Wednesday, October 01, 2008
ok usual commentary, may skip... thurs mugged alone at mac, fri mock exam, paper one i did one qn for one hour den change qn at last 1/2 hr, paper 2 so-so... bought presents, den went for tingting's and bingbing's party! sat studied with zhenghui laixing and shiyun at coffeebean... was supposed to book space for them but =x=x=x... sun studied with grace... actually think i can just leave out the word "studied" hor? and u guys will still know wat i'm doin...
AND F1... wah results a bit unexpected, although alonso always quite good but frm last placin to 1st is still abit... and ferrari was just, no luck... tt team mate dunno for wat so early take away the sign and raikonen crashed at last 4 laps... nvm...
mon mugged with grace, ytd went gp lessons den sumhow i ended up studying with shengyong yuansheng xiaobo wenyao... and ken was rite... shengyong adjust temp till very cold nia... met up with andrew(non juying) and guys... they sort of biked me ard, yada... today mugged with shengyong in sch...
recently tot over several issues... and i slowly realised my world is gettin wider and wider somehow somewhere... and this new group of friends... we dunno each other, deep, but we hitted off well... quite ironic, that i know them thru my sis yet my sis dun hang out with them animore but i do...
a lot of things happened, and made me think more about the choices i've made, and the choices i'm supposed to made... maybe, all these happened to really make me consider myself and look into myself more carefully...
i wonder how can i be one person living in so many different worlds at one go... till i'm so busy living that i forget in which world i'm the real me... even as i try to trace back, gather all my horcruxes, i have no idea how many are there out there and how many of those i've found are real... i wonder how voldemort handled it
and no, i've not been re-reading the series... though i suddenly have the urge to xD
and no, i dun lik the stage... not now at least... i can promise nothing, and neither do i wan to take anything, and what i've shown is onli one side of me... audiences whom i dun wan to disappoint, whom i dun wan to interact with from where i am... away with the praises and treat me as i am
heard tis song during O1... just tot of it today, and it's damn nice, though no climax... very soothing song... and note, it's by olivia, not olinda... olivia's voice much sweeter
Sometimes When We Touch - Olivia Ong
You asked me if I love you
And I choked on my reply
I'll rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you
On what you say or do
I'm only just beginning
To see the real you
And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes
And hide
I wanna hold you till I die
Till we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you
Till the fear in me
Subsides
Romance and all its strategy
Leaves me battling with my pride
And through the insecurities
Some tenderness survives
I'm just another writer
Still trap within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter
Still trap within my youth
And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes
And hide
I wanna hold you till I die
Till we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you
Till the fear in me
Subsides
At times I'll like to break you
And drive you to your knees
At times I'll like to break through
And hold you endlessly
At times I understand you
And I know how hard you've tried
I've watched while love commands you
I've watched love pass you by
At times I think we're drifters
Still searching for a friend
A brother or a sister
And then the passion flares again
And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes
And hide
I wanna hold you till I die
Till we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you
Till the fear in me
Subsides
--I Need a Nap--
9:49 PM
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