ytd studied with vanee cs mich yao zh lx, met dickee n may HAHA... aftertt drank with ks... damn i tot he emo sia out of sudden sae want drink =s... we at thr majiam party lar! den ivy "chased" dickee away =x... today with mich vanee cs... and, THANKS DICKEE AKA BOAR (or mich's boar =x)!!! HAHA if nt for his umbrella, i'll be SOAKED HEAD TO TOE... time to invest in one umbrella le =s

cs said i've been very kp recently in my blog... mm yea i realised tt too... exam stress? mm...

realised tt i'm very fake... ming ming dun feel good abt tt person still act friendly... but come to think of it, actually most of the time, i just cnt accept how some of the ppl acts towards certain stuff, and i have expectations for ppl... i'm ok with the person as a person, but i'm not ok with certain stuff he/she does... and besides, being unfriendly towards each other sumtyms make things even worse

such thoughts arises and made mi decided to blog though i feel lik slpin now, is cos i was chattin with est, wit her askin mi abt goin back for teachers' day, and i was lik tellin her to go... den i tink abt wat we've done and all, and i feel so... fake... i'm sure she knows, the details of our outins splashed all over our blogs and all the pics we've taken, includin the one i'd put as my dp as i was chattin with her... the fact tt she asked mi, made mi feel alot... lik she've expected and accepted all tis, and dun even blame us for leavin her out... and i wonder how she realli feels when she spoke to me... did she feel, upset, or anitin?

i culdn't realli accept her change esp in her use of language, and the coldness when i talk to her, but just now when i spoke to her i was lik, she still sounds the same as before the change... maybe is cos she reacts differently to diff ppl, and tt's y her blog is liddat... he told mi she drew a line on the floor... and i'm wonder if things can get back to how it was... but even if we tried, it wuld also be odd rite? she noes wat's goin on, we still have the barrier, and even if we tried, will things REALLY be ever the same again?

perhaps she was just tryin to blend in with her current friends, or perhaps she had always been liddat, just that we didn't realli realised until these friends came abt and opened another side of her... i mean, she had always been image and brand concious, not that we didn't know... and, it's lik, she didn't realli do anitin extremely bad to me... i'm not sure how she feels if she saw all the blog posts about our outins, unless she never reads them

sumtyms seperation from ppl is good... cause when u miss a person, u'll onli rmb the good stuff... even the bad stuff, will also become sometin memorable tt ppl can joke abt sumtyms... bt when sumtin happens and ppl dun get to meet each other, it may also become hard to resolve wat happens...

LOL this song is a perfect emo song

Whatever It Takes - Lifehouse

A strangled smile fell from your face
It kills me that I hurt you this way
The worst part is that I didn't even know
Now there's a million reasons for you to go

But if you can find a reason to stay

I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
Believe that I can change
I'll keep us together whatever it takes

She said "If we're gonna make this work"
"You gotta let me inside even though it hurts
Don't hide the broken parts that I need to see"
She said "Like it or not it's the way it's gotta be"

"You gotta love yourself if you can ever love me"

I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
And give me a break
I'll keep us together,
I know you deserve much better

But remember the time I told you the way that I felt
That I'd be lost without you and never find myself
Let's hold onto each other above everything else
Start over, start over

I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
Believe that I can change
I'll keep us together, whatever it takes 12:59 AM
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ying ming aka cabbage/veggie/veg/cai/cat
18
8th Oct 1990
libra
veggie-caBB bytch of bytch clan

piano!!!
3E'05 chalet
mahjong
no quarrels
sing!!!
buy all the nice books
slim down =s
dance
keep in contact
new clothes, bags, shoes, accessories =x
tuition jobs


A* alyssa~andrew
B* bernard
C* candy~ceyu~chunsern~claudia
D* dickson
E* emerson~esther
F* fangming
G* glennda
H* helga
I* ivy~ivyt
J* jannifer~jiahao(blogspot)~jiahao(xanga)~jianfu~jiaying~jinhwee~jinyi~junyong~juenkeat
K* kaiying~kamin~ken~kerina~kokleong
L* leongaik~leslie~limying
M* maybellina~meilingjie(msteo)~michelle~mindy~mrchuarc
N* natalie
P* pearlyn~peishan
R* radzuan~renwei
S* sandy~sayhoe~seokhui~shijie~shuqi~shuhui
T* tingwei~tiongmeng~tommy~tommy(jj)
V* valerie~vanessa
W* wanyee~weeleong(blog163)~weeleong(blogspot)~wingkin
X* xinyi~xuanqi
Y* yensze~yingling~yitan~yunfan
Z* zhangfan~zhihao

Others*
=> TC club
=> Lesvy love blog(Leslie + Ivy)
=> 07S25
=> Mrs Ho-Lau's Tian Kong
=> Xia Xue

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____when_we_were_young______
__we_want_ to_grow_older__
_now_that_we_have_grown_up___
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_to_how_things_were_________
______when_we_were_young_