Monday, July 28, 2008
went abt reading blogs...
for some, it's a double blow... esp one seemed perfectly ok just the day b4... i guess all tt i can say now is only, please take care...
i know i shldn't be sayin anitin abt these... any emotions i express are onli mere emotions after reading others' stories... any emotions i express is just so unjust for them...
aniway, thx for the company ytd... i didn't know that both of u were holdin on to so much, until she told me abt it today... and the worse thing is, i dunno if i'm strong enough hold you... i not someone who is emotionally strong, and especially since some of your friends are also my friends...
i dunno if i had told u straight about this before, but to be honest, ur company do mean a lot... i'm nt sure how much he feels it too, bt the fact that he chose to call u b4 doin anitin funny, not anione else, may simply means he looks to u for the comfort... just company like this can really make a lot of difference to a person who is down... and ya, i guess i shld stop askin him abt anitin this period of time ler... i dun wan to trouble him either, so u can dun worry abt mi agitatin him... jus hope that he'll get better as well...
i tink sometimes i tell u alot of mean things to irritate u sumtyms, but wat i say is very extreme... afterall, they were meant to irritate u... honest, dun take them to heart... and, know that u've been a great friend, honestly... the company is enough... u cannot think for everyone, the brains belong to us, we can only think things through properly on our own... but, thanks for the company to calm us down and enable us to think properly...
and hey, though i know that i'm quite a weak person, i'm rather free most of the time too, afterall, i dun have as much commitments... anitin, just call or wat ba... please, take care
--I Need a Nap--
11:26 PM
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