Woo back!

sun went cut hair with michie and ky before goin to tutor jolynn... wah the boss sibei pms, scoldin her employee for her own mistake =S... and the hairdresser chopped off quite a bit of ky's hair =S mich de fringe nv cut properly... generally tt day both of them weren't very satisfied with the results of the hair cut... neutral for me, though my rebond parts are mainly cut off liao =S... after tt makan with ky, den go tuition, AND REALISED I NV RETURN KY'S PURSE... went over to pass it to her after the tuition at 9PM, watch one ep of kang xi before goin home LOL...

mon went out with shangzhi and chinsoon just to hang out... makaned den played pool, yw join us shortly after... went on to the bball court and watched them play... didn't wanna go initially cos didn't think that they were very good(those i know anyway, mainly yw and john =x) except shang and chinsoon, but went in the end since i was supposed to be the bait to get yw to go =X

so went, and to my surprise yw and john improved alot! esp john, as compared to when i saw him play in sch LOL... i tink i didn't stay on for more than 10mins to watch the matches he played with his classmates+shangzhi+aaron, nth exciting =X the only 2 ppl who were really playing were aaron and shangzhi, who weren't in his class =X not bad la, enjoyed most of the matches except the one they played with some kids and the one-on-one between yw and this guy call alvin... good thing is that when they play with the kids they were respectful enough to the kids and nv put water... aftertt makaned, arcade, slack at starbucks, den home

tue? HAHA stayed at home and play puzzle =X... recently hooked on some new puzzles, make me lost interest in sudoku =X... esp this puzzle call kakuro~ lol more interestin den sudoku lor, and my companion when i have no place to go HAHA

wed went to makan sakae with THAT!!! me, my nu er vivien, yensze, eeseng, zhiwei, jinhwee... lol very long nv see them ler!!! nice to hear them talk abt their preparation for "A"s and the interesting stuff in sch!!! and i realised they also lik lu guang zhong's songs!!! yensae intro-ed me a grp called the super juniors, which is not bad too LOL... really glad to have the chance to meet them before uni start... and lookin forward to kbox session! haha i tink this one will be better, cos all not shy to ask for mike lol... and of cos, i got to makan a lot of the stuff i miss! lik the salmon skin, lots of ugani and CHARWANMUSHI!!! and the new stuff, THE UGANI CHARWANMUSHI AND THE STRAWBERRY MELTS WAS NICE!!! HAHA... i tink i makan a lot of ugani in diff form tt day =X fats, but, who cares? =X really hope that they will do well for their "A" lvls, and go into the course they wan, esp vivien, she's workin so hard! after the meal she was lik, "omg A lvls is comin and i'm here eatin sakae"... haiz kind of a typical blss 1st class student, just lik grace and khiam =S... no wonder juying sec is worse than boonlay sec

thurs left hse early to collect my pay at bukit timah LOL~ HAHA aftertt supposed to meet up with shang, who lost his phone and can only contact me with his hse phone, to watch obbessed... and i told him to meet at the ATM machine thr... i reached thr, waited for 1/2 hr, thinkin where was that stupid idiot, walked out of my waitin place and saw him bai pose in the station... apparently he, who just woke up when he called me, heard wrongly, tot i say wait near the TICKETING machine =S... nice -.-... haha and the next turnoff for the day: obbessed was not in the theatres anymore-.- nvm since we were both hungry (all that while during the 1/2 hr we were waiting for each other), went to makan pizza hut 1st, tried some of their new dishes... most were not bad... and den went down to bukit batok csc to play bowling and pool... we played two sessions of bowling... LOL he's pro lor, still tell me wat he very long nv play ler... -.- and aftertt to wait for chinsoon, we played a 3rd round-.- thks to that i suffered from muscle ache the nxt day-.- played pool, after chinsoon joined us, and left shortly after... them to meet their friend, me to meet michelle in lib HAHA... makaned prata!!! chit chat, slack, den slowly walk up to tutor jolynn... while mich and miao jing was tryin on some of the clothes... stayed on after the tut and talk, bu zhi bu jue chatted till abt 10 den went off~

