emoism

now that i'm finished with eclipse and new moon, done with my own "financial planning", with the countdown cancelled (damn last min), there's nothing i can do... to keep my mind busy again... perhaps i'll got and watch some movies online ltr

before that, let's end off the year with a post

which was why i didn't really want "emoism" to be the 1st word that appears in the post, though i've practically and conveniently left it there... because there really isn't anything else i felt, now, today

not that this year wasn't good... just, weird at the thought of it ending, perhaps i did not realli think much about it till this very moment...

LOL and emo-ing here is not helping with all the stuff drifting and smashing and floating and stomping through my mind...

ok for the more trival part, i finished new moon and eclipse! and my work went well ytd, i managed to clinch quite a number of deals... but today was... didn't start out well for me, 1st i only knew last min ytd that i had to work today, and i had to wake up much earlier again for tutoring, den aftertt i realised kerine (my boss) was coming down, and her presence actually made me very nervous... and i think she weren't very pleased with how i've performed when she was ard... but nvm, my results in the 1st half of the day was still quite good... just as i was glad to get away from the stress, i saw that sms from wk right after bingjie took over the work, informing me that the outing was cancelled... and suddenly i have nothing to look forward to again... met hongfa on the way home, and was very glad of his company... although we've only met once beforethat and we've barely talk the other time, i chattered with him quite easily without effort... didn't accept his invitation to join the rest for countdown though, in case the whole thing turned out weird...

and this is my last day of the year... well, i shld be glad that i've actually been making money?

was actually still excited that i've finished eclipse, which means i'm going to find out how things will turn out soon enough... but apparently it left me with nothing exciting to do... btw, poor jacob T.T... i just hope he'll go and imprint on someone else so that he also gets a happy ending, which i think most likely edward and bella will... not without her becoming vampire, though? maybe if i get too bored today, or possibly tommorow as well, i'll go and reread the two books

anyway i realised i really really HATE IT when people cancel something on me last min... it's extremely terribly irritating, esp since i'll left the day out for it, BOOKED the day for it, looked forward to it, and all of a sudden it got cancelled... without me understanding why, but even if i did what can i do? the slightest consolation was that i wasn't already on my way there when it happened, unlike the other day... i'm getting tired of outings

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2008. coming to an end.

2009. approaching.

i dun feel like summarising the whole of last year in my current state... it won't do justice to the really happy times i had

but, let's move on with the year ahead

nothing good to look forward to, yet...

i mean, i'm like, 100% positive i'll fail both H1 Gp and H1 Lit, which is not going to get me into a uni even if i got my 100%-guarantee A in maths, because i definitely won't get full marks, and it doesn't matter if i got a very high A because it simply wun be reflected in the cert...

and the shop i'm working at might need renovation, and i wun have a job for that period, but i dun realli wanna quit since i've promised the person to work thr...

and think about chinese new year, having all my relatives after my results... and the possibility of facing that stupid cheating uncle of mine who nv even think of us when he stuck rich, but suddenly rmb whr we stayed when he got fake goods to sell... i didn't realised that particular uncle of mine was doing that until recently, and i really can't seem be able to stand seeing his face...

and the volcanos erupting at such high frequently i think global warming is just a minor case in the world

anyway, for now, i'm just gonna earn as much money as i can before i face the possibility of repeating myself. come to think of it, i still owe my dad $100

trying to stop thinking of whatever i'm thinking of now 11:56 PM
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ok, i'm sick, went to see doc...

haha my throat was already in a bad shape, in addition to all the bbq and outing meals, i got quite bad, and since my dad and my sis was so seriously ill they needed docs, my mum just forced me to go as well

on the up side, i got 5 bucks to top up my ezlink card. well, 5.50 really... if not i'll be walking to and fro jp to meet mich...

and i met her, to get NEW MOON and ECLIPSE from her!

haha, like, finally! haha thanks!!!

finishing half of new moon ler... was so upset when i kept reading and i saw no signs of edward!!! T.T... but i think he's coming back soon cos laurent found her and told her victoria planned something bad for her... HAHA that instant i thought edward will appear! with the wolves and laurent, bella weren't safe... but i tink the wolves are actually jacob and guys, so they went after laurent instead... who knows? but i think edward's coming back, so i better settle my stuff on the net now before i bury myself into the book... and think i might wanna try for some games now that i'm here... the game ytd was a fun one, no matter how er xin i find it =x... haha hopefully i'll find such games on the net LOL

anyway, as i was flipping thru the papers while waiting for my parents just now, i saw this chinese article about having no "Crtl Z" in life... and i found it quite interesting...

