries instead, and the bomber go create his bombs =x=x=x ok the last part was just a joke, in case the blog is being spied, there's no potential terrorist in the class~ leave us alone thanks =D

tml, tml...

and all of us will be so emotional abt the results to bother abt that...

2 years. i'll miss them


Graduation - Vitamin C

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come Whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come Whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

[ As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come Whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever ] x3
--I Need a Nap--
1:01 AM
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Tuesday, March 03, 2009
I'm so encouraged... I better score badly enough to be allowed to retake... either that, or i must be damn lucky and score damn well with a lot of moderation...

just look at the grade profiles last year and you'll see what i mean: http://www3.ntu.edu.sg/oad2/pdfs/COP.pdf

if i'm not wrong, NUS does not offer mathematical science... and the 10th percentile (which means the poorer students) scored BBB/B for their A lvls... damn... i'll most likely be getting ACE/E... and the worse set of grades there is DDD/D... for "art, design & media"... chio, good luck =D
--I Need a Nap--
11:42 PM
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HAHA supposed to be running now... but i think it's also a nice weather to slp in rite? so an update while i wait =D

sun went to kaiying hse after a 3.5 hrs worth for tiring and voice-losing tuition for the kid, since its his exams this week... and when i arrived, they were still at jp-_- went in 1st and spent the time chattin with auntie b4 they came back with my lunch =D vanee was lik, she see the uncle pour the oil she also scared =x aftertt mahjong-ed with vanee jh and jq while ky practise her pieces! in her room! haha finally got her own room back! was waiting for zhaohui to come back, but decided not to surprise him so early, end up we play and play till dinnertime, had zhi char, den vanee n jh dragged him to buy some stuff while the rest of us came back and prep for the surprise... and succeeded... haha was askin them to slow down den to speed up again =x den the moment zhaohui saw the cake he directly act busy taking off his shoes and look away... didn't know he so shy de! but everyone was so full le, after eating still got extra piece... and used zhong ji mi ma to settle the last one... jiahao tio 4 times =x jq tio thrice i think, the rest i dun rmb =x went home after a few more rounds of mahjong~

ytd was just work... saw ivy hz arron raynald n his gf... anyway the minute i switched on the radio, i heard the news... 6th March, as predicted by all... before that i was still lik, aiya, fail at most retake lor, but hearing the news, a sudden surge of panic hit me... what if i got lousy grades but cannnot retake? how to answer to everyone? damn... how i wish i can take my results rite now and save all the suspense and worries

and i hope she'll be ok... if all those stuff happen to me, i dunno how i can take it... good that she still got very encouraging people around her, and something she can always go back to... was telling him she seems to be someone who will not be easily defeated... i hope i'm rite... and hopefully, she will be given approval to stay on

oh ya, some ppl saw a rainbow last week! didn't see it T.T... and peishan has a very nice photo of it in her blog, the last one in the entry taken by her friend, can see all the colours very clearly!
https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhLNdhP7AFA1-BhOBSlH_H1RcjspxlO2_oXUA1-jnPL4_JyMjNoQXD273ZVkO5ZZYkztcP4OVRv0l1arWy2m8bwHG7OaBtAPANvBRKj7v1xqV_dwDplz3AHiKakhimEolbpn0vBiw/s1600-h/ahma's+0101.JPG
if you look carefully, at the top left hand corner, got a second one... damn nice...

running was just cancelled

things will work out =D jiayou =D
--I Need a Nap--
12:52 PM
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Monday, March 02, 2009
it's never me, no matter how much it sounds like... i'm never the concern, never the problem, and miserably, i knew it all along... was not, am not, will not... not the very least... this time round, i realised what it was really meant for and saved myself before i got any wrong idea... i'm glad i still remember to remind myself that you dun care... not like it'll make it better, but at least it reminds me that i weren't entirely at fault, no matter what i did... i weren't treated the way i shld be, all my fears and insecurities were right, and of course i cannot trust and believe in something that was not even there in the first place... i was right, dun you see? it was already lost, when the distance grew, when something else return to occupy the space reserved for me... all my predictions and the cause for all my hesitation came true, didn't it? and all the little things that was so significant went away, and i doubt you even realised it... and it is all these little things that made me realise my space got smaller, no matter what you say... dun you see? all these had been the cause of it, it's not just me... whatever you promised, you broke them 1st... before i broke mine, the one about trusting you... and i admit, i didn't use my brains... but not in the way you've put it... ironically, the moments i missed most was not those, haha and i'm sure you'll agree that it werent the best times we've really shared...

had a fun day at ky's hse, though i had a 3.5hrs long tuition with the kid... but shall update about it next time, need slp...

