Tuesday, March 25, 2008
ok tink a better update now or most likely i'll be slackin abt bloggin =x
last week... sch reopened... =s
mon... pia maths with idiot, duc and seraphine... HAHA duc seraphine and i went runnin and watchin the bball guys for a bit while idiot continues to complete his work... den jalan here jalan thr... den last min lesson... den went home, very late indeed...
tue... maths block test... WOO not bad... shld be able to pass even if i realli dun do well... 50% i also will happy... haiz...
wed... eclub... jinhui and i just went thr to show our face and we can go ler... lol waited for grace as it was rainin anyway n i weren't in the usual romantic mood... esp after gettin drenched REALLY FROM HEAD TO TOE with idiot the other day, i figured tt it was unwise to get drenched again as i didn't have extra shoes... the other one was not realli dry yet... =s
thurs... worked out with grace and chin kang... HAHA quite fun, den went to the hawker and had a long chat thr... both of them quite nice to talk to LOL... my standing broad jump pass! but tis tym shuttle run fail! ARGH! shit wat happened?
fri... GOOD FRIDAY... went with duc to settle og shirt... den wanted to go his hse to see the piano... haiz he took the wrong bus-_-... in the end i still didn't get to see it LOL... met emer and junhao at je, pooled a while, den went to city hall to find angela... aftertt, we met up with ah gong chenchen and his friend whose name i forgot... ate den pooled again...
sat... badminton with class... haha played onli a few games... ahgong, chenchen, yongtao, fangming, shenrong zikang weekheng was there... zf joined mi ahgong and zikang for lunch... went studied, angela and desmy was thr... ch jh ahgong xueli join aftertt... studied, den dine... as we were waitin for ch to collect his notes, we sat on the steps at the ctrl station... which suddenly made mi recalled abt a flag day we went for... remembered how we were sittin thr, waitin for each other to submit their tins... forgot when was it, but knew that day we went out aftertt... the memory was very very faint... yet i knew it was real... think it was the one when we were in sec 4... emo-ed a bit... as i think back... all the camps, all the activities... the gel between us is... i miss it...
sun... went ky hse for piano, den van and mich came later... tried make up... HAHA not bad, but makin up is troublesome and ex... =s... HAHA den we went to play uno in her bro's room LOL... quite long since i've been with them le...
ytd returned home early to slp... HAHA! caught up with most of my slp tt i've miss... felt better... before tt was feelin nauseous nia...
today... duc's birthday! LOL... well chatted with weekheng and laixing in the canteen while waitin for idiot to end his lesson... returned kevin his newspaper and went to help the cookie hse auntie a little... well, wanted to make my own waffle, but no, must control my expenses and diet =s... idiot was lookin so dead, so we decided he wun be able to study... walked to jp den have sum food... chat chat chat before comin home...
a bit emo now... i miss the times...
--I Need a Nap--
11:31 PM
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well, time to clear a bit of cobwebs around the blog =D
should be doing my chem tutorial now... anyway anyway...
anyway, let's put a conclusion to the last term... nothing special realli happened last term after my last entry, except that part about goin to aaron's hse to study with yufeng and the getting back of results...
well, aaron's hse is nice and condusive to study in... although there're 2 irritating but cute dogs(bell and tess) which makes us wan to throw away the work and play with them (=x), i still managed to get quite a lot into my brain... HAHA i like the way he makes the idiot learn and study... and tt idiot actually passed! for the 1st time leh!
so yade, i got back my a level chinese... B dist... HAHA i was still wondering and worried (though i didn't spend a lot of time doin that due to the stupid chem test) wat if i never got above C? HAHA i realli think it will be GG for mi... afterall, my chi has always been one of my best sub... though i didn't realli study lar ( i had mad camp the week before, remember?), but well, if i cant do well in such a sub tt i've always been good at, den well, i can sae BB to my a levels... great...
anyway, i did reasonably ok for the tests at the end of last term... though i never realli listened in class? best, of cos is my maths... 25.5/30... i was so damn happy, my little effort to work hard paid off... well, tt was an easy paper, aniway... next, quite unexpected, is my Gp... 30/50... considered reasonably good in the class, where i tink linser and yongtao got highest (32/50) and junda being the next in line (31/50)... well, still... ashamed... yongtao have realli worked very hard to reach tt stage... it's an insult to all of us singaporeans who grew up speaking both mandrain and english... as well as a perfect wake up call... we really should ask ourselves: what have we been doing?
well the next two set of results is not very fantastic... phy i forgot how much... i onli noe i failed till very jialat... haiz... sian lar! LOL... chem is even more sian... phy i can understand... i didn't realli study for it... den chem studied so much, 15/35... =s... tot at least will be able to pass tis time... tink i'm realli a very disappointin student for miss chew... and mr chua LH... haiz... i see the paper i wanna kill myself... i realli dunno wat i doin in the test... a lot of potential marks sacrificed for dunno wat kind of freakin reasons nia...
well, tt's for last term... tis term will get better...