fri went to jp to get some stuff for camp... left with yw who went thr to meet ben... went up to my shop too! but the renov didn't turn out as nice as i tot =S... but still, quite nice LOL... didn't managed to buy all the stuff i wanted... went down to 903 aftertt to watch the guys play bball~ normal game, got cy cs yw ranald chenglong jixiang joey and one guy whom i forgot the name =x, den after tt ppl start playin soccer-_- and we went to 948... DAMN CROWDED... and the ppl thr DAMN PRO... i tink even ceyu and chenglong also not very near their standard lor!!! they realli play damn serious sia, with the speed, the roughness, and not to mention the accuracy... even the girls too lor! so even with our best players ceyu chenglong chunsern jixiang (joey left early) also a bit cmi... haha but still they put up a good fight... saw khaim as we were on our way to makan... actually i was practically the only one who wanted to makan =x the rest drink water or pei me eat lol... so makaned, den home~~

today went out to get the rest of the stuff for camp... wah kao it's during such process when i hope i'm a guy... cos we supposed to buy something for a guy we'll only get to know during the camp for a budget of abt 10 bucks-_- and u know for guys... WHAT CAN I GET?!? whereas buyin for a girl so easy, soft toy/ accessories/ choc can settle... haha in the end bought a keychain watch... hope presentable enough =x... yw joined me and bought a present too =x... damn nice can! i know him so long nv buy something liddat for me b4 leh!!! =x ok i exaggerate a bit =x... anyway aftertt we went down find the guys... this time got the same ppl as ytd, + shangzhi kengsiang khiam and one team nanyang guy and minus ranald... the addition of 2 pros certainly makes the games nicer to watch... lights off, home

lookin forward to the camp!!! 5 days startin frm mon... and i very glad when i realised i LNG on fri (it's very ok if u dun understand, most ppl are not supposed to) cos tt means wun clash too much =x hope it'll be fun, and i'm glad i'm lik, in the same grp as shiyun!!! haha got ppl pei!!!

and lookin forward to uni life!!!

and watchin the guys play makes me wanna be good at bball too!!! looks damn fun lar! but only when u're good at it =s

cya!!! most likely after the camp =D 1:59 AM
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today is a meaningful day for me =D

earlier in the morn set off to send my cousin and nephew off at the airport... they had gone over to malaysia last sun to stay with my aunt for the week before they go back to US...



see that tall guy amongst us? that's my 14-year-old nephew HAHA

afterthat met the bytches and jh at amk hub to watch harry potter! walked to some coffeeshop to makan at astons (me excluded) before heading to amk hub for the movie~ i think, it was kinda expected for me that the show wun be extremely fantastic, esp since i've read the book and i'll tend to compare, but i still cant help feeling disappointed... i mean, is there a need to put in so much time for all the lovey-dovey scenes? it's lik for a movie like harry potter, isn't the action much more impt? + it's ok if the lovey-dovey scenes are, ok, touch and go, BUT some of those scenes are rather draggy in my opinion =S ok nvm i tink i'm losing the girl side of me which shld prefer seeing such scenes =X

aftertt i tink we spent quite a long time in minitoons playing ard with all the stuff thr before heading back... jh me n van went to ky hse for dinner HAHA... had a super long chat which really made me clear up most of the clouds that had been over me almost the whole of last week~ and had a great time laughing away at certain stuff LOL

i guess i should say no one was really at fault, character dun click thr's nth much we can do also... ya i admit, i do enjoy the company, cos they're really a funny grp of ppl, but we wun be able to move further than the hang out friends barrier ba, and that doesn't matter to me... cause now i know i still have friends who really care =D just that maybe in the future may have lesser chance to hang out with vanee they all also le ba? things a bit odd ar LOL

i tink i was really too free the past week lar, plus all the sutff that happened at work and all, tt's y think so much, which made my insecurities even worse, to the extend that i think i'll lose the ppl i care abt... i hope that is really because i going LNG soon, hopefully next week, cos if not, that means i'm really just a brainless person... and plus my camp is the week after next LOL

