Thursday, March 19, 2009
feels slightly better
was feeling sucky cos of 2 reasons:
1) i mixed-up the scholarship application dateline for MOE teaching scholarship, and missed it
2) someone is so damn... =S
i felt sucky cos i wun even have a chance to see if i can get the scholarship, even though well, my grades are not exactly fantastic... if i tried and i failed, i'll feel better... blame it on my dumbness... but what can i do? shall try apply for other scholarships...
BY 1ST APRIL... my testimonial will be out soon, and i'll be able to try to apply for the scholarships with it... things will get better... perhaps i'll have alternative plans after uni?
and i can be quite open-minded, talking abt... well, you know wat i mean, but i didn't even said that... and i'm still a girl, i got a reputation to uphold... but i guess it'll never work asking an insensitive person to be sensitive... damn that nick
ytd met zf for lunch and passed him notes... today met up with angela and zf to sch, requested for our testimonial, then went lib, supposed to teach vectors bt tt idiot nv bring qns -.- ... went vanee hse to watch devil wears prada with jh afterthat, damn nice haha
BYTCH OUTING - looking forward already
new song, by jolin =D
http://www.haoting.com/htmusic/330491ht.htm妥协 - 蔡依林
你总爱编织谎言
我负责配合表演
所有改变 只为了进入你的世界
这情节 重复了一百遍
才发现 是你的心太远
你划定楚河汉界
不能轻易犯规
所有时间 都是先给了你优先权
不自觉 爱到不敢冒险
成了你的傀儡一年两年
才看见我有多狼狈
爱到妥协 到头来还是误解
抱着你 不让你飞
历史不断重演 我好累
爱到妥协 也无法将故事再重现
你也想退后一点 我躲在我的世界
你划定楚河汉界
我不能轻易犯规
所有时间 都是先给了你优先权
不自觉 爱到不敢冒险
成了你的傀儡一年两年
才看见我有多狼狈
爱到妥协 到头来还是误解
抱着你 不让你飞
历史不断重演 我好累
爱到妥协 也无法将故事再重现
你也想退后一点 我躲在我的世界
你只是害怕一个人睡
我不想再为你掉泪
我了解 不会再仍在徘徊
开始自己的明天
爱到妥协 到头来还是误解
抱着你 不让你飞
历史不断重演 我好累
爱到妥协 也无法将故事再重现
你也想退后一点 我躲在我的世界
--I Need a Nap--
2:01 AM
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