Monday, April 30, 2007
back... wanted to update ytd... bt weren't free... had to do the stupid song...
ytd... morn went tuition... the kid did not do wat i wanted him to do... end up we wasted a lot of tym... haiz... aniway, went down to play a while with ting n bing... so cute ar! LOL... den chat chat wit my guardian a while... slack a while b4 goin study... reached thr just nice as they were headin back to lib after lunch... den studied... brain immediately congessed... aftermath of losin too much slp... den in order to relax(jus an excuse) we went to play pool... pros = angela, chenchen n zikang, noobs = mi, ken n weeleong... LOL grpings have to be one noob one pro... so mi wit zikang, ken with angela, weeleong with chenchen... 1st round, KA went against WC... WC won... cos of chenchen =x... den is my grp against WC... we won... thx to wee leong who put in 3 solids =x... so we were onli let wit 5 balls(includin black) to deal with =x... nxt of coz, is our team against KA... they won-_-... coz ithe "pro-est" mi went to put in the black ball... LOL... ps zikang haha... ya both of us didn't tot the endin wuld be liddat... cos we tot we stood a pretty good chance =x... aniway... nxt went back to WC against KA... WC won HAHA... lol... thruout whole session wee leong very cham... lol.. every tym anione b4 him tio free ball, the immediate reaction wuld be "hai hao shi wee leong" =x... so bad... esp angela n zikang lor... HAIZ...
den zikang, angela n ken went home while mi weeleong n chen chen went back study... brain congessed again-_-... SIANS... lol... den went dinner wit wee leong b4 chiong-ing home HAHA... chiong home... write song... wanted to compose new one... coz the other tym i didn't wrote the chorus seriously... bt no tym... so i built on it lor... k la not too bad... managed to squeeze sth out of my congessed brain n wrote the song within one nite... though nt exactly good bt tink presentable bah...
today... jyians came and "invaded" jj... LOL just lik we did last yr... saw all these familiar faces... and of course, OUR BELOVED MR LIM!!! WOO~~~ he simply rocks lor with the same old cute smile on his wrinkled face... lol christina ng was thr too (i got "high" =x)... lol... got the chance to interact with sum of them HAHA... civis... dance performace... JUYING ONE BETTER!!! NICER EFFECTS!!! BETTER COORDINATION!!! BETTER MOVES!!! BETTER FEEL!!! BETTER ORGANISATION!!! SO MUCH BETTER!!! =x... lol tink all jyians thr will agree mi lor... HAHA... den took back maths paper... 3/15... haha spent 1/2 hour doin qns worth onli 6 marks... n didn't even get 75% in these qns... + it was trigo... one of my best topics in my best subject... if say i got the 6 marks still ok... 3? lol... one of the deepest dent i've ever felt... mr wee said he had to send mi for remedial... CHENG YING MING GOING FOR MATHS REMEDIAL... i tink i did better in my chem... wat else can i sae? n it was just b4 the phy test... rite my mood was totally down n was abt to break down liao... tink helga sort of noticed n was worried... aniway, the phy paper cheered my mood up a little... weren't as bad as i tot i wuld be... n rite after i handed in the paper den i realize i culd have just tikam n put in ani value in the mcqs i skipped=x LOL stupid-_-... nvm i dunno the real ans aniway... lol... the phy paper sort of diverted mi frm my maths... and aftertt, my mood is back to normal... n i've decided tt i realli nid to mug... LOL... one strength of mine? haha... got 3 for two consec maths tests le... nxt tym... i'm gonna get back to 75% at least LOL...
aftersch went idp... nt good coz i had sore throat n i had to sing... aniway he said tt my chorus was good... bt he didn't listen properly to my verse so he culdn't comment... LOL...
k la... end of entry for today...
--I Need a Nap--
10:01 PM
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Sunday, April 29, 2007
yoz back for update... wanted to update on mon... bt now i forgot wat happened tt makes mi feel lik updatin...
