Monday, July 28, 2008
lost all my hand written notes for chem. and it's two weeks b4 prelims. luckily it's not phy de
tue, tried to get back to mugger mood, but to not much avail... studied with cck in the lib
wed, had an interesting talk about our resume... and i realise that SMU speakers are realli good... went to lib with kevin
thurs, lib again, saw yew wah, rain. wait till rain small.
fri, didn't wanna study. slacked. ch, bmc, meet supplier. anything but studying. met yf and vien they all for dinner.
sat, complex session, prize presentation, gekpoh, lost my note. within 20mins. went home, slept. drank with ks
today, tuition, met jas and yy to help them with chalet stuff, mugged.
i realli tink tt i seems to dun have much feelings animore. i dunno why.
gave myself a brainwashing session. convince myself that losing the notes wun make mi fail "A"s. but who dun feel pek chek? and all within 20 mins. realli pray that is cos the person wants to return it, that's why helped mi keep. afterall, nothing valuable inside.
practically feelin very very sian... carbohydrate food doesn't work for me. but the beer did help. felt a lot better aftertt.
nice song. one of the few songs tt, just by listenin, can make mi cry. esp the climax.
你没想像中爱我 - 石欣卉
你小心翼翼 牵我手
其实是担忧 藏不住我
自尊也投降 活在她之下
我 好傻
你字字句句说 你不爱她
那又是什么 让你害怕
我疑惑但是原谅 因为你留下
我 好傻
不是我不说就不在意空等候
原来 你没想像中那么爱我
我不懂该拿什么安慰我的难受
你的存在 让我更寂寞
你寸步不离 像天使的她
挥霍我的爱 从不放心上
我有一丝无奈 也有一些明白
该 放开
不是我不说就不在意空等候
原来 你没想像中那么爱我
我不能再从你的怀抱感觉到什么
不爱我别再说 假装爱那是撒盐在伤口
啊~~ 谁说我不在意空等候
原来 你从来都没深刻爱我
我才懂不是我不心痛其实心是没了感受呜~~~你没想像中爱我
--I Need a Nap--
12:43 AM
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