HAVE TO GET BETTER
well, anyway, it was holiday...
mon... went ky hse for piano and after tt we went go change our hairstyle a little... straightened (not reborn, tactic different) my frindge, while she dyed her hair... HAHA the effects turned out to be quite good LOL!
tue went out with cs yw yy and cc... went orchard to find the buffet thing yy was talkin abt... =S rain + tt place close... sian lar... in the end go tiong bahru plaza to have sakae... heng we found it if not the guys sure sian diao one... den after tt got back, changed, went for a run den join cs yw and cc for basketball... ran abt a little... wanted to wait for khiam to come b4 goin, but he was so damn late la...
wed... class outin... went da hse with wk, helga, ah gong and ser... HAHA his hse so nice!!! lol watch madtv vids on youtube and others funny ones... den wk and da went to fetch grace, and aftertt they decided to watch lord of the rings, the return of the king... HAHA waited for angela to come join us, and we went to buy alcholic drinks aftertt... she was so stone when she reached... went back, continued to watch as we drink... celebrated ser's b'day as well! HAHA! drank quite alot tt day... in the end i was swimmin so hard tt i used a bit of grace and wk's support... after dinner, played pool with angela weeleong and orange
thurs... chalet LOL! not realli og lar... HAHA... met up with jas and duc to get the stuff, den headed to the chalet with yenyu dejun zhewen xinyang tianyue and xiaoyang joinin us aftertt... LOL quite fun after the rain stopped... mass danced! HAHA... duc is a great partner! so was lik, dancin as we bbq HAHA! played ultimate code, with true and dare, den we went to the beach... stayed till abt 2, den return as xiaoyang needs her slp... the rest of us chatted till lik 5, den mi, duc jas and dejun went to get slp... haha duc and i drank a lot tt day... not as much as compared to durin the class outin la... but more as compared to the rest... tink tt's y we cnt realli hold thru the nite LOL...
jas and i woke up at 8 the next day and the while the rest(those who stayed up) slept... before tt, woke up for a while at 6.15 to wake xiaoyang up for her camp-_-... poor girl-_-... had a good shower, den cleared up and left for breakfast... join vanee they all at pitstop aftertt... LOL... played sequence, some "what can you think of from this" game... haha and some hand reaction game... LOL! fun lar! HAHA the reaction game i did quite fast leh! but the "what can you think of from this" game i was the most odd one and got the least points LOL... ivy and her meh was the overall winner for sequence... ps left earlier for her dad's b'day, so ky didn't pair with her tis tym... HAHA i paired with mich... aftertt, bytched abt, den i joined angela pt carine jh ch at je to study... well i didn't bring anitin, so was rottin... jj joined us shortly after, den we left for dinner... den pt and carine left while the rest of us pooled (again) before goin home...
sat went study again, with emer jh ch pt and angela... they were askin qns... xueli saw us and joined us a bit... den they slowly left till left me jh xueli and angela... we went dinner while xueli head home... LOL had zhi char as dinner and we ordered tis curry fishhead... den we talked about me being cat den i imitated a cat's meow... twice... angela didn't noe i was the one doin tt and was searchin for the cat... OMG la... i tink i realli must've been a cat my previous life... =s
ok, no stamina le, the rest next time den update... gonna go complete my galvanic tut now =s
--I Need a Nap--
12:15 AM
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Saturday, March 01, 2008
back...
went to study last sat with vanee and mich... sun also, with ivy as well... realli wonder what i've been doing for the whole of last yr nia... skipped piano lesson as well... haiz... and i realised vanee and mich can mug harder den mi nia... i wonder what i'm doing in JC...went home and came upon tis thread on stomp... realli realli make mi feel so upset.... been long tym since i feel it tis way... was chattin with ellene abt it... it's actually quite great to feel committed to sth again...
mon... studied with chin kang aftersch... very very distracted nia... chin kang keep insisting that he's not a mugger... compared to me, he's a good one le k? haiz...
tue... had a bgr session during civis....there's is couple who expressed their feelings about their relationship to a console aunt... I read the extract and realised i was so much like the boy, though i'm not as violent and neither was i the one keeping quiet... and mr wee was askin me what will i do if i'm the girl... HAHA weekheng's ans is what exactly i will say... engage in the same activities lor... maybe i wun be able to understand... cos i was nv in that position before... just like how other people may not be able to understand... den he ask again, do i tink both of them shld be together... without realli thinkin, i said no... and of cos, thr is two standard ans, but it's lik, either they sort it out or they break... HAHA what he said was realli the standard solution, but of cos breakin is the faster but harder way out... sortin out is nt that simple, unless both sides are willing to give up certain things, and are mature enough to understand... but given that case, most likely the boy will end up shouting and the girl will end up going for a sucide... BECAUSE BOTH OF THEM WONT HAVE THE PATIENCE TO TRY TO UNDERSTAND EACH OTHER AT THAT POINT OF TIME.