of cos, what else will it talk about but to treasure what you have now, but to think before you act? haha... perhaps it's because i never really think of "Ctrl Z" - in case you dunno, they are the destinated keys to undo an error when handling(typing or formatting) some form of document - as applied to life... which was why the piece of chinese article actually drew my attention... not really the meaning but the figure of speech, "Ctrl Z" being the undo-ing... though i doubt that many ppl will really be as interested as i was =D

anyway gonna work on tue... =D 10:29 PM
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http://www.2flashgames.com/f/f-Karoshi-Suicide-Salaryman-6632.htm

THE GAME IS... OMG

haha fun, u need to think of ways to, erm, die? but some is terribly lame de-_- if not for mich i wouldn't know how to play those-_-... SUPER SADISTIC... ok to me at least =x... yufeng you will like it i think =x

but i still finished the 50 diff levels in the same day, because i frequently delete temporary internet files, so most likely my records will be gone the next time, which mean to say if i wanna complete another time (which i will most likely want to), i need start from scratch. which i dun wan because
1) some lvls need a lot of coordination, which i suck at, and had to refresh dozen of times before i get it right =D
2) i was beginning to feel er xin-ness seeing myself die again and again towards the end

but it's a good stress reliever =x... the sound effects quite good =x 2:13 AM
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I'M LEFT WITH 15 CENTS

since ytd =D

one more day to go, and i'll get my weekly allowance! =D

oh anyway, now even my ezlink card is -ve value haha =x

like that's anything to be happy abt -_-

but, since i dun really have to go out anyway, =D

anyway, i forgot to include meeting yufeng and his family for xmas dinner on mon after the outing... forgot about it =x

met up with yf ytd as well, accompanied and helped him get some stuff for some st johns event...

http://www.2flashgames.com/f/f-Karoshi-Suicide-Salaryman-6632.htm <== playing this now. stuck. 11:38 PM
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I'M LEFT WITH 45 CENTS FOR THE REST OF THE WEEK

means no goin out... or going out but no spending, which is highly impossible... but jogging and tutoring seems find =D

anyway, despite the shortage in cash, it's still chirstmas!



MERRY CHRISTMAS =D

anyway, i'm just glad my com is back... i could not switch it on for 6 days!

last thurs celebrated vien's birthday with ys, yf and zw! haha my sis tagged along too... WATCHED TWILIGHT!!!



haha have to say la, that after reading the book, i do feel disappointed... the book write till too nice ler lar!!! haha but nevertheless, it is a very nice movie =D... hang abt the extension with him for a while afterthat...

fri and sat was the training... haha being a salesgirl there is quite fun! i kinda like it =D

mon met up wit yao, vanee, mich n ky! went makan mac breakfast, den watch twilight the 2nd time! haha went la liang at burger king before dickee joined us to discuss abt xmas...

tue went to my guradian hse early in the morning... den erm, crap happened... was on mrt when the k box tio cancelled... end up angela and i met up with junhao and treated him to miss clarity cafe's stuff! haha

den wed... met up early with dickee edwin leslie to get the movie ticks and bbq food... spent a lot sia... den head down to les hse to help marinate food (we ended up slackin thr while his dad marinate =x) den went to my gurdian hse... WAS DAMN LATE WHEN I MET UP WITH THEM... haha rain sia, end up we went dickee hse de staircase thr bbq =x... some of the boys was bbq-ing, den a few of us mahjong-ed (after i watch little nonya)... ate, den went for the movie! hehe THE YES MAN!!!



haha all of us was late, but the movie started quite late! so we didn't miss anything! =D haha when we were all in place and before the movie start, edwin dickee ivy and les drew lots (drew movie ticks really) and edwin was damn suay!!! drew H-09 (the destinated ticket to do the forfeit, and just nice the place he was seating at) and was forced to shout merry christmas in the theatre!!! haha luckily some of the ppl behind us cheered with us too, if not he'll be damn paiseh! =x nice experience for him haha... anyway funny show, laughed all the way and ya, no one slept, thankfully haha =x

after movie everyone wanna go home, but i cnt, so i stayed at vanee hse after all of us walked home... thanks mr edwin ang for walking at our pace and accompanying us two girls! hehe... used her com durin the nite while she slp b4 comin home to slp as well... woke up after 4 hrs, havin a terrible headache now =x but dun feel lik slpin =x

those who went: mich vanee yao(movie) shan(movie) claud(bbq) mindy(bbq) yingjing(bbq) seokhui(bbq) dickee edwin les kengsiang tingwei amos hsihing(bbq) ceyu(bbq) joel(bbq)

