(this portion was typed on mon)

here, cos i realli need to rant

sun... tutored... zhanzong improved alot, which is quite heartenin... bought yf to shuqi's hse to tutor weixin, and well, he's not bad as a tutor... though tink he needs more experience... lunched, studied... sth happened... haha den yf was playin psp and i was so amazed by it tt i watched on... the graphics are lik, quite gruesome, and i dun understand y the guys say they feel shiok to see the head drop down =s... looks fun though... had dinner, and went walk walk... yanzi and i was attracted by a lot of things along the way... play n play, den went home

today... stayed in sch... helped out at cookie hse 1st, den studied... yf and gang left earlier, while i stayed on with xiao yang...

ys told mi tt she is leavin today... and i realli realli hope he was not serious.
it's lik, i noe y she wan to leave, i tink she shld leave, i noe she will onli be happier if she leaves.
but i hate it cos she didn't tell ani of us. and i cnt bear her leavin.
bought ferrero rocher. she likes it. wanted to give it to her. too late. she left.
she didn't say goodbye or anitin, not even when she saw us.
perhaps she dun wan us to noe, she tot we'll just forget her sumday or sth b4 we walk pass the realise tt her seat is occupied by someone else or left vacant.
cried. culdn't help it. cos i didn't wan to cry in front of xy. but i still did.
will miss her. and will i get to see her again?
i dunno. i tink i just sucks at lettin go.

(end)

well, aniway it was a misunderstanding... aniway, aniway...

tue... stayed in sch and waited for yf... wanted to study, but he culdn't... went off wit him n zy... we went up to zy hse 1st and WAH... HIS HSE IS DAMN COOL LAR! combination of 2 3-rm flats leh!!! WOOT! LOL... aniway, we had dinner, and chatted... exchanged a lot... went home, and met up with candy for a while... she was with penghwee, and i'm glad he was thr...

wed... HAHA officially joined BU4... lol... able to communicate with them... realli very nice ppl HAHA... but the juniors... they're brave la... just hope tt they can make it? LOL... ended, joined vivien and guys... didn't study much though LOL... headed home soon, with vivien acc-ing me! LOL so nice!

thurs... chem spa trail... great... i mixed up the ester with ketone, and i didn't realised till i finished writin my plans and procedure... WOOT! damn high lar! sian... realli dunno wat i was doin leh... AND I WAS THE ONE WHO TOLD THE REST WAT WILL MOST LIKELY BE TESTED... haiz... stayed on with vivien and guys while waitin for tt idiot... WHO NV TOLD ME HE HAD DANCE AFTERTT... lol fine... wanted to study but was too drained and tired, so i was just slpin... had dinner with aaron and chatted... HAHA realised actually we've got quite a lot in common nia LOL...

fri... helped out in cookie hse and sizzlin ice with aaron pamela and yifang... HAHA aftertt aaron pamela and i stayed on and chat... aaron and i was tinkin whether we shld wait for tt idiot in the end the 3 of us went off to have our dinner... haha acc aaron back b4 i walked home...

today... tutored, went to my guardian's hse... haha told her a lot of stuff... and as we are scrapin the paint off her storeroom door which revealed the previous layers, we chatted abt the times when i was stayin thr... good memories... when i was young and childish and stupid... jp, home

well, what can i say?

a lot had happened recently... both good and bad... or shld i sae, it's both sides to the same thing...

Politics... the fav topic between aaron and mi... no matter how much i hate it, involvement is inevitable... the main challenge is how to do it such tt u stay out of trouble and yet everyone will be happy enough... well, my main principle is this: u dun try to give my trouble lik makin mi become responsible for sth u've done, i'll have no trouble with u... but if u choose to give mi trouble, i'll make sure it turns back on u... evil? well, i'll choose not to as long as u dun push mi

well, was disappointed... but at least, it's over ler... glad...

been quite some time since i last seen her smile liddat... she always had the burdened look on her face, but last fri when i saw her, she looks so carefree... maybe it's cos she just nice free on tt day bah... or cos of the breakin off? haha she joked tt maybe she wun be able to break off, cos it seems lik she was already married to it... and i suddenly felt a pang of tears... i realli hope she wun, bt if she's happier liddat, i tink it's good... take care...

coincidences... i just realised their birthday falls on the same day! and i found them so alike... omg... and the same thing happened...

and the revealed... wat can i say? i didn't expect the confirmation... i just wanted to say wat's inside when it wun feel stressful... didn't expect response... and now, it's makin mi more confused... of cos, i feel nice, deep inside? but yet, thr's so much i'm worried abt... perhaps cos of past experience... well mayeb i just worry too much...

i feel the dependence... when i heard the news and wanted to cry... i tot of tt person, who was not ard... wanted very much to go and find tt person and cry thr, in fact i almost did, but stopped myself... in the end, i still did, but tt was a day ltr, after i wasn't feelin tt bad... and it was not good... i dun ever wanna be dependent on, dun wanna be weak infront of tt person... confused...

--I Need a Nap--

1:00 AM
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ying ming aka cabbage/veggie/veg/cai/cat
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8th Oct 1990
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