mon... went idp aftersch... nid write song... bt kip on no inspiration... in the end... use the half hour between idp n pc chiong out one chorus + tune... den realize gt ppl wrote onli one verse bt no tune... i consider good le... LOL... den went home... saw sandy... n ceyu... tink ceyu realli look younger n more cheerful le... as if he's happier... even sandy agrees about tt... had lots of fun talkin n chattin... haha... glad to see tt they are still very fine... nth in fridge except egg~... so my dinner = egg congee... k la quite nice... very nutritous sia... tt day gt pc sumore... let's hope tt i realli will slim down -_-...tue... nth much, went home early, n had egg congee again...wed... chem... titration... got reasonably accurate readins after onli 2 titrations! n thus, i'm nt the last few tis tym! HAHA so happy... aftersch gt debate... mr chua took over... k la i came out with some lame points... n turned the class upside down though it shld've been a borin topic... LOL... i regret choosin tt topic so much... n regretin being the prop... it's easy bt not fun at all... SIANS... aniway aftertt went home... saw sandy again... this tym we touched on more sensitive topics abt the board... tink i was a bit agitated when i said those things... lol wanted to told her those stuff on mon... bt i didn't... i nv mentioned ani names either... just expressed my disappointment when i heard those things... haiz...thur... a very special day =D... had phy spa trial... i suck... i direcly plotted t against x without look at the eqn... den realized it was a curve-_-... so i replot... n u can guess wat happens nxt... didn't finish ani calculations... HAHA... sad lor tink my points very accurate... heng i decided nt to do the 5th point... if not i wun even have the tym to finish plottin n writin abt the anomalous point thingy... den aftersch... had to wait for him... HAHA was alone... ken pei mi for a while... den i went on to study on my own while he went off wit his friends... so aftertt, we went dinner... den walk walk abt till he say he's tired... so went home... LOL fairly simple this tym... bt i was very glad to know... tt he decided to participate in the chemistry olympia... lol... went home.. pia lit...fri... aftersch... stayed... chatted... LOL... had fun chattin... oh ya jj bball team beat aj... chio... lol... helga was high =X... yongtao, wuzhou, zhangfan, fangming, shenrong were captivated by wu zi qi... wingkin n weekheng chatted with us for sometym... ken, zikang n arthur joined us briefly... den went home... lol watched bleach 121 n 122.. wanted to watch 123 too bt my eyes cnt open...today... phy makeup lessons... den watched them(zikang, wingkin, zhangfan, wuzhou, weekheng, chenchen) play bball for a while b4 goin off... lol not bad nice watchin them coz all can play... got fight... had my "lunch"... sumtin gross call "omelette sado"... bought n microwaved at petrol station... finished it aniway... a habit lol... been goin against it twice since sch started le... regret buyin so much everytym... went tuition... den went my guardian hse slp n play with ting ting b4 mittin the bytches... lol onli 4 were thr other den mi... emo.mizJ honeyCx troublesomeZ n wild-wOw... lol they had pool b4 i joined them... had a hard tym concealin my sch logos when i went in to watch their last game... interestin... in the end they didn't do the forfeit... LOL den went ljs for dinner... den mich had to leave T.T ... 4 of us went walk walk... vanee went to look at cross stitch stuff... den pei est go look at contacts... LOL... den went pasar malam... wait for vanee n dajie.... which is when est told mi more things tt happened... i was damnit down when i heard tt... disappointed... den saw wei jian... he went sentosa... communicated thru sms as we were far frm each other... i suddenly realize i weren't tt close with him back in sec sch... lol... went home... flooded friendster's bulletin board...sian... feel so disappointed in my sec sch n my juniors now... wee kheng is rite... JUYING REALLY SUCKS... well k it used to rock in my eyes... in our eyes... bt now... i'm feelin totally upset abt it... n the teachers... left with few tt i still respect... n i misses those teachers... too bad will hardly get to see them le... since will be advise to leave aniway... even though the hair is not dyed... junior abuse authority, are damnit bias, mess up the prefects room... teachers over control n over relax at all the wrong aspects, fail to consider the morale of the board, despise my batch, act against their words... I HATE THIS SCHOOL NOW... k i agree we are not a good batch... did not live up to expectations... do teachers realli have to hate us to this extent? k teachers who read this may say tt i'm assumin... YES I AM... bt my assumptions are not base-less... u may think tt i'm immature... HOW DO U DEFINE MATURE??? i'm nt immature... it's just tt i'm a student n i'm able to see more things about students more than teachers can... and obviously teachers cnt rmb how they were lik when they were a student... + generation gap... esp those in the upper seats... bt they use to be concern abt feedbacks... do they now? i can guess some of the reactions my teachers wuld have when they read this... plz, i'm nt referin to everyone... just some... disappointment.... will u teachers understand how i feel? my heart really aches... k la i'm just stupid bt i cnt help it... esp since i noe how ridiculous it is... n rmb how i kept insistin tt although my sch is nt fantastic and famous, it enriched n made a difference on my life n i realli love it n i miss tt sch... and tt my sch is not bad at all... n i tink we have sum of the best leaders cultivated in juying... bt now... what can i sae? how can i feel? just down... n totally upset... tis sch shld realli close down... heng thr're still good teachers inside... if nt i tink the students, includin my sis, are realli goin to suffer...
--I Need a Nap--
3:42 PM
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Sunday, April 22, 2007
lol... hihi back for update HAHA... k today went to study... i was the earliest-_-... followed by wee leong... den chen chen... den kent... den weekheng, who came to play-_-den met up with ken n zikang to have lunch... coz tot if i go to have lunch with the 3 of them(studyin de) will be quite odd... so, we ate n we chat, b4 weeleong n angela n weekheng went to have lunch... so study study study... pia chem... woo found atomic structure quite cool! difficult bt interestin! haha...after study, went to have dinner with weeleong... at mac... at 1st we were supposed to have pool or movie de... bt everyone sian... LOL... den during dinner... talked alot with wee leong... WAIT NO... is talked a lot TO wee leong (not with)... haha... POOR WEE LEONG... DROWNED in MY THOUGHTS... haha... dun worry u'll get used to it... and den u will realize tt what u'd learnt abt today was NOT EVEN THE TIP OF THE ICEBERG.... LOL... good luck to u =x... aniway, glad tt my tots actually enlightened him... haha... good job boy... cheers n move on!lol... gonna stop here... nid to do PI draft 3, lit n song by tml-_-.... cya!