anyway to my friends... i know that i'm a person who's not totally interesting, more of a listener den a speaker... and i really can be kinda brainless at times, and i dun often initiate conversations with people, except when i really super super free or notice something's wrong... doesn't mean i dun care, just that i really dunno what i can talk about, and that i know u guys might be busy too... i can be shoot ppl, but when i do that i'm treating you as a friend, i mean i wun do that to some random people la... when i'm brainless and i get overboard, dun hesitate to tell me, will try to restrain HAHA.... and after all the stuff, i tink i know who are the people i can really rely on as friends to give me the moral support i need, who love me as me, the loud and noisy girl HAHA... sure got buey song here and there but we managed to make up for the differences... and i'm really glad i still have them, not only my bytches, but also my brothers and all those who cared and was there with me when i'm down and when i need someone to cry to HAHA... these are all that i need to pull me through the darkest time when i'm losing the strength to carry on walking... and in turn support the others who needs me... so, just wanna say THANKS TO ALL MY FRIENDS, FOR BEING MY FRIENDS.

sounds kinda like a tribute HAHA... nono i'll not writing a sucide letter of any sort, just a little bit of my sentiments which i find hard to express face to face LOL... ppl will shy nia!~ haha so ya...

and if any of u need ears, i got 2 big ones here =D

lookin forward to uni =D studying is good cos when my friends are not free, but i am, i can take the time to study and revise instead of rotting and not knowing what i can do LOL~

lookin forward to the camp too! hope it'll be fun =D just wondering what to get for SP gift... any ideas what will a guy expect to get from a girl (both totally dunno each other AT ALL) which is within $10? =s

glad =D 2:10 AM
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OK i know this is an ultra outdated post.

Vanee's birthday!

ok celebrated with bytches on 4th jul. before that went topone with my pri sch mates, more fun den i expected, left early to meet the girls at ky's hse~ shall upload the topone pics after i've gotten them from xin yi.

went down to the central with ky to buy cake, all the while hopin wun bump into vanee, den whoosh~ majiam magic we saw her at the lift =.= make our way to the market in pretence to buy fish~ which we did left out... and both of us damn pro nv bring phone-_- wanted to lure her into ky's room and we plan super long outside her hse so she wun realised that ky was holding on to the cake... HENG they were alr playin mj in her room!

THEN IT WAS STEAMBOAT TIME!!!

wun post all the pics... we took abt 100 pics that day lor! broke the record~ credits to mich's cam and our camwhore~


ivy and mich being siao~


we need 3 girls to use the extension wire =s


YUM SENG~
purple nails: mich
hot pink nails: vanee


=D


with the birthday girl!


HAHA she looks mother-like here xD


vanee with retard


opps i ZG him =x


one of the rare pics with this bytch!

was mahjong-ing happily, me ky ps and vanee, den sudd vanee was lik, "yea cake lai liao" or sth liddat. 3 of us stun. i didn't even know they were preping cake ler lor! cos usually stuff liddat is ky n i settle de~ den super funny cos aftertt they took that long that we continue playin for a while before it really comes. and by then everyone know for sure the cake is coming liao =s.


our super non-di-gong birthday girl


when ivy and i was trying to adjust the camera LOL


xiao zhu fei bu fei? only 3 of them answered =x


SHERBIC!!! HAHA melon flavour de, nice! though not totally frozen =s


lol super unglam pic cos the sherbic was freaking cold!


opening her present!

DEN~ time to take photos!!!


our usual 1 - 7!


and reversed! same for me though =D

afterthat i tink mich suggest to take model-like photos... and we took damn long to discuss about our pose! and they were trying to reference with my top-_-




So, after much discussion,

Model Shot 1:


Model Shot 2:


Model Shot 3:


and we agree that none of them are very nice =x


WE LOVE THIS PIC BEST! Cuddle together!!! =D


Class photo shot~


Candid~


=D


Nobody Shot!