My Happy Ending - Avril Lavigne
--I Need a Nap--
2:08 AM
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Sunday, March 01, 2009
woo~

wed went out with vanee and jh, and though it's only the 3 of us, it was still fun! haha... had pepperLUNCH for DINNER, watched fish leong's performance for a while before going home HAHA... thurs met ivy andrew edwin les to buy the food and marinate them before i went down to tutor aaron's cousin... saw jiahao as i was getting a quick bite before the tuition... aaron came down afterwards too...

fri... met vanee in the morning for a run... ran 5 rounds with vanee and 2 on my own... looking forward to more of such sessions =D... afterthat was hesitating whether i shld join jh and vanee to watch "marley and me" since i was not going for the zenitant training anymore, having cancelled my booking after some thinking... cos wanted to organise the time with the others, so that we will meet earlier and thus yuxuan can join us, and if i went for the movie i definitely cannot make it... in the end i went since i wanted to watch the show, anyway yuxuan cannot make it too... AND WAS GLAD I WENT... the movie actually got the timeline all jumbled up, and i still haven't found out whether the original film is liddat or it's just the cinema we went to... we tot they had 6 kids sia-_-... only realised wat was going on at the end of the show... and it was nice! touching, though certain parts was quite draggy~

after the movie, set off to buy the stuff we left out the previous day, and was off to mayfair! and just nice met up with cs and yw, which solved the problem about getting the ice for the drink... the guys definitely can handle them HAHA =D... AND IT WAS A LONG WALK FROM CHINESE GARDEN... not because it was very far from chinese garden, BUT because we had to take a BIG LOOP around parc oasis, another condo that was situated in between chinese garden and mayfair -.-... ivy claud edwin drew les was thr ler! they carried all the food there too! haha... and after settling all the accounts, everybody could get 2 bucks back for the bbq! HAHA initailly it was ten bucks each... 1st time we did not overshoot the budget! even with much better food!

The menu:
chicken wings
hotdogs
cocktails
otah
tiger prawns
bacon
stingray
sotong
dory fish fillets
marshmallows (nv buy satay sticks, so only bbq-ed a few cos of the trouble =s)

AND FIRST TIME WE FINISH ALL THE FOOD!!! WOO!!! and everyone was full enough afterthat! though i think hsihing can manage more... the moment he came, till our bbq ended, he just sat at the same spot and eat and eat and eat, not leaving that spot at all HAHA... have to admit i overate a little, and this time it's not because we need to help in clearing the food, but rather, it was cos the food was just too nice and tempting! HAHA with andrew's hand in marinating the food! and our cooks!!! and the fire leslie built was good too, + the food was all well-defroze i think... cos they were cooked very quickly! they were neither raw nor burnt! haha nice!~ other then the food, had a very nice time catching up too, laughing and all...

the people who went: vanee michelle kaiying ivy claudia peishan jiahao andrew edwin dickson leslie chunsern yewwah ceyu tingwei hsihing joel amos and me!!! kengsiang paid but didn't go -_-

haha chatted for quite a while in the dark area after our food and all... lol well just for your info, we were damn suay, just nice all 3 lamps at our pit was having technical problem that night and the technician was not there -_- in the end their phones (vanee's claud's ed's yw's and maybe a few others'?) came in and save the day! lighted up the pit and helped those who could not see the food! haha went up to dickson's house after a while and played games there... this game called homojalay(?)... haha not homosexual ar =x (andrew didn't let us change its name =x)... at 1st we all thought it was a lame game... but after joining in to play, WE HAD LOTS OF FUN!!! sibei addictive!!! ivy and i won the 1st round (i took over claud after she left)... could have won the 2nd round if not for my blurness, in the end andrew and kaiying won... last round paired with andrew, end up kaiying and mich won HAHA... play till we felt like tonning! WOW... missed our last bus cos no one was bothered about the time! =x... haha of course, cabbed home

thanks to: andrew, ivy and guys

overall, it was a nice bbq: cheap, good food, great company, fun game! whee!~

luckily it weren't cancelled

haha and here's something michelle had drew for us:

HAHA i recognised everyone but myself =x... LOL since michelle showed me mine before hers, i tot that drawing was her since it didn't look like ivy and peishan, whom were the other options left... cos i hardly wear a dress, and she wanted to draw something not as sloppy as my usual t-shirt and shorts =x

ignorance is bliss~ or pretence is bliss... i think certain things could be put aside ler, i hope... we didn't understand each other, you didn't understand why i rather choose certain things... i didn't have the faith, after so much of the same stuff... at least, i'm glad of the results despite it all, though i dunno how you feel... at least all turned out nice and good, better than all i thought =D and to be honest, it's really because of you, i admit

and the bbq really cleared whatever clouds in me =D

anyway since the trip to ky hse today had to be cancelled, i made use to the time to finish a book that is overdue today at the library, and saw vivien, angeline, chinkang, and kenneth! had a long chat with angeline though we didn't actually knew each other very well back in school HAHA... and luckily i managed to finish the book =D

and just hope both of you will get better... though i know nothing others say will work now... cheer up, it'll be over, and it'll be the same again... jiayou =D

ok, i think i got a bit too high about the bbq... to the bed =D
--I Need a Nap--
1:31 AM
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