--I Need a Nap--
11:51 PM
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Saturday, April 21, 2007
woo~~~ lol back for update... yea as u can see, my mood is back to being crazy!!! woo~~~ lol...
today went for tuition in the mornin... omg his exams is comin soon! n mine too! omg tink have to try to leave out some tym for him... aniway can see tt he's improvin by leaps n bounds! which is good! haha gives mi a sense of satisfaction... aniway aftertt, went down to by guardian hse again! haha tingting so damnit cute! lol... these cute little babies realli can cheer mi up alot... just by lookin at the way they play n the way they hung on to mi... so sweet of them... lol... oso glad to noe tt my guardian is gettin wat she deserves n nid... LOL... miss them so much...
went to je to make my new ezlink card... wit him acc-in mi... lol... haha still hope tt i will get back my old one =x... if possible my whole card holder =x... LOL... hopefully will get it back by next wk... lol den we went to have lunch (it was 4pm=x) before goin to jr lib to study...
lol so the day ended with mi back to home and the routine stuff... haha thx dickee... k tink i better go and mug on my PI now...
Life - just get better?
Path - is clear?
Move - on?
--I Need a Nap--
9:59 PM
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back for an update... now 12 liao... so it's sat...
fri... had maths test... onli done 1st 2 qns (6 out of 15 marks)... didn't even touch the last 2 at all... coz the clever mi tot it was 1 hr... n i onli realize my mistake 1 min b4 the end of the paper... so u can guess wat happens nxt... sad... trigo is supposedly one of my best chpts... den... realized tt my chi book was lost... tink i left it in the canteen... cnt find.. nvm la... gt write name n class... hopefully can get it back... den... calculator oso lost... accompanied mi thru o lvls... k it's lame nvm abt tt... anw ltr realize it was with lydia... thx ken for helpin mi to find it... k la i gt a spare one with my sis... just tt my mood was just nice nt gd.. coz of the test n the lost of my chi txt... + of coz my cardholder... tink the onli ting i was quite glad abt is tt zhang fan is "back"... coz i realize he is very scary when he dun talk crap... k a bit crazy... aniway, went to make a police report... hopefully can find my card holder... k la at least i didn't lost my gc lik wuzhou did... den i met lin ser on the bus... lol 1st tym we talked for so long... was talkin abt mani stuff... n it did cheer mi up a little... though i went back to the same mood after he alighted... he intro-ed mi to this http://www.alluc.net... also a video-sharin site lik youtube... bt tink this one have more american shows... which is gd... lol...
k... went home... fell aslp... wake to find tt i was goin to be late for the celebration... tt's when i recieve the news tt my calculator was found... lol... realli thx... n of coz, i cheered up alot... after i reached... den i realize pizza hut gt mani ppl... thr were 48 diners frm bl sec... had to wait... haiz shld have went to reserve the seats earlier... mistake on my part... forgot to consider tt not onli us are free on fri nite... mani ppl are free then... so everywhr was book... in the end after hoverin at jp for 1 n a half hr, we headed towards 651 to have zhi char... by then, est n ky had to leave... sry it was a wasted trip for ur... haiz so left wit 13 ppl... mi ceyu tingwei cs vanee mich dickee drew edwin ivy les ps joel... k at least tink we were full... den i tot things were pickin up as we were quite high when we were eatin... except for a few bah... coz ivy n dickee was crackin lame jokes n it realli turned up the atmosphere which ppl laughin n jokin abt...
after dinner, tingwei edwin mich n drew had to go home... they were tired... even cy had to go home... his mum called him... which is sad coz he was the pig's trotters (zhu jiao) for the outin... left 8 of us to go dickee hse play mahjong... 2 tables... den the atmosphere of my table (wit ps, van n cs) was damn low... the other one was still ok i tink... coz i heard ivy voice soundin high... 1st tym i play mahjong till so sian...den we went home 1st... didn't feel lik playin... on the way back... asked them whether sat afternoon was a better time... n they agree... coz sum ppl are very tired after the whole day in sch... some ppl cnt make it on sat nite so fri nite n sat noon was the onli possible tym for all... n i chose fri nite coz i tot it was a convienient tym for everyone... den i realize it was onli convienient f0r sum of us... n obviously it was a very wrong choice... sry guys...
haiz... so the day ended... with mi feelin down... on my way to make the police report, i was thinkin... maybe why i'm losin all this things... is realli becos i've been very careless lately... allowin myself to dwell in my own thoughts and allowin myself to become careless... even as i tink of these, i wonder if i shld be happy tt i'm losin material stuff... even though they are stuff tt conjures my memory, i wuld sae my memory wun realli fail mi in such things... afterall, wat matters is i dun lose the real stuff... bt the thing is, i dun feel tt all these are the onli stuff i've lost.. n i'm afraid tt all these is just a prelude to losin more... k i realli tink too much... bt i cnt help it... born with these sucky char.. once i'm alone, i tink n tink... even when i'm nt alone, i tink... sumtyms i wonder if i tink in my slp too... k i'm tinkin again...
aniway, i dun intend to give up maths... afterall i've been in love wit it for so long... just try my best bah... n hopefully i can get my card holder n my chi book back soon...
k la.. better end here... nid to go tuition tml...