Thanks:
- DICKSON for the organising! sorry to get ur surname wrong =x
- MICHELLE and VANESSA for the cards! =D and to vanee, for putting me up at her hse too
- IVY for the cookies... Nice!!! I dun bear to finish them!
- YUFENG for the midnight call
- THOSE WHO WENT =D
- All the 'WELL-WISHERS'

glad for the stuff to keep me occupied... sometime earlier i'm been feeling a terrible overwhelming sense of insecurity that bugged me esp at nite... perhaps there was too much time for me to dwell on depressing issues, or perhaps it was really because there was problems... but anyway, i feel much better =D

lookin forward to new year countdown =D 11:32 PM
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LOL my life is currently a bit boring, so ya, nothing to post... thankfully i'll start being busy start frm tml =D

added 15 new songs to my playlist, since i'm like, bored to death

just to mention a few:

- 楊丞琳 - 帶我走
nice song! mentioned in my previous entry

- Britney Spears - Santa, Can You Hear Me
- Mariah Carey - All I Want For Christmas Is You
my fav xmas songs!

- The Script - The Man Who Can't Be Moved
intro-ed by aaron, erm, it is touching, but also to me, in a way funny if u listen to the lyrics, the words pieced together quite humorous, though both aaron and yf dun seem to find it so, but i agree that is meaningful at the same time LOL

- Plain White T's - 1 2 3 4
intro-ed by ken, sweet song! and i like the pace, light-hearted and gentle, nice combo with the sweet lyrics! =D

- Skye Sweetnam - Tangled Up In Me
haha very old song ler, but nice =D

the rest needs little intro =D

random pics:


taken when we went ky hse! by vanee =D


thx to ruiyu! 12:36 AM
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ok, nvm the previous entry, i'm feeling better =D

things will work out

thanks cs for listenin to my blabber late last nite, and ky n yf for the concern...

today nth much, tutored den go huan tai sui...

anyway ya, here with a song from "campus shrewd"... haha i dun realli watch except when too bored, but this song is nice!!! HAHA

7:18 PM
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i think i was hopelessly naive...

who really cares?

is it really that case that i ask for too much?

or ppl just dun wanna give a stupid damn?

priorities?

tired and sian

a matter of "cannot" or "dun wan"?

i suddenly dread the festival i liked most...

SUCKS

does it still matter?

when no one misses each other after so long?

SIAN 12:44 AM
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BACK FRM M'SIA

well the trip was ok... not extremely wow but not extremely boo either...

1st day was practically slpin, eatin, tv-ing and readin, except that we visited a guan yin temple and a night market...

2nd day visited such fishing villiage, the place pronouned as "gu-gor" or sth liddat, i dunno the actual spellin... and it was raining-_-... but still had an ok trip... den is slpin, eatin, tv-ing and readin

last day visited organic farm before heading back

the activities only abt so... BUT THE FOOD FOR ALL THREE DAYS WERE GREAT... i tink i've put on more kilos this few days =s... haha my aunt's and mum superb cookin, with all the superb food you can get thr... hard not to sia... and ya, my cousins was nice...

thruout this period, with all the visitin outside and all the tv that i watched, i actually managed to finish 300+ pages of the book with ant-sized words i got from lib... that is how free i was...

i miss my aunt, very nice lady in her seventies... but other then that, i'm still very glad to be back in sg =D

just now very sian... maybe disappointed, but after thinking through everything, i think no use getting buey song over small stuff... so ya, just see how thing will work out lor... a bit tired of gettin everything done for dunno wat liao... but ya, still, nth much even if i stop as well... haha ya, life will be happier =D

anyway ya, lookin forward to k box! haha...

wanted to say more, but dunno what i culd have said... 11:30 PM
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WOOT. I'M DONE WITH TWILIGHT.

