Monday, June 30, 2008
as usual, studied with khiam and yf, met zhenghui laixing shiyun justin wenwei, had dinner with yf, continue mug
den i suddenly thought abt making promises... broken, and not... and since people only remember the bad things that you do to them, elsewise, they'll only remember how many promises you broke, and not how many you fulfil, unless those you've fulfil are enough to make them realise that you're puttin in an effort to fulfil promises you made with them.
and the sad case is, people only know when they had fulfil their promises, but hardly realise that they've broken a promise. i tink the same applies to me, but i dun realise. that's because sometimes, ppl just say something which meant a lot of someone, but they've forgotten what they've said, or gave little thought about it. they know they've said it, but somehow didn't realised that they were not fulfillin it, or maybe they did realise, but only subconciously.
and it hurts. especially when the person is important to u, especially when after many repetitions, things remain the same. especially when, the word "understanding" weigh heavily to the limit on one side, and it just topples and fall, as a chair with a pair of broken legs
i've hurt some people before, and likewise, i've been hurt by others. perhaps things like these just goes around. perhaps we're not mature enough mentally yet.
and maybe that's why children are naive, before they are cheated, lied to by others as they grow up to become an adult. when you are no longer naive, you have see the darker side of the world, and you lose faith in others. perhaps, it will only be then that you will give up believing in promises.
dramas are adult versions of fairytales. lead you to believe you will be able to find someone who is true to you, that you can achieve success in the end if you work hard. i mean, how can a person be as kind and as perfect as protrayed in those drama series? it is reality for few. smaller than minority. fiction for most. larger than majority.
stop getting cheated. i also enjoy watching these dramas and reading these kind of stories, but, honestly, it is exactly because they are not reality, that's why they are nice to watch or read.
To End Off: You Break A Promise, You Have To Fulfil Another Two To Make Up For It. You Break Three, You Fulfil Another Eighteen. Break Ten, Fulfil Another Two Hundreds. These Numbers Does Not Matter. They Just Show That This Is Not A One-To-One Issue, For Breaking Is Far More Easier Than Mending.
Cheers =D
--I Need a Nap--
12:41 AM
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