Wednesday, May 20, 2009
THERE GOES MY BREAK T.T
ok, my shop's renov may have to put on hold cos of the stupid jp management's decision.... and i tink kerine very stress now also... damn sian, cos i tink she need wait till AUG now... and i was tinkin after renov shld have more cus nia, after the renov the shop will become damn nice lor... and tt also means i wun get to rest T.T... HAIZ... and maybe wun have time go find my bytches in lib T.T... BUT, nth is cfm~ so see how ba~
and i may have to be workin on wed too frm nxt week on... see how kerine arrange the schedule ba T.T... 6 days week T.T... no lar, she'll get the new girl to start work i tink~
haiz i'm beginning to hate uncertainties like this... make it hard for me to plan my stuff, esp tuition.. almost had to change my schedule tml too
last sat after my tuition, went to meet joycelyn, vincent, my sis, my guardian and her husband at swensons~ got a treat by joycelyn after helpin her to look after koko for that weekend she was away~ aftertt went ky hse with vanee n jh for MAHJONG! damn long nv touch the tiles ler can? and damn long nv go her hse leh!!! whr we used to camp almost every other day!!! and damn long nv see them!!! WOO! and i only got tt chance cos i woke at 7.00 to go tutoring lor =s... mon after work, at 10 ten plus-_-, met up with hongfa and gang to celebrate hongfa's birthday which falls on tue... kao abt 12.30 den reach home, told them had to get home by 12-_- danny lar, suggested to go lakeside-_- and being biked by danny is really not a good experience =s... but really got to thank hongfa for the bike rides, if not wun join them that nite too nia, damn tired, heng my mum didn't notice how late i was cos she was aslp =s
tml got to wake up early too... lik 8? even earlier den my usual work day-_-
went abt reading blogs and realised... ppl are growing up, becomin mature, but, after being terribly hurt... by ppl and things they trusted, loved, and believed in...
如果我变成回忆 by Tank is a very nice and meaningful song, ppl who are thinking of sucide shld really listen to this song =x... not only does it tells ppl to treasure their lives for the sake of their loved ones, it also urge ppl who had suffered the pain of losing their loved ones to move on... and to treasure everyone around you, because you nv know when everything is gonna end... btw Tank have this hereditary heart disease or sth, which had cost the lives of some of his loved ones too, and he just underwent an operation cos of it not long ago...
listen to the song here... Enjoy =D
如果我变成回忆 - Tank
累了 照惯例努力清醒着
也照惯例想你了
好怕一放心睡了
心跳在梦中 不听话的 就停止了
听着 呼吸像浪潮摆动着
越美丽越让我忐忑
我还能珍惜什么
如果我连自己的脉搏 都难掌握
如果我变成回忆 退出了这场生命
留下你错愕哭泣
我冰冷身体 拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行
我会恨自己 如此狠心
如果我变成回忆 终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发
蹒跚牵着你 看晚霞落尽
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以 让他陪你
我不怪你
快乐 什么时候会结束呢
哪一刻是最后一刻
想把你紧紧抱着
可知你是我生命中的 最舍不得
如果我变成回忆 退出了这场生命
留下你错愕哭泣
我冰冷身体 拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行
我会恨自己 如此狠心
如果我变成回忆 终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发
蹒跚牵着你 看晚霞落尽
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以 让他陪你
如果我变成回忆 最怕我太不争气
顽固的赖在空气 霸占你心里 每一寸空隙
要让依然爱我的你痛苦承受失去
这样不公平 请你尽力
把我忘记
--I Need a Nap--
2:07 AM
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