1st few pages was a bore... it didn't realli interest me till the part whr edward seemed to hate her... and i culdn't take my eyes off ler!!! took me abt a day to finish it, since i started last night... and WOOT! nice!!! AND NOW I'M LOOKIN FORWARD TO THE MOVIE!!! AND THE NEXT FEW BOOKS!!! WHEE~~~

the excitement aside, i went running with grace today! haha 1st time i exercised since prom!!! and she quitted the job

anyway, i'm going to m'sia tml... got a book frm the lib, cos i figured that i will have nth much to do when the adults talk... well, i'll be able to join in at times, but not for very long though... different area of interest... so i guess my book will be the best part of the trip... and my sister might very well fall aslp since my niece and nephews wun be ard to play with her... and ya, i'm hopin the weather will be better too =s... and that the trip will be better than i tot...

anyway life has been boring, and seems to get more so as the days pass... sian

BUT: TWILIGHT WAS NICE. AS BREATHTAKING AS EDWARD DOES. 1:22 AM
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wah finally back...

anyway ya, just to inform, i'm going to malaysia from the 13th to the 15th to visit my relatives

so ya, abt the stuff tt had happened... visited aaron workplace the day b4 prom... and again the day after, which was why i had to go down to eunos right after tonnin at da's hse... and i'm glad a actually stayed awake thruout the time yinxi(aaron's manager) was explaining everything to me (or rather trying to convince me), and ya, stayed firm abt not joining though i did breakdown under the pressure they were trying to crave into me...

but the mindless part of that day came when i rejected the job at the tuition centre... but nvm, i'm not regreting it le and found another...

den aftertt i went to ryan's hse with aaron... haha weird, dun realli know most of the ppl thr, dun even know ryan very well too, so just stuck with aaron and yf thruout... met his gan ma, who appears to be very friendly, and is the fashionable type of mum haha... so ya, returned home damn late =s

den ya, stayed at home most of the time to clear up my stuff... my room is finally lookin lik a room haha... last fri went ky hse with jh and vanee again... AND I FINALLY GOTTEN TWILIGHT!!! haha finally i'll get to read it =D... mm, den sun went out with my guardian's family, and ytd went to angela's hse to collect my stuff... haha we had a long long chat... we nv really chatted like that before, ytd was the 1st... things i nv knew, and hopes of being able to meet up, and more about each other... so ya... today went out with yf... haha we met in the afternoon to watch bolt... damn funny lar! haha and cute too! not exactly the movie that will make ppl "wow", but definitely lift the spirits... lol and we had ice cream at swensons... met up with aaron who wanted to collect his stuff, den home...

so ya, that was abt it... anyway, ya i've changed my blogskin... haha weren't exactly suitable for my content, until after some editing... so ya, here you go, a new blogskin finally haha...

once i got the time, will change more to my songs and picture slideshow=D

ya, so the time for all the emotions to flood in, all the time to think...

wanted to write more, but mind a bit blank le... so... 12:27 AM
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ok quick update. i jus change my blogskin hopin to make it a little more user friendly, so if still find it strainin to read, perhaps due to it's bright theme, do feedback... haha anyway, that cute little creature is a little kitten haha... speak more next tym, nites *yawns* 3:21 AM
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ok, i think if i still don't update now, i'll probably have no time... and so ya, val, i'm finally here le, presenting to you:


JJ Senior's Prom 2008


The prom was great... Great place, great ambience, great food, and GREAT COMPANY... everyone was like princes and princesses, all so extremely well-dressed... there were people whom i don't even recognised that day after the 2 yrs with them... it's like, well, cinderella? haha... anyway, credits to those who have cameras to capture the beauty of the wonderful night, uploaded the photos so that i can recieve them and those who went... and special thanks to meiling jie and the alumni who made all these possible... anyway, i have not recieve all the photos!!! so ya, will upload again when i recieve all of them...

anyway, prom queen was shatricia and prom king was weilun, as expected... however, i thought valerie did pretty well that night =s

Before the prom, Angela Weixin Serhui and I went to do our hair and make up together:

After the hairdo, with the two aunties who did it:


I actually left angela's and my tickets in another bag, so i actually went to look for ken before i went for my makeup =x


After the makeup:


When all is ready, we set off to ShangriLa!

The swimming pool:



We were damn early, so we took a walk ard the place... nice!

Angela, me, serhui, weixin



Our table!!! No.3!



The menu for the 8-course meal and the voting cards




Photos with the teachers:

07S25 with Mr Wee!



07S25 with Mr VP Chua and Mr Chua R.C.!



Lit Students with the gorgeous Miss Lin!


Me, Helga and Angela with the sweet Miss Yee!


Our beloved Mr Random =D


me and angela with Mr Choo!


Our Miss Sunshine =D


Mr Chua!



07S25:


Lit Students of the class!



