Tuesday, October 23, 2007
WOO~~~ back to update on the camp!!!
Wed - met up in LN, and crowded ard the window to watch our teachers play soccer! LOL... den, went to draw water and carry the tables and chairs to the ops room b4 we met up with the facs in the hall and had cheers, games and mass dance!!! HAHA played crocodile and the squirrels thingy... and for mass dance i danced with bing xiang! haha not bad... got to enjoy myself though i dun realli noe some of the dances well... bt i manages to catch up for most of the parts =D... aftertt, had briefin b4 we went down for our dinner... We den procceed to LT3 for song singing session and cheers! by then my throat oready damn high ler =x haha and watched a very nice movie, dunno wat the name... at 1st tot i will slp lor! cos tot is those very sian movie... bt turned out quite funny... nt exactly one with a fantasy ending, for the female lead died, bt the ending of the story was generally good... i tink the councillors only got to eat when we're watchin the movie =s... aftertt, closed LT3 while the council had a meetin... bathed b4 gatherin at the LN for another meeting, mainly to give out leaders tee... joined the rest of the log com for the avac set up after it... and all decided to wake up early the nxt day for the meeting instead of doin the briefin at night =x
Thurs - woke at 4.40 next morning, 20min earlier den the supposed wake up time (5.00)... brushed my teeth, kept my slpin bag, comb my hair, walkin to and fro the LN several times... to realize the rest still slpin =s... dun dare wake them up cos i slept the earliest i tink =x... went back hall to wait, b4 yufeng and junhao joined mi at 5.30... den go wake the rest up with junhao... den learn all the stuff and started playin music... den everyone wake up and started to cheer... den i tink i very strange cos in my area onli mi cheerin =s... haha too high bo bian =x while waiting for campers to arrive, we had mass dance in the hall... HAHA i tried the guy's part and realize i suck even more at it... bt had fun lar! den the campers come!!! woo!!! AND I SAW ZHAO HUI AKA WONG BEAR BEAR'S BROTHER!!! wah! nv expect to see him sia LOL! den play play play b4 go move tables again =s... and set up pool! i 1st tym help set up... not bad quite fun... but sian in the end did not get to play... den went back into the hall and saw them with mass dance! haha saw ken and grace too... danced a little with shengyong while ken and grace danced too! haha felt very guilty + shengyong still had sumtin and so after tt song (pump it) we went back to whr we shld be... went to help open up LT3 for night's session... thr were sum probs in between la... bt in the end ok... set up avac in grandstand for telematch and play music... got scared by sum idiot =s... went carried laptop and stuff to lt3 with neusyhan and elwin and tried settin up... den realize we all dunno so ask yufeng come b4 i go back grandstand with elwin... and went down to help games com with clearin log b4 headin hall to find the rest... headed down to lt3 and realize got sum probs... managed to settle most of it thx to yufeng's avac knowledge, and the song singing session went on with minimum probs... aftertt, moved everything back to the hall again for the night games... ran with sum of the groups and while passin sum stuff to xiaobo... after the nightgames, clear up and had debrief b4 goin to slp...
Fri - wanted to wake at 5 but woke at 5.30 instead... culdn't realli open my eyes=x... play music, and join in the mornin cheers... there was PT and this talk on keepin fit... tried my hands on video-camin... and realized i'm nt realli suited for the job, nt cos i'm too short bt mainly cos i had no feel... take photos i can lar, can take artistic ones even but video is a bit erm... off lar... helped to blow the balloons... den blah blah blah, the hall cleared... and the crazy people, consistin of mi, neusyhan, elwin, juenkiat, junjie, laixing started singing... mainly the boys lar... and H.I.M. was formed!!! i forgot who exactly, onli noe tt the way they were acting as if they were testin their mics were damn funny... 1st tym i see the log com so high lor! normally other than idiot who is mainly with scdc, i was the onli one who will be high and cheer de... even had a log com food cheer b4 our lunch... HAHA not bad nice nice... den they had mass dance again lol bt i didn't join in this tym T.T... mass dance was lengthened, started movin things up to the grandstand for kinetic warfare, and set up everything... luckily fast enuff... and tis tym, shengyong and i were supposed to be playin the music... and got feel a bit of stress... cos realli need to noe a lot of fast music and cnt let music stop for a sec... must play stimultanously =s... tt means cnt dream... and i tink i gt a lot of pause in between =s... and i worry if i gt get ani of the log com council or shengyong into trouble or not =s... den aftertt, got to move the whole avac system to the back of LT5 for the briefin after the water games thr... =s... wit onli elwin neusyhan and shengyong or clement... managed to set it up bt again thr was prob while xinyi was tryin to speak... den moved it back to the hall and helped with the mad night... felt very useless at 1st cos cnt help much... den went stackin the chairs and all tt neatly by the side and clearin up the place... den helped juenkiat with avac... got a little prob during rehearsal bt managed to sort it out... and the night went on quite smoothly... was generally nice lar, with the dancin all tt... credits to scdc and those guys who volunteered to help and join us for the night... managed to join in the song singing a little, then thr's this thx giving sessions for those whom we wanna thanks... realli wanted to thx a lot of ppl... den realize i felt very strange with it... aniway had debriefs, clearin up b4 slpin tym...
Sat - woke, ltr den most campers... washed up, and started wit the avac system... then thr was mornin PT, with impromtu mass dance! was trying to dance with neusyhan, den i dunno guys part again... so i danced with yuansheng while neusyhan dance with junjie i tink... den after hall cleared, we started clearing up the place as well... started getting ready for final song singing session... got a bit emo la... den wait till campers left, had final debrief and cleared up the place... settled the avac equips b4 joinin them for the mass dance!!! danced a little with Jonathan and cos got ivy infront backfacin mi, i manage to noe most of it... cos i realize i nt so confused abt it's which side liao =x=x=x sense of direction nt very good =x=x=x HAHA den wait for the councillors, cleared up the rest and went makan! HAHA...
through this camp realli learnt alot lar... frm the councillors... and saw another side of sum of my friends la... 1st tym i see wk under stress... 1st tym i see him depressed... 1st tym i see the serious side of yufeng... and realize tt he actually know how to take realli good care for the people around him and is very responsible... so on so on so on
wanted to continue... the entry above was typed ytd bt i didn't post cos i wanted to add in the basketball part... but totally no mood now... 1st time... i see the vunerable side of the person... and the way this person pretends to be ok... laughing, jokin, playin... worried... worried about how many more of them will be lik tis... all i can do is to turn away and pretendin that i never see, tryin not to cry and adds on to the burden... i'm not even strong enough to support tt person... or anyone... all tt i can do is to cry alongside... i cannot even comfort them... every yr this same thign happens again and again... and i cant sae anitin to them as well... i'm afraid to sae anitin tt might upset them even more... SHIT LAR... I SERIOUSLY HATE THIS SHITTY STUFF... AgAin agaIn AND AGAiN... Damn LAR...... SHLD HAVE STARTED EARLIER... AND DRAG THEM WITH MI... IF I NOE HOW TO BE WORRIED FOR MYSELF... WHY DIDN"T I TINK OF THEM FIRST? AND STARTS AND DRAG THEM? MAYBE THEY WILL FOLLOW... MAyBE THEY WILL STILL BE OK NOW... DAMN IT LAR!!! I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT!!! NOT AS IF I DUN NOE THEY HAD NT BEEN DOIN WELL>... WHY NV DRAG THEM WITH M??? WAT"S THE USE OF RANTIN HERE NOW???
I HATE IT HERE
--I Need a Nap--
7:48 PM
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