--I Need a Nap--
2:14 AM
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Thursday, April 19, 2007
lol... back for a new update... this few days weren't very smooth-sailin...
went for my idp on mon... music composition... n yeah it rocks.. LOL... were to write a song within these few weeks...
den tue... supposed to celebrate his b'day.... cos i gt debate on wed... bt thr was some seminar for j1s n my mum didn't work that day... so my plans went haywired... anyway i was the main usher for the event... together with wee kheng... coz my civis tutor (form teacher) is one of the main coordinater for that event... n of coz i volunteered... lol... missed the feelin so much... bt i still think tt the organization in jyss was better =x... den... i realized i lost my card holder... with neoprints n movie tickets n namecards inside... SIAN...
wed... lol... had lit in the mornin... the poem was damnit nice =x... it's an Artistic-RATED poem... esp the last stanza (paragraph) http://www.luminarium.org/sevenlit/marvell/coy.htm ... lol... helga n ken took some tym to interpret it while me, junda n wee leong didn't even nid to tink =x... den... chem test... tink i screwed it up... damnit... didn't complete most of the qns... den... pw... rechoose grps.... chosen on tue bt my civis tutor realized it was nt the way those 'upstairs' wanted... n i tio zhangfan yongtao n weekheng... makes mi very worried... might nt be able to cooperate...all of us are leaders... lik wat used to happen between mi n andrew... aniway tink zhangfan was the most affected... i guess it's coz of sth, bt i dun tink i wan to discuss it here... aniway felt quite guilty... while jokin abt, i guess i forgot to consider abt his feelins... he sort of shouted at mi for the 1st tym... n i realize he was realli upset of the grp...
den... had chem prac... i realli cnt describe how happy i was... for the 1st tym this yr... i completed my titrations within 3 readings n i wasn't the last to finish! (k i was the 2nd last, just before chen chen)... n yes, the readins were constant... LOL... den went for the public speakin comp... i went in late at 2.30... didn't noe it started at 2... aniway i was still doin my titration den =x... so i didn't noe i nid to collect a freakin piece of paper, n when it was my turn, (order based on lots), i was asked to go back to complete some forms while sum1 else speaks... n the person did not put my paper back into tt box... k so in the end, 4 of us were denied the chance to speak by a fat fat round round indian lady... disappointed... spent one night on it... aniway, we spoke while the judges were outside... didn't bother to use my script n the mic coz i wun be comfortable with those things aniway... just spoke n i tink i wun speak tt well with the judges ard... i wuld have just freaked out... k i trembled a little i tink... bt i tink i was ok... was comfortable... lol n den i realize we realli weren't supposed to use scripts n mics-_-
so aftertt, had debate... the challenge was fun... den... went to celebrate his b'day...didn't do much bt bought him a cake n had dinner wit him... + sum walkin ard... haiz... sry i didn't do much... spent 3 hrs together onli... even slp on the bus ride home... luckily he was ard if nt i wuld've overslp...
today... pretty sian day... esp since sth happened in the mornin... again... the same thing just keep happenin? haiz.. zhang fan didn't come today... tink he was too affected... didn't even turn out for the chem prac... mad rush to finish my chem which is due today since i didn't touch it at all ytd... kept dozin off =x... den... chi test... i didn't noe thr was one... ok la... just do lor... den... went down to clementi... to check with my card holder was found... was very happy when i saw a lot of records... onli to realize tt none of them belongs to mi... den reached home... realized i lost one of my fav earstuds.. tink coz i was slpin on the bus... haiz... nt the 1st tym i lose a ear stud i lik... bt the feelin of losin so much at one go is overwhelmin...
oh ya... got 3 marks out of 10 for my MATHS test... yea it wasn't a typo error... it was during a maths test tt i scored tt much... tink most of u can guess y... just the same few reasons again... tink too much n tink too slow... HAHA... tml lecture test... hope tt i can score better... actually supposed to score onli 2... the teacher was kind... haiz aniway i expected it la... so i was actually happy tt my teacher was kind to give mi one more mark... k la weren't happy... coz that mark is nt supposed to be given to mi aniway... tonite shld pia maths le... if i cnt score well for a maths test, i can forget abt the rest... n yes, i'll be defeating my main purpose of goin to jc... haiz...
still stuck here cos i gt so much i nid to sae yet i dunno how to put it in words... pw grpin... him... my stuff... my studies... my friends... i feel lik i'm losing grip... things which i'll miss... even tt stupid ugly photo of mi on my ezlink card... well i lik it realli much... if nt i wuldn't had went to collect it back... it all spells memory?
aniway, supposed to celebrate ceyu's birthday tml 7 at pizza hut... hope everyone will go and yes, we can go to pool aftertt... + i dun have debate so i dun have to bring xtra clothes to change...