The girls, exculding Lydia


me, angela, helga


Ken aka Wolf


Wee Kheng aka Ba Zhang


Linser aka Commander


coming here, I'VE YET TO RECIEVE PHOTOS WITH THE REST OF THEM!!! ruiyu, yunfan, fangming, lydia... will upload again next time =D

and ya, as a class, we've been thru much, thr are conflicts, treasured moments, outins, good and bad all the same... and ya, i will definitely miss all of u as we embark on our new journeys, and difficult it may be, but let's all try to stay in contact? and hopefully we'll still be able to meet up for outins in the future... to all, all the best and take care, and no matter whether we'll meet again or not, we know it's realli hard to totally forget these 2 yrs we've spent... and all the teachers, really thanks for all the effort all of u have put in... it's been a wonderful 2 yrs with everyone, includin those who weren't at prom... all the best...


On that day itself, other than the delights of seeing everyone so well-dressed, for maybe that once, it also represented a new start...

me and yufeng, the stupid idiot =x

i think i look weird in this photo, my smile a bit too wide, and i know i look expectionally short beside him =x

Did not spend much time alone together, kept busy with all the photo taking sessions and the thrills of seeing everyone dressed so differently, but still, at least it was quite complete... and ya, honestly, you looked good too...

Just for the start, and though having said many times, i just wanna say again... I can be unreasonable at times, and may have high expectations of you which you may not be able to fulfil... i wun think at times... and i'm glad it's you, u've been able to take most of my nonsense, and ya, do remind me if i've went overboard... but if can cool me down a bit 1st la =x... haha both of us have more to overcome, things we dun like about each other as well, but i really hope that we will be able to cope better with it... not to obbessively seek perfection, but ease, to be each other's shoulders when needed, and comfort to each other...

1st December 2008 =D


Ok moving on, here's the photos of us ex jyians in jj!

YAO YAO GOH! gorgeous as always! and much more here! anyway, just emphasize again, I DID NOT CHOOSE PURPLE TO SPITE YOU AR! =D anyway, thanks for all your encouragement thruout the exam periods and ur birthday and xmas cards every year, for all these years i've known you... and ya, we'll make it together =D


YEW WAH... omg i didn't expect him to be thr... even more when i realised he was going to a pub aftertt! omg... and just as i was updating this blog he was asking me about buying present... OMG =x... anyway lousy pic, cos the photo was taken with my phone since we culdn't find any camera



WEIJIAN!!! haha the old one =x... and i must say, he really look good that day sia!




HAHA afterthat the yunnan group took pics with meiling!!!

HAHA the 2nd pic includes kenny also, who came in last minute, and we all shouted "YUNNAN" as we took the pic... I MISS THE TIMES!!! haha too bad we were still short of ppl, due to difficulty in locating all of them in the huge ballroom or 50+ tables... it feels different, it's with this grp of ppl tt i've not onli prom night and sch tee photos with, but also with them i got photos of all of us wearing wintercoats... perhaps to the rest i've nth much, but to me, it's quite a special feeling... i wuld say not all of us are perfectly close, but we still love each other =D

Meiling Jie! thanks for everything, making the special night wonderful for all of us =D


HAHA Log com I/C and 2nd I/C, TEOH LAIXING!!! thanks for all u've helped me with for the trip, lik a big brother helpin a little girl although i'm the I/C... haha and ya, one of my study companions during the exam period... and for all the stressful times, thanks for your easy manner of handling things to help me destress



COMRADE! *salutes*


Jinyi! Our I/C for the trip!


Xiao Ivy!


ShunPing!


LOL took pics with some of the councillors as well:


XIAO YUAN!!!! =p haha okok, he do look handsome that day, though it quite hard to admit =x overall i have to say, dsiao-ing you has been fun, and i will certainly miss it =x


Elwin, my Log com I/C in M.A.D. Camp!



JJ Lin Jun Jie! =x


JuenKiat, whom i was attached to for operation of AVAC equipments during the camp!!!


ICECREAM!!! =x


Natalie!



Amanda!



Fellow E-clubbers:

Suqin and Jamie! haha both of you got a sweet way of making ppl like u... and both of u are cute! =D


Jasmine!



Took photos with several other friends as well:

Duc! the devoted OG 29 OGL!!! HAHA i'm so glad to have known him, someone who is so dedicated... he's done so much for the OG even though he was not an official OGL, but with him, thr was outings and OG shirts! One of the nicest people i've met! Thanks guy!


KEVIN! thanks for all the interesting chats and debates with me, when i feel bored and when i need the company, and all the little things u've done =D... I'm glad to have you as a friend =D



HUI SHIN!!! haha my fellow drama-mate, whom i'm always too shock to see along some hallway or corridor in some place... and she always shares the same emotion as me! haha it's ok for those who dun understand, but it's just the special way both of us greets each other... and OMG, she looked so pretty and different that i culdn't recognise her, if not for her usual way of greeting me!


