study break... mon went for a workout in the mornin, den study room... tue went sch, den je lib with yf, dinner at imm... wed ran, je lib with yf, saw aaron, both of them go and play while i met angela, wk, jh and ch... emer aka b'day boy need stay in sch for sj sia... so went eat, chatted, till quite late... LOL if didn't meet next time ish 1 mth ltr ler... the 3 of them together damn cute lar!... and ANGELA!!! THANKS FOR SENDING ME THE SONG!!! 石欣卉 - 你没想像中爱我!!! wah this song always kena nelgected... radio always lik to play the theme song, but tis song also damn damn nice lar!!! my fav line:"我才懂不是我不心痛 其实心是没了感受"... lol end up angela n i, who wanted to meet each other online, decided we shld go n slp... LOL damn tired, or rather, laugh till damn tired...
today lit consultation with ken, hang in jp with grace, nap, study room...
aniway i saw this milk advertisment, so mani small children acting as reporters lar!!! DAMN DAMN DAMN CUTE!!! LOL!!! omg!!!
heard tis stuff abt "5 reasons why a psp is better than a girlfriend" on 987 FM just now... it was meant to be a reply to a girl who was so desperate that her bf is neglectin her for his psp, that she sent 3 msges to the station for advice... lol and tis is meant to be offensive for girls, but still i found it quite humourous... psp: can silent it when u wan to, can trade in when thr's a newer version, u know which buttons to press when there is a problem, can play mind games and get a prize instead of gettin hurt, can play it anitym u lik... LOL... and i wonder how the girl feels... well, sometimes i cannot help bt think if 987 ever gets complaint letters... they make so much jokes! LOL... ppl who listens to the FM must realli have a good sense of humour to take these HAHA
met him both times i went to study room... well, as usual, if we talk, i'm the one talkin... 3rd time we spoke to each other this whole year... saw mich and dickee's nicks... "i need more boar/pork time"... lol n recalled how mich looked as she spoke over the phone to dickee and when she talked abt collaboratin with pinky's gf... lol bliss... i guess, such things jus takes 2 hands... and, thru all the struggles on the way, which either makes it stronger or pull it down... and i tink the two of them, as well as lesvy, is the former.. for mi, i used to love my freedom too much, more than him? he's nice, but i'm too fun-lovin, childish, and more often than not, critical... bt it dun work that way... so, let's enjoy singlehood =D... rite brother? HAHA... wat for get into a relationship, when u noe u're not ready to commit to one? u need time and patience... besides, time is runnin out, a lvl is comin, and gettin into a relationship now is lik startin a new business in the middle of a economic crisis... money(time) is runnin out, yet you still need to put in a lot of capital for your new business to kick off...
anyway, somehow the question of "wat am i doin all these for" was provoked in my mind... i guess i pretty much found the ans when i decided that no matter how tough it gets, i wuld try my best to stay on... i got too much i care about to just throw them away, or make those i care abt upset... i'll have regrets... and studies... i guess is pretty much my upbringin... if i wan my freedom, i have to achieve good grades and let my parents trust that i can handle my own stuff... jus look at how they treat my sis, and mi... and the world is pretty much as unfair as this... u get good grades, u get too choose wat u wan to do, or wait till other ppl chooses u... if i wan to continue doin wat i lik to do, and be able to do wat i wan to do, i need to study... no matter how much i dislike to...
and no matter how much i hate politics and workin life, i have to get out of a student's lifestyle as soon as i can... my parents are agein and my sis is still in sec sch, wit my dad in and out of jobs... if i waste more time, i may not have the money to get a degree... i'm the eldest in the family, and turnin 18th soon, i have to be more mature when it comes to such things... and i cnt let anyone's expectations down... teachers and parents expect me to be able to do well... esp since my sis will nt be able to get into a uni... and i shld be doin well, so i can take care of the family...
not lik my parents need much takin care or anitin, bt in years to come, my mum have to retire, my parents can onli do part time jobs, and my sis most likely will be in her tertiary education...
is it too early for me to think about all these? maybe... bt wat's so bad abt it? haha... maybe cos of that, i've always been rather practical... though sometimes, i also lik to spend out of my means, but other den tt i'm quite practical... haha i rmb once, he was tellin mi how he had gotten me a soft toy bunny bt didn't wan to give me... haha den i demanded for it =x... haha ytd jh commented that i look i a small girl eatin my ice cream happily, smilin as i lick my ice cream... while i can be easily contented, i need to be concerned abt more things... just lik wat i told yf, i lik handicrafts, bt thr's a reason y i dun spend much time and money on them... haha except once in a while, just to make myself happy LOL... creatin my own jigsaw puzzle and stuff lik that HAHA...
well, that's y life sux... except that you have friends =D... it's hardly abt living for yourself... u derive the greatest joy from friends, u work for the sake of ur family, and tt's pretty much why u live for... at least, that's for a common person lik mi... the part for "urself" is pretty much how u find ways to make urself happy in the midst of all the problems u have...
heard tis a few days ago... reminds me of andrew, who used to loved tis song alot HAHA... nice song... settin urself free, breakin away =D
Breakaway - Kelly Clarkson
Grew up in a small town And when the rain would fall down I'd just stare out my window Dreaming of what could be And if I'd end up happy I would pray
Trying hard to reach out But when I tried to speak out Felt like no one could hear me Wanted to belong here But something felt so wrong here So I'd prayed (I would pray) I could break away
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky And I'll make a wish Take a chance Make a change And breakaway Out of the darkness and into the sun But I won't forget all the ones that I love I'll take a risk Take a chance Make a change And breakaway
Wanna feel the warm breeze Sleep under a palm tree Feel the rush of the ocean Get on board a fast train Travel on a jet plane, far away (I will) And breakaway
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky And I'll make a wish Take a chance Make a change And breakaway Out of the darkness and into the sun But I won't forget all the ones that I love I gotta take a risk Take a chance Make a change And breakaway
Buildings with a hundred floors Swinging around revolving doors Maybe I don't know where they'll take me but Gotta keep moving on, moving on Fly away, breakaway
I'll spread my wings And I'll learn how to fly Though it's not easy to tell you goodbye I gotta take a risk Take a chance Make a change And breakaway Out of the darkness and into the sun But I won't forget the place I come from I gotta take a risk Take a chance Make a change And breakaway, breakaway, breakaway
ying ming aka cabbage/veggie/veg/cai/cat
18
8th Oct 1990
libra
veggie-caBB bytch of bytch clan
WISHESzzz
piano!!! 3E'05 chalet mahjong no quarrels sing!!! buy all the nice books
slim down =s dance keep in contact new clothes, bags, shoes, accessories =x
tuition jobs
+It's funny why '
+thinking of those happy times with you '
+brings me tears. '
+And it's funny why '
+thinking of those times we argued '
+brings me laughters. '