--I Need a Nap--
7:22 PM
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Monday, April 16, 2007
yea... back frm study, effect = brain burstin & risked missin my stop... nt coz i studied too much, bt coz i didn't slp too much... sians... aniway, was onli 5 mins late... n all the tables are taken-_-... SO SIAN... den chen chen arrived... followed by song sue n ken... angela came next... n den ppl just kip comin n goin... frm our class thr's also zikang, weeleong n lydia... the rest were chen chen's friends... den when for lunch... was stupid... n didn't bring my jacket along... heng chen chen was nice enuff to lent mi his... angela dun be jealous hor=x... den after i went back... decided to join the other table since zikang left... kinda weird ard chen chen's friends coz i dun realli noe them... though all of them were very friendly... bt didn't understand the topics they were discussin abt...
k i was alone at the table, coz the 4 of them (lydia, ken, angela n song sue) went to have their lunch... was doin chi... sianzation... den they come back... n directly no mood to study le... all jokin abt... lydia is damn funny lor... esp her grandmother's story... haha when i sae tt i literally mean the story of lydia's grandmother... haha her grandmother is so cute! the 4 of us were laughin lik we wun get to laugh again... HAHA... den went back at 6... while waitin in line for my bus, i rmb tt i did not eat... so i went to ljs... so sad... i was all alone T.T... oh ya saw ceyu ks n tw while leavin... den went back n almost missed my stop coz i dozed off... met him lol n he walked mi up while i feigned ignorance abt his birthday=x... LOL... so bad of mi=x
haha today went pass... another day gone... n culdn't kip my brain frm workin... oready plannin abt cy's birthday... hopefully all can go... haha... damn lame... lor... sry cy have to celebrate the birthday belatedly too...
dun realli have the mood to update now le... just want to paste a song's lyrics here... haha not a strange song to 3E 06
Vitamin C - Graduation (Friends Forever)
And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives,
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25.
I keep thinking times will never change,
Keep on thinking things will always be the same.
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back,
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track.
And if you got something that you need to say,
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day.
Because we're moving on and we cant slow down.
These memories are playing like a film without sound.
And I keep thinking of that night in June,
I didn't know much of love but it came too soon.
And there was me and you and well we got real blue,
Stay at home talking on the telephone, with me,
We'd get so excited and we'd get so scared,
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair.
And this is how it feels.
[Chorus]
As we go on,
We remember,
All the times we,
Had together,
And as our lives change,
Come whatever,
We will still be
Friends Forever.
So if we get the big jobs and we make the big money,
When we look back now will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school,
Still be try to break every single rule?
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, keep thinking that it's not goodbye,
Keep on thinking its our time to fly,
And this is how it feels.
[Chorus]
We will still be
Friends Forever.
Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow? (somehow)
I guess I thought that this would never end,
And suddenly it's like we're women and men.
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us round,
Or will these memories fade when I leave this town?
I keep, keep thinking that its not goodbye,
Keep on thinking its our time to fly.
[Chorus] x3
LOL... miss this song... miss LK... HAHA...
--I Need a Nap--
1:10 PM
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Sunday, April 15, 2007
HEY!!! yoz back after a busy week! haha... this wk ar... busy... practically slp onli 3-4 hrs each day! poor mi T.T... HAHA nth much... mm... tues went for idp... den realize it was on mon... the msg sent had an error-_-... thurs had my 1st sparin... nervous n i trembled... HAHA... fri didn't do much of PC (hooray!)... k tt's the few highlights in the week... OH YA! thr's a new boy in the class! haha our class gettin more UN le... LOL... k la nt tt i dun welcome him... afterall he quite cute + he plays basketball (helga gets excited)... but tt equals i have to go n get all the notes for him all over again-_- sianz... + he missed so much lessons... bt heard frm wing kin tt he learn quite fast so shld be ok...
aniway, today was a good day! k went for tuition in the mornin... den aftertt... went down to my guardian hse... HAHA i love ting ting n bing bing! they're so damn cute... n ting ting is so attached to mi tt when i wanted to leave today, she whined! and wanted mi to bring her along! haha... missed them so much... n culdn't realli get to visit them... n my guardian still as cute as ever =X...
when to mit est aftertt... wanted to go to zinc... to buy a present HAHA... den realize tt the whole 3rd floor of edge is under renovation-_-... so had to go to the outlets at the street... which i didn't feel lik doin... aniway, b4 tt we went to choose a bracelet for mich at perlini's silver! haha agree with dickee tt it's hard to find sth so nice at perlini's silver! so est n i decided to buy tt bracelet for mich... both of us tot it was very nice!!! den aftertt the person sae got what stupid promotion... can buy another braclet for $5 n get a free notebook or sth liddat... didn't realli wanted to buy bt did in the end-_-... coz the braclet wasn't very suitable for our friends... was troublin abt who we can give the bracelet to-_-
so aniway, we went to the street to buy my present... haha while choosin the present, i was very troubled coz of the size of the present... the small one nicer the big one not nice... so was wonderin which one i shld choose coz i'm scared tt the nice one is too small for the books n notes... though it's better den the current bag... tink est was sian lor coz i choose prezzies quite long de... helpin mi choose lol... throwin suggestions at mi lol... aniway, the salesperson who is a boy says tt he agree tt the small one is nicer n tt he will be turned off by the big one(a good promoter or a bad one?)-_-... so i bought d small bag...