YUANYUAN! the cute boy whose stomach i like to play with =x


Glennda!


Jiarong! HAHA i think it is the 1st time we took a pic together though we knew each other since like, p3? haha other den the 4 yrs of class photos la...


HAHA den somehow, we decided to become pianists:



And the funnier stuff comes:



HAHA, ok, i culdn't rmb why we took this pic at 1st, but after considering why my arms are in such a weird position, i realised we were following the poster of "dream girls" which was in front of us-_- HAHA! =x


HAHA cute =x



The xmas tree in the hotel!!!


Outside the hotel, the lights hanging from the trees... btw the two girls are helga and angela



den linser and i decided to be models for this cool little sports car


den our next destination is junda's hse... and omg la, somehow we got off at the wrong place and had to walk... by den my feet were aching le... haha but still we managed to reach the place...


The 3 girls who stayed


our supposed activity that night... but in the end we didn't even finish one round =x


cakes and tiedan angela got from taiwan! the tiedan was addictive lor =x


the food for the day =D


just a random pic, the gigantic chinese chess set at Junda's hse!


anyway i left earlier in the morning with weekheng at 5+ to catch the 1st bus back, as i needed to reach Eunos by 10am that day... and before that, i had my last cup of vodka with water and i culdn't stand nor walk properly, though i was still concious of wat was happening... so thanks to wk and shangzhi whom i happened to meet, for waking me up after my two bus rides =D...

in a hurry, so shall update about other stuff some other day =D 4:50 PM
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ying ming aka cabbage/veggie/veg/cai/cat
18
8th Oct 1990
libra
veggie-caBB bytch of bytch clan

piano!!!
3E'05 chalet
mahjong
no quarrels
sing!!!
buy all the nice books
slim down =s
dance
keep in contact
new clothes, bags, shoes, accessories =x
tuition jobs


A* alyssa~andrew
B* bernard
C* candy~ceyu~chunsern~claudia
D* dickson
E* emerson~esther
F* fangming
G* glennda
H* helga
I* ivy~ivyt
J* jannifer~jiahao(blogspot)~jiahao(xanga)~jianfu~jiaying~jinhwee~jinyi~junyong~juenkeat
K* kaiying~kamin~ken~kerina~kokleong
L* leongaik~leslie~limying
M* maybellina~meilingjie(msteo)~michelle~mindy~mrchuarc
N* natalie
P* pearlyn~peishan
R* radzuan~renwei
S* sandy~sayhoe~seokhui~shijie~shuqi~shuhui
T* tingwei~tiongmeng~tommy~tommy(jj)
V* valerie~vanessa
W* wanyee~weeleong(blog163)~weeleong(blogspot)~wingkin
X* xinyi~xuanqi
Y* yensze~yingling~yitan~yunfan
Z* zhangfan~zhihao

Others*
=> TC club
=> Lesvy love blog(Leslie + Ivy)
=> 07S25
=> Mrs Ho-Lau's Tian Kong
=> Xia Xue

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+It's funny why '
+thinking of those happy times with you '
+brings me tears. '
+And it's funny why '
+thinking of those times we argued '
+brings me laughters. '

.w.e. .a.l.w.a.y.s. .l.o.o.k. .b.a.c.k. .a.n.d. .s.i.g.n.
.t.h.a.t. .w.e. .h.a.d. .f.a.i.l. .t.o. .t.r.e.a.s.u.r.e.
.t.h.e. .p.a.s.t.
.a.n.d. .w.i.s.h.e.d. .t.h.a.t. .w.e. .c.a.n. .g.o. .b.a.c.k.
.t.o. .h.o.w. .t.h.i.n.g.s. .u.s.e.d. .t.o. .b.e.
.t.h.a.t. .i.s. .w.h.y. .w.e. .n.e.v.e.r. .t.r.e.a.s.u.r.e.
.w.h.a.t. .w.e. .h.a.v.e. .n.o.w.
.a.n.d. .o.n.l.y. s.i.g.n. .w.h.e.n. .i.t. .i.s. .g.o.n.e.
.n.e.v.e.r. .t.o. .r.e.t.u.r.n.

____when_we_were_young______
__we_want_ to_grow_older__
_now_that_we_have_grown_up___
_____we_want_to_go_back___
_to_how_things_were_________
______when_we_were_young_