when i was much younger, thr is tis ting in westside story that goes sth lik, "the couple only truely understood each other at the point of a break up"... and i find it quite true for mi... not sure abt the other though... and i tink i said sth lik, we are still young, why give up the freedom we have now and tie ourselves down into an relationship? HAHA den weekheng was like, 你完了，你已经失去了对爱情的渴望. THIS realli made mi ponder... have i realli? maybe not love, but more of havin a relationship... wat for lose a friend and gain a heartache for one? well, it's not lik i dunno that not all relationships are liddat... it's not lik i dunno that people can still be friends after a break up... my first ex and i are still friends... some of the broken up couples ard me are still friends... and it's not lik i dun fall in love anymore, though i'm still unsure about it... but do i still wan to get into an relationship? realli dun feel lik it cos, isn't being friends still the best? den i wun have so much to worry about...
anyway, helped yuanyuan to paid his tuition fees aftersch while he went for his op... den came back and tried to study bt ended up mass dancin... didn't realli have the mood to... 1st tym... 1st tym i dun feel lik mass dancing... weren't concentratin thruout the whole session... ARGH... went to see yuanyuan as yufeng wanted to pass him some stuff... didn't went to the front, just waited by the side... he couldn't speak... get well soon ar...
wed... thura's b'day! tot i couldn't find him... den saw him in a classroom! HAHA... and the teacher was so nice to let him pass him the waffle ice cream during lesson! LOL! den... eclub meeting... only need to go for a while LOL... den went lib to print some stuff, checkin stomp again as i went... realli realli upset by some of the comments... was even more hurt when i saw defenders of JJ posting childish remarks and personal attacks... haiz... den went off to study at the canteen... saw this ogl playin on his phone... and i culdn't get back to my studies cos of it... told another ogl to tell him abt it... he went off, so the ogl told his friend... and i'm nt sure if his friend told him or not, cos he still kept on playin on his phone after he came back... and didn't took his eyes off for a single min... and i was tinkin whether it was right for mi to step in or not... in the end i didn't, bt told his fam head and mr chua abt it... haiz...
thurs... the torture... 3 tests in a row, with half-hour breaks inbetween... phy cfm + chop will fail, maths was good(finished the whole paper!) and i hope that i will be able to get reasonably good grades this tym, chem spa was good though i used the wrong apparatus for one of the steps... 30+% of yield!!! HAHA... den aftersch got the civil denfence thingy... the CPR thing reminded mi abt yunnan nia... with the funny demos by xing, tat and idiot... LOL... can i go back to yunnan? HAHA... den... JJ NITE!!! danced, played, and had fun! the new family dances was damn nice! council dance was damn cool! HAHA!!! MY DANCE PARTNER THAT DAY WAS BERNARD!!! haha danced with xing at the end during chori chori as well! so that nite was mi and bernard, shiyun and xing... dancing with bernard was nice, even though he dun realli remember some of the steps HAHA.... his "high"ness realli made up for it!!! dance till i didn't realised my feet was hurting until we were dancin chori chori... den... went out a slacked around... chatted with raymond and ellene... ellene is realli so nice to talk to... too bad she's not in JJ ler... haiz... stayed overnight in sch... saw tis vid made by pearlyn... WAS SO DAMN TOUCHED... THANKS!!! most of OG 29 leaders was crowdin ard to watch it... HAHA... aftertt was checkin on stomp again, with mr chua askin mi to get my slp... commented, den slept...
fri... a very special day... 29th feb... the birthday of mrs saz's 1st child rite? HAHA... woke up early... wanted to wake idiot up, but didn't wan to disturb the rest... waited till some of them was oready gettin up... and my classmates sure rocks... didn't bother to wake mi up for morn assembly when i was slpin... zf i will rmb tis... slept durin the 1st lesson by mr sim... haiz... and i actually left all my notes at home... damn... just hope that he wun tell mr chua abt it cos he was just askin mi to slp the day b4... haiz... saw raymond... thr's stil no ans... haiz... just hope that he will get a positive ans... afterall, he had waited for so long... i can understand his passion for it... maybe not as much, but to a certain extent... and his dilemma... if he stayed in MI, he wun had a good time there also... haiz... went out to orchard... for window shopping LOL... with weekheng helga and ahgong... went far east to eat in this restruant selling lamian... and it's definitely not good as compared to the one i normally go to... chenchen angela and junda joined us afterwards... junda with his braces!!! HAHA... and weekheng and ahgong looked great that day!!! so diff frm normal... HAHA was talkin abt prom mah... and went around while weekheng tried on some shirts for prom... LOOKED EVEN BETTER... LOL... slept =x while they were chattin in burgerking... LOL...
so, today, knocked out till late afternoon =D =X.
--I Need a Nap--
11:35 PM
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