den, accompanied est to sim lim coz she wanted to buy portfolio for her laptop... didn't realli want to go coz it was very far n i didn't felt lik walkin... aniway it wasn't a wasted trip coz i checked the prices of my hp add-ons n realize tt it's very cheap over thr! tonnes of times cheaper!(extravagation) so might go thr nxt wk again to buy =x... den est decided not to buy it thr n we went back to the shoppin centre to buy it-_- LOL she bought a plain one n a small soft toy which she is goin to attach to the portfolio! cute! haha she's afterall the designer in the class.
went to marina bay zhen fa for steamboat aftertt... for mich birthday! est n i arrived late... thr was dickee, mich, vanee, ps, ivy, les, ceyu, joel, ks, andrew, claudia, tingwei n cs... haha her birthday was on the 13th the fri... bt sum of us are not free on weekdays, so her birthday was celebrated belatedly... we talked alot abt our current life n showed off the cheers we learnt... and some of us agree tt jyss is not realli so excitin as we tot it was... didn't had tt mani cheers... bt some of them still prefer jyss coz their schs quite sian... ltr most of them left the table for arcade... den i ask mich to see if she liked the present n i'm so glad tt she loved it! coz normally my choice of accessories differs frm those of the other girls(except ky?)...partly coz i lik plainer stuff... so when she sae she liked the present i was so delighted tt i decided to take a photo of her wearin it! even dickee sae it's nice HAHA... *sense of achievement*=x haha we gave the other bracelet to ps... coz tink it suits her more... we den went to the arcade to gather everyone to leave... the bus was so full, bt a van driver frm 101 came and offer to drive us to the mrt station aftertt at 50cents per person coz he's goin thr for the free shuttle service aniway... was is good for all of use coz most of my friends are usin adult fare, the van is faster and we didn't have to squeeze with the ppl or walk thr... 5cents more for a fast n comfortable ride LOL...
we went to the settlers cafe or the mind cafe (forgot the name)... it's a board game cafe... we split into 2 tables... drew, cy, cs, joel, ks n tingwei in one table n the other 9 of us in another... haha the other table play the game of life when our table started with sum game call sabotage or sth liddat, which some have to dig the way to the gold n some have to sabo them by puttin dead ends... the game was so-so we ended it after 3 rounds n moved on to apples for apples, which we decided not to play the moment the person explained it to us... it's a game to convince ppl-_- sounds lik gp-_-... so we moved on to jungle speed, a reaction game... whr the real fun begins! HAHA... the whole table of us were laughin so hard n so loud, bangin the tables n all tt tt the boys frm the other table was starin angrily at us in vain for us to shut up... haha sry for embrassin all of u, bt we culdn't stop... the funniest part was when vanee disposed off the cards onli to get them back again... haha we were so nervous and laughing so hard till we felt lik vomittin... OMG it's internal injuries LOL... we had 4 rounds of it and was so damn addicted... didn't try to move on to another game HAHA... after a while, cy, cs, joel, ks n tingwei left and drew join us for the game, n he too was laughin lik mad! haha great he finally culd understand why we went so siao=x... in the end, vanee lost 2 rounds, les lost one, n drew lost one... lol... tink we'll have the forfeits nxt wk =x... though we agree tt the cafe is nt as good as pitshop, we realli enjoyed ourselves!
good times ends fast, n when we left for home(ran 2.4 to chase after claud n est who was walkin far ahead=X), the five girls (mi, vanee, claudia, ps n est) were emo-in on the bus... haiz... when can we mit again? haiz... the day is so good... tt the aftermath is we all start emo-ing abt when we can had such outings again... 4 yrs passed... went thru so much together... onli to find tt good things dun last... we knew these frm the start... bt tt doesn't make us a bit less upset when the real things comes... didn't manage to prepare us at all... i still miss all of them... when we mit again, things wun be the same animore... ppl change n adjust to the environment... how long will things last? everyone is startin sch... will we realli fulfil our promise to kip in touch? will all the girls fulfil the promise of the monthly girls outin? i miss all of u so much T.T... haiz... n sum of them are nt happy in their new class... i tink i'm just plain lucky to end up in a class tt i lik so much... bt they didn't haf the same luck... haiz... i dunno wat i can do... was even more upset tt i rmb tt i wanted to leave after the steamboat... coz i wan to do my hw n get rest so tt i can study more efficently the nxt day when i go study with my class... ya tt's impt... bt how much tym is left for us to realli mit n go out liddat? n i'm so glad tt i didn't... coz i had a lot of fun n i was with them... yea got scolded when i came home but so? i'm happy when i hang out with my friends and i didn't wan to leave halfway thru it... i missed them... n we were suppose to celebrate mich's birthday... leavin halfway weren't very nice n i was even more guilty when i realize the main purpose of the celebration... n i culd understand her dissappointment... so sry... i was so glad tt i did not leave... i missed all of u! yea can go on n bhb now coz i admit tt i realli miss all of u n i noe tt all of u miss mi too!=x... lol... haiz... timetables will clash... just hope tt no one will forget all these... haha a purpose of the blog? perhaps... just hope tt everyone will realli try to treasure the tym now at least? no more fightin plz? LOL... so glad when i see tt everyone enjoyed themselves today... make mi very comforted... lol... frm all the disappointment the past few months... LOL...
