Saturday, June 27, 2009
wed... felt very seh halfway during work... and think, sales is really not my type of job... but nvm lar, since i'm in it, i might as well make the best out of it and learn as much as i can... and hope it wun happen again ba... really very grateful towards dickee's mum nia, great help =D
thurs went lib after tut to meet up with vanee chingwe aaron jh... primary purpose is to help cw and aaron with their work, but both of them damn late-.- anyway aaron dun need my help, and chingwe is erm, ya he need but not very focused when he study with other ppl leh~ lol anyway stayed ard and went home and got changed to meet my classmates at chinatown... didn't wanna just go in my class tee ma... and my phone died on my way thr-.- i super seh can? heng i got my charger with me and the chinatown station got power points... had to charge my phone at the station, so paiseh sia, if not i wun even be able to find them... and when i reached there i realised weeleong was wearin class tee too-.- best, shld have just worn the class tee den i wuldn't have to worry abt meetin up with them lor... but nice dinner lar, cc angela zf and sr was thr too =D
today went vanee house to settle some uni stuff AGAIN-.- collected my a lvls cert, den met ky go her auntie hse... her auntie very friendly! told us a lot about meteor garden de story! make me very gian to read the comics la! though dun tink i'll have the time T.T... settle my uni stuff and read my book while waitin, den we went shoppin! haha walked a bit ard the shops in yew tee, and bought a new bag! my one gettin quite rotten, and i saw a nice one at $15, quality not bad either, so why not =D i rarely spend anyway =D... ky got herself a very chio dress(just the bottom that kind, lik a long skirt, maxi dress type) and nice wedges...
travelled down to bugis to meet jq, who went to make passport at lavender... jq wanna look for new clothes as well... walked abt, got a top for myself =D tried noodles house for dinner after ky's recommendation, and it was not bad! =walked abt the new mall (nothing much) and bugis junction after dinner too, till we quite forget the time =x junqiang had to meet his sis nia-.- heng his sis late, he can even send ky home before he go and meet her LOL...
anw was reading his blog on all the entries after that day... and i tink i can understand how he must be feelin now... and sudd all the memories of my own experience came flooding back as i read abt his feelings day by day... knowing that u have to accept the fact, yet not wanting to, and the need to get used to the lost of sth u've gotten used to... the inevitable sense of despair of following what you know should be the correct way... and i'm sure that he must be feeling it 10 times the way i've felt it... and reading it there gave me a weird combination of new insights and uncertainties... nevertheless, nevertheless... jus hope that he'll be ok
super packed from sun onwards =D
and RIP to one of our greatest pop idol
here's my fav song frm him... not like i've heard a lot of his songs, but this song caught my attention the moment i heard it... nizam liked his songs alot and often plays them in the prefects' room lol... quite long since i've last heard it too
You Are Not Alone - Michael Jackson
Another day has gone
I'm still all alone
How could this be
You're not here with me
You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold
Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
You are not alone
I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
You are not alone
All alone
Why, oh
Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
And hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand
So forever can begin
Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Then something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
And you are not alone
Whisper three words and I'll come runnin'
And girl you know that I'll be there
I'll be there
You are not alone
I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
You are not alone
I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
You are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
For you are not alone
--I Need a Nap--
2:29 AM
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