Saturday, May 09, 2009
back
mon was supposed to be a workday for me, but i went home early as i was feeling unwell... went to sch after a short rest to pass miss angie her present, which i initially intend to give her only on wed... got my pay on tue! wed went back to sch to celebrate angela's birthday! bought a small cake and with yangping weixin n nicole joinin us, thr was birthday song audible to the whole canteen~ visited mr choo too, whose birthday was on thurs... hang ard cookie hse n sizzling ice aftertt, and visited "bunk inn", whr students pay to slp! the environment damn good, nice and cozy! how come they didn't have such stuff while i was thr?!? i wuld have needed it SOOO MUCH!=X helped gigi with some of the probs, had lunch with angela cc zf (or rather they watched me makan), met up with (my) jinhui, watched the talentime semi-finals for a while before headin off to tutor~
went zf's hse for steamboat aftertt for angela's b'day! met yt fm angela on the way! cc was thr alr... and kao, he only have spicy soup base, which is so beneficial for my sore throat-_- still, the food was good, and didn't really need much prep cos the meat was alr in slices and cc washed the veggies... makan and chat, eat till damn damn damn full, and just stayed at the table to chat with the rest... but somehow i manage to makan quite a bit of the cheesecake aftertt, damn nice! =D nice hanging out with them again =D
anyway really need to thank kerine (my boss) for all those tips abt my giddy spells and my sore throat... also dunno y recently so suay keep tio these kinda things... cos of the weather? =S i jus hope i'll get my voice back soon T.T
i'm seriously getting sillier... why does it happens time and again? with mere reminders that's not even relevant? move on!
haven gotten the letter frm nus and no signs of my acceptance online too... and gettin a little paranoid as usual... cheat my feelins sia... haha and somehow i realised yt actually understands how i feel... and it doesn't help when i'm tryin to pretend that i'm cool abt it in front of my mum, who's paranoid abt it too... damn... see? lik mum lik daughter -_-
but nvm, at least i've got an alternative path =D lik i say, as long as i'm studyin maths =D
and somehow, no matter how it bothers me, how i cnt stop thinkin abt it, i actually know it was one of the best decision ever made, and that moment of anger and despair was just wat i needed to make that decision, sth which i will nv come to without that moment... if only now i can be as logical as i was then, at the one moment...
AND I HOPE SWINE FLU WUN COME TO SG... no please, i dun wanna see sg enter yet another period of fear and uncertainty all over again, and that constant worry for not only ourselves, but also our families and friends...
and BY2's 我知道 is a nice song!
从来没想过 不能再和你牵手
委屈时候 没有你陪着我心痛
一切都是我太过骄纵 以为你会懂
一直忘了说 我有多感动
vanee's blog got the full song =D
i'm very very tempted to make a private blog... too much i cnt say here, makes me feel very xinku, but a bit lazy nia haha
AND I MISS SOCIAL LIFE... haha i finally understand how it's lik when u got to work, u lose all ur social life... being adult is not fun at all... i miss sch days! and poly holidays! =x haha but nvm, earn money 1st =D
and i wanna meet up with the class sometime soon, perhaps in jun? and my bytches, jiayou for all ur upcoming tests and all
想念你的歌 - Saya
是否曾经后悔过
那时候负气说走 就走
是否偶尔想过我
所以埋怨我
每当听你的下落
逞强常常让人无法负荷
躲起来边哭边说 i miss you
还舍不得把你封锁
星光闪烁 如何拥有
站在远方才看见星空的轮廓
虽然有时候会寂寞
墙上时钟 停格
你说放开手才会快乐
用悲伤的脉搏写成想念你的歌
该怎么才能让你懂呢
谁对谁错已经模糊了 忘记了
我们都处理得有点笨拙
已经从来没有
像这一次如此爱过
想念常让我无法负荷
常常只有一个念头 i miss you
我的爱情从来没有死掉过
星光闪烁 如何拥有
站在远方才看见星空的轮廓
虽然有时候会寂寞
墙上时钟 停格
你说放开手才会快乐
用悲伤的脉搏写成想念你的歌
星光闪烁 如何拥有
站在远方才看见星空的轮廓
虽然有时候会寂寞
墙上时钟 停格
你说放开手才会快乐
用悲伤的脉搏写成想念你的歌
--I Need a Nap--
12:06 AM
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