ok here to blog, since i'm so free now...

mon... met drew and claud in jyss in the mornin as ANDREW needed a favour... + i need help my sis buy her books... den very guai, stayed at home to pack a bit of my stuff lar... played maple with my sis account as well... k lar... basically rotting at home

tues... went i/c meetin... den joined scdc for their mass dance sessions... and learnt a bit frm them as they dance... haha i got learn a few lar bt i practically forget all... aniway aftertt, managed to settle sum log com stuff... thx to junjie and yuansheng... den... dinner and help choose bazhang present b4 headin home

wed... yunnan planning com meeting... had games... nt bad got to enjoy a bit... den aftertt... prep for the song singing session... a lot of probs in btw... den realize i left out a lot of things... luckily gt kenny and hotat to help me... my poor members... cos of my blurness realli caused them to run ard a lot... yufeng and junhao was lik, wat was i doin? den it's lik, i tink i a bit over reliant on the councillors... a lot of things, lik the drawin of water, slipped rite out of my mind... den there were points when i realli felt like shoutin at sumone... and i felt so great that i didn't lar... i mean, ok, i'm trying my best to help le... bt if u wan mi to be able to help, u mus also cooperate rite? when i tell u sumthing, i'm tellin u so tt i can help u... all of us got a job to do, and i cnt afford to take care of so many things at once... k la... tink tt day everyone was stressed up... ok aniway, the day ended with birthday songs and stuff lar... packed avac, den went to let yufeng shout at =s... den went je met vanee jh sh yj and mindy for jh and sh b'day... went sh hse have dinner, play a bit mahjong den went home...

thurs... met up with yy yw and cs for pool b4 go piano... and the very blur me left the wallet at bear hse... and wasted damn lots of tym gettin it back... k cnt blame anione... den went back to meet cs yy cy and joel, just nice when they are leavin... so, went to study at kfc for a while b4 goin home...

today... mass dance sessions... lesser probs lar... and i tink at least today, i manage to catch up with wat the scdc was doin most of the tym lar... haha danced with kenny, at first he was very stoned, bt after a while he joined in... ate, went home

aniway, was very encouraged by wat kenny sae to comfort me on wed... ok lar... it's nt tt i dunno tt indeed, councillors are more experienced then us, of cos they will perform better lar... it's cos the fact that he was tryin to comfort mi tt makes me feel very very encouraged... after i made him run so much, after i made him stay for so long and all that... thanks, though i dun tink i will ever realli sae it to him in the face =x

still, although it's true that the councillors are more experienced, i dun tink it realli shld be a reason to slack and tink tt it's ok to make mistakes... at yunnan, we're expected to take everything on our own... no more help frm the councillors or watsoeva...in addition to it, we still need to take care of another 50+ students from our own country as well as our teachers... out of this, we have lik, 12 NCC boys frm jc level =s... which wil be harder to manage as sum can be egoist, esp since they call the shots in their hq... we cannot afford to slack now, and shld not be making animore mistakes already...

and the thing abt mi is i'm realli very blur and tends to forget a lot of things... and tt is an offence that is unpardonable when you talk about preparing for overseas trips, with a bunch of kinnas under your charge...

a lot of changes... a lot of surprises, both pleasant and unpleasant... a lot of choices and decisions... everyone have they own commitments, their own destination... and their own choices... and sumtyms i seriously feel alone... i dun have sumone whom i can realli share all the things with and at the same time, understand what i'm goin thru and offer mi the shoulder i need... anyway, thx laixing for tryin to comfort mi as well

i'm nt sure if i shld be happy that i'm becomin stronger and accepting more things, or i shld be worried that it is goin to be damagin to my health... while, as compared to last tym, i realli cry lesser now... and i m still able to give ppl a realli wide smile even when my heart realli realli feel as though it is being squashed... i'm nt sure how long my smile will be able to last though...

sumtyms i tink i realli shld not care so much... about other ppl... when they dun even care abt themselves? and what i'm gonna do: i'm gonna study... and i seriously shld not care about whether they study for their re-eaxms... and i dun care if they will fail... since they dun, den why m i tinkin so much abt? damn it... after the teachers went through so much to save them... and so many ppl are concern abt them... they dun even try... and they are not oblige to study just because i want them to... i tink i realli shldn't care...

that's y i lik being busy... i dun mind the stress... at least, when i'm busy, it puts my mind of a lot of things... i dun tink abt so many bloody things and get so emo abt them... 7:23 PM
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8th Oct 1990
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