emoism

now that i'm finished with eclipse and new moon, done with my own "financial planning", with the countdown cancelled (damn last min), there's nothing i can do... to keep my mind busy again... perhaps i'll got and watch some movies online ltr

before that, let's end off the year with a post

which was why i didn't really want "emoism" to be the 1st word that appears in the post, though i've practically and conveniently left it there... because there really isn't anything else i felt, now, today

not that this year wasn't good... just, weird at the thought of it ending, perhaps i did not realli think much about it till this very moment...

LOL and emo-ing here is not helping with all the stuff drifting and smashing and floating and stomping through my mind...

ok for the more trival part, i finished new moon and eclipse! and my work went well ytd, i managed to clinch quite a number of deals... but today was... didn't start out well for me, 1st i only knew last min ytd that i had to work today, and i had to wake up much earlier again for tutoring, den aftertt i realised kerine (my boss) was coming down, and her presence actually made me very nervous... and i think she weren't very pleased with how i've performed when she was ard... but nvm, my results in the 1st half of the day was still quite good... just as i was glad to get away from the stress, i saw that sms from wk right after bingjie took over the work, informing me that the outing was cancelled... and suddenly i have nothing to look forward to again... met hongfa on the way home, and was very glad of his company... although we've only met once beforethat and we've barely talk the other time, i chattered with him quite easily without effort... didn't accept his invitation to join the rest for countdown though, in case the whole thing turned out weird...

and this is my last day of the year... well, i shld be glad that i've actually been making money?

was actually still excited that i've finished eclipse, which means i'm going to find out how things will turn out soon enough... but apparently it left me with nothing exciting to do... btw, poor jacob T.T... i just hope he'll go and imprint on someone else so that he also gets a happy ending, which i think most likely edward and bella will... not without her becoming vampire, though? maybe if i get too bored today, or possibly tommorow as well, i'll go and reread the two books

anyway i realised i really really HATE IT when people cancel something on me last min... it's extremely terribly irritating, esp since i'll left the day out for it, BOOKED the day for it, looked forward to it, and all of a sudden it got cancelled... without me understanding why, but even if i did what can i do? the slightest consolation was that i wasn't already on my way there when it happened, unlike the other day... i'm getting tired of outings

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2008. coming to an end.

2009. approaching.

i dun feel like summarising the whole of last year in my current state... it won't do justice to the really happy times i had

but, let's move on with the year ahead

nothing good to look forward to, yet...

i mean, i'm like, 100% positive i'll fail both H1 Gp and H1 Lit, which is not going to get me into a uni even if i got my 100%-guarantee A in maths, because i definitely won't get full marks, and it doesn't matter if i got a very high A because it simply wun be reflected in the cert...

and the shop i'm working at might need renovation, and i wun have a job for that period, but i dun realli wanna quit since i've promised the person to work thr...

and think about chinese new year, having all my relatives after my results... and the possibility of facing that stupid cheating uncle of mine who nv even think of us when he stuck rich, but suddenly rmb whr we stayed when he got fake goods to sell... i didn't realised that particular uncle of mine was doing that until recently, and i really can't seem be able to stand seeing his face...

and the volcanos erupting at such high frequently i think global warming is just a minor case in the world

anyway, for now, i'm just gonna earn as much money as i can before i face the possibility of repeating myself. come to think of it, i still owe my dad $100

trying to stop thinking of whatever i'm thinking of now 11:56 PM
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