LOL long-winded entry... tink i better end it here... have to wake up early ltr to study LOL...
--I Need a Nap--
6:20 PM
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Monday, April 09, 2007
k i'm back... been seeing mi a bit too often these days... hope ppl are nt gettin bored LOL... went to ps hse to mahjong ytd after the tuition... k went to touch wall practically... reached thr at ard 4, and went off at 5.30-_- haha nvm used to it le... when i just reach, vanee n ps were playin audi, while ky n ks watch them play... coz thr weren't enuff ppl to play the mahjong, i went on to do my hw =x haha hardworkin hor? =x... bt claudia came and saved the day! wahaha... i was so glad tt i didn't have to go to her hse to do homework... so, had a few rounds with vanee ps n ks while ky n claudia had their eyes stuck to the coms audi-ing... didn't had very good luck, didn't won in any round, not lik usual =x tink coz i brought lots of books along? =x haha i miss mahjong! =x...
went to study with ken, weeleong n songsue today... a couple of them wanted to come, bt they either didn't cfm with us or studied sumwhr else... tink andrew wanted to come too bt didn't when he realize i was with clasmates... so anyway, we studied at jp lib for a while den ken weeleong n i went to je to watch "the hitcher"... haha been watchin lots of movies lately... shld try to restrain le... the movie weren't exactly nice, bt it made mi attentive n well, it was gross... esp the part whr the body was ripped into half =s... aftertt when to study again... went to je lib den chenchen called us to mit him... due to communication probs, we tot they were at jp lib n we rushed thr, bt in the end they were in je-_- so nvm, we carried on to study at jp lib our own... ken feel aslp halfway=x... den at abt 6, weeleong n i went for dinner while ken left to have his dinner at home
i made the decision today... i decided to give ourselves another chance... HAHA cs pls dun haiz at wat i sae =x i noe u will =x... i asked him if he want to try again... he sae yes... den i tot, since both of us cnt let go, y nt give each other a chance again? haha... bt i'm still worried... tink we're both feelin the stress now... wat will happen to us? perhaps the nxt tym tis happens again, we both shld accept tt it's the end le rite? by then, i tink we'll be too worn out n tired to do anitin... if onli i didn't accept him? den we might still be very good friends now... wit no such probs between us... bt being wit him... was true, was nice... i lost a friend who noe how to comfort mi, bt gained a companion... bt the support was gone... the expectations went up... the stress come in... the faith was lost... a price i paid to give us a chance when we're nt ready? bt now tt it's begin... how to end it just lik tt? with all those things we went thru... n all those emotions...
k i better go n do mi PI now... nid hand in on tue... dunno when i'm blog again, hope soon LOL...
--I Need a Nap--
12:56 PM
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Saturday, April 07, 2007
omg i wanted to update ytd de... guess wat? i dozed of halfway thru it! omg didn't realized i was so tired... this was wat i typed ytd b4 i dozed off:
"right, i'm surprise i actually decided to update my blog again. k anyway, this two days were just slpy n tiring days for mi... bt fun too HAHA... glad tt i always end up in classes that are quite united and hit off well... within 3 weeks we already have a class outin! ok onli 9 out of the 21 ppl went, bt most of the rest culdn't coz they weren't able too... they didn't have a choice ok?
well we went to watch the reaping... the story was nice! and dammit GROSS ok? all the maggots n flies... sea of blood... EEK!!! poor little girl... haiz... den 8 of us (mi helga angela fangming yunfan weeleong yongtao zhangfan) while ken went home...
well the worst part comes here when i see DESMOND TAN working at the KCF IN JP!!! OMG!!! i was completely traumatized k? my mouth just kip tremble non-stop coz of it... OMG... i will nv go thr again unless he is nt workin thr animore"
k nth very impt to add on to ytd's event, so i'll just continue abt today... went for my og outing, well it was fun, we went to have breadfast at cafe, den we headed for ying quan's hse... we watched "long mao" while ying quan was preparin food in the kitchen... marinatin the prawns... haha suddenly miss the days we went for bbq and steamboats... too bad i wasn't allowed to help... den after a while we decided tt we shld play our games... i missed 1st few rounds coz of sumtin , but aftertt i joined them i n it was fun! coda is fun! haha... den who had "dinner"... ying quan prepared it! haha... den aftertt, earnest called to say tt he's comin n we came up with the idea of ambushin him, which his mum didn't agree wit... bt i bombed him aniway n the water tio his shirt when we agreed tt the bomb shld onli be by his feet... n i tink his mum weren't happy abt it...