HAHA more photos sessions leh! =D

Sun celebrated her birthday with the package~ heng i decided to wear dress, they really wear too very formal-_-

the super blur grp photo excluding aaron


with the birthday girl. super lik ghost sia, so white =s


four of us and alex

after kbox we walked to suntec to makan... burger king LOL... due to budget and the need to make sure the guys can really fill their stomach LOL... wanted to eat duck rice but apparently the guys ate it for lunch while waiting for us =x... after dinner the guys went for some games exhibition or sth liddat... and the guys started playing street fighter... pretty fun to watch them trash each other and being trashed by an uncle =x helped yy choose present, den home =D

anyway my cousin and nephew came over last wed and stayed in my hse... kinda weird at first, cos it's been years since i've last seen them. but they were pretty nice to get along with. and my nephew is a 180cm tall guy, who is 14 years old =s

so on sun we had family lunch, with most of my relatives coming over to my super non-guest friendly house owing to the fact that we rarely held such functions in our hse and there weren't really even space at the table... so the lunch became something like a buffet~ i think the most interesting part about the gathering was that, one of my niece (P6) brought her maths homework, which cause me and a few of my other cousins (uni students, uni graduates, jc students) to engage in long and brain-draining discussion. not because we dunno how to solve the question, BUT because we dunno how to do it with a P6 method which my niece understands. still it was an interesting experience, afterall, i've nv seen so much teamwork amongst us as cousins.

Family photo =D :


FYI: we were still discussing about it as we was taking the pics. we'll be at it as another cousin of mine switch to the next camera, and smiles when the timer reaches the last few seconds.
BTW: my 180cm tall nephew was sitting down, the brown shirt guy in the 2nd row.

and with a lot of delays, i finally made it to city hall to meet the class, 1hr plus after the meeting time =s cabbed down~


was glad i rushed there, if not i wuld most likely have missed her. and as always she looks good, and i think she'll do well, wherever she is. all the best for her =D stay in contact =D

met emer at bugis lib to help him with phy, for a really short duration as we both had sth on at nite.... and i had to change to tuition timing to an hour later =s that day was really quite a corked up day for me, rushing everywhere and getting things undone =s... but heng i managed to complete all the things i wanted to do and meet everyone i want to meet~

Oh ya watched transformers with package they all too, as usual went into the cinema late-_-... heng i saw kiatyee as i wait for them if not really solo till they come... anyway nice show =D weren't draggy at all, felt that it was actually shorter den 2.5 hrs... but ppl who watched the 1st movie said it weren't as nice~ nvm, i enjoyed it =D

in a distant mood as i blog. 1:38 AM
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deleted a part of my previous post. realised it was really a big misunderstanding. not that i'm totally ok about it le, but still, i know he was just as usual.

managed to sleep better after recieving the call at 6.30. went to slp at abt 4 and kept wakin up on and off, till that call. seems trivial to him but to me, all my insecurities about the friendship was dispersed =D

anyway, today was really an extremely corked up day. shall update more ltr 12:00 AM
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wanted to blog abt vanee's birthday, but no mood now.

feeling very insecure about everything nowadays, like i cannot hold on to anything, lik i'm being misunderstood, lik i'm being stabbed in the back

why is this feeling coming back to haunt me again? i tot i'm over it? why am i feelin this way when everything seems to be ok already? is it that i'm oversensitive? or that's really the case?

perhaps it's due to what the girl in the shop nxt to me had done. backstabbed us when we least expected it. and i tot she was real nice.

and the recent emotions about the past. why are they floodin back again and again?

*deleted*

I MAY BE JUST OVERSENSITIVE. I HOPE SO.

sick of these backstabs. of being misunderstood. of everything. 3:08 AM
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all i can say is, i'm tired... sales is really something that is completely out of my league... not that my taste is bad or wat, but my style is so diff frm my shop, and i cnt really open up to the customers... and i sucks at convincin ppl that they look nice in sth when i think they dun =x... no more sales job for me, ever, after this 12:32 AM
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ying ming aka cabbage/veggie/veg/cai/cat
18
8th Oct 1990
libra
veggie-caBB bytch of bytch clan

piano!!!
3E'05 chalet
mahjong
no quarrels
sing!!!
buy all the nice books
slim down =s
dance
keep in contact
new clothes, bags, shoes, accessories =x
tuition jobs


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W* wanyee~weeleong(blog163)~weeleong(blogspot)~wingkin
X* xinyi~xuanqi
Y* yensze~yingling~yitan~yunfan
Z* zhangfan~zhihao

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