k aniway, we played indian poker nxt n rite, it was fun, and esp fun to sabo yingquan =x... i was very lucky nt to tio coz earnest n pengtiong were helpin mi... k den after a while, mani of them who always tio decided that they drank enuff water (forfeit was to drink the water the other players poured... abt 3 small bowls of water), so we moved on to truth or dare... which evolved into truth ltr when we realize that there wasn't much dare we can do thr... and this is the 1st tym i tink tt playin just "truth" is alot more fun den playing just "dare", perhaps coz we dun realli noe each other yet so thr were a lot we can ask, and the questions were very funny...
while we were playin, ppl were slowly feelin sian... used up too much energy at the start i tink... noelle, vanessa, fangjie and kai kee went while the rest of use who stayed (pengtiong, mi, yingquan, earnest, sein teng and amirah) talked abt doin business, the new club, goals and the council... well naturally i'm more interested in the topic of the council, bt thr wasn't much gd thing for mi to sae abt it, except abt ppl whom i was impressed wit... and of coz, my mood weren't very fantastic at the end of it... they came back n den we went to jp to have dinner... i tink i was the onli one who didn't eat anitin... didn't have appetitie... in fact my appetite is really poor this 2 days... i didn't eat much when i went to the class outin ytd too... due to the lack of slp? k aniway we went home aftertt... and tt's all for the day...
--I Need a Nap--
2:50 PM
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Wednesday, April 04, 2007
ALL RIGHT I'M BACK!!! k the only reason i want to blog is because i've decided that i'm bored enough by the homework AND AS U CAN SEE, i did not change my blogskins, which i usually did everytym i blog after a long tym... esp since this pic is still one of the most memoriable pics... 1st batch of sec 4E1s to organize the sec one camp! besides, i didn't have adobe photoshop in my new com, so it's impossible for mi to come up with a new blogskin... all i did was to change the size of the pic n add the song... it's "gei zi ji de qing ge" by "liang yong qi"...
well a new yr started, many things took place and happened, with the most memorable chalets and outing... the good happen, and the bad happen... bt it's tym to set out to a new journey and leave the things behind... i still miss all my friends! haiz... too bad we didn't get the chance to organize a 3rd chalet... everyone is busy, with their orientation n studies... all of us are so disperse now, and i tink it'll realli be hard for us to mit in the future... i'm oready missin all the mahjong sessions, the steamboats and esp the chalets and bbqs!... not forgetin all the tonning!!! ARGHZ i miss them all... but now, our holidays falls on different dates, and everyone is scattered all over the island, will we still be able to meet up as often as we want to? esp if i'm nt wrong, our holidays n exams will clash...
only 8 of us went to jc... 6 in jj, 1 in pj, 1 in ij(nt in the clique =X)... so when i can go out, most prob i can onli look for this other 6 of them in jj n pj the future? unless we go out on sundays... but one thing i can look forward to is the monthly girls outing! pitshop was nice! LOL... as things gets on now, more things are arisin to complicate the matters... been quite disappointed at several issues... a lot of tyms... bt wat can i do? nth to stop it... despite the fact that we noe the amt of tym left is little... was it worth it? we goin seperate ways... shldn't we try to do it with everyone upset abt seperating instead of ppl being unhappy? i dunno... and all i noe is tt's nt the onli thing tt i'm upset abt... and i'm caught... yes or no? feelings or faith? heart or brain? i'm nt sure... i guess i'm just have to decide abt it myself...
k enough of the emo-ing... in case u dun noe, my sub comb is H2 phy chem n maths and H1 lit... my class is 07S25 and my cca is debate club... up til now it's still manageable but it's gettin tiring for me... but i'm lucky that all my teachers are all quite interesting and easy going, inculding the chinese teacher! haha... the onli teacher who is nt so interesting and easy going except for his potato size and the way he talk wuld my my chem teacher? bt he's quite experience so i'm nt worried... the onli thing tt i'm VERY worried abt is the PW... haiz...
regrets, disapointment, stress and attachment... with the fact tt i nid to work very hard to catch up with my classmates, esp since i'm one of the poorest in the class... not lik back in sec sch whr i can sleep thru all lessons... which is partly why i do not wan to join the councillors' board... as much as i wan to be an active student, i need to get good grades for my "a" levels... n i'm determined nt to enter the councillors' board when i nid to sacrifice tym wit my friends... back in juying, i had andrew n esther with mi, so i still have company... bt now, no one in the class is joinin the board... n besides, i believed i've learnt enough abt tt... i shld try new things and get new experiences... by nt joinin it, i can use the tym to be more active in all the other activties...
k... spent enough tym here... time to go back to my work... dun expect mi to update again soon, since i'm nt sure when i'm have the mood to =X LOL... everyone... 4Es'06... JIA YOU!!!
--I Need a Nap--
1:08 PM
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