Monday, October 15, 2007
ok back... wanted to update earlier but didn't realli have the time...
k, here's the promos mood as promised... one thing: depressed. how not to after being demoralised so much by so many subjects? HOWEVER, i tink i still fared ok after seing my results.
H2:
Maths: k, as usual, due to my very quick brain, i onli finish 50% of the paper. + ok, to be honest, i didn't put in a lot of effort, thus nt very familiar with it. in fact even went for a birthday before the paper. tink i ownself tink too much, cos too nervous? ans ming ming correct tink is wrong, do 3 times with 3 diff ways get same ans still tink is wrong, AND CANCELLED THE WORKING. WOO! but ok, i got 43/50, which is a lot better den i expected.
Phy: alright, didn't realli practice lots of qns, but got copy definitions all tt, and got 48.3/100 (P1 - 24/40 / P2 - 34 / 80), which i tink is better den expected =x
Chem: SPENT MOST TIME ON IT AGAIN, most confident, only make a lot of careless mistakes, which caused my marks to be much lower den i expected (P2 - 43/80, dunno about P1) alright i passed anyway
H1:
GP: k the paper was easy, + everyone tio moderate up, and i got better den expected: 56/100 (P1 - 26/50 - quite expected but good considering i only wrote for less then 2 sides of a paper/ P2 - 30/50 - much better den expected) ok this promos taught me one thing: realli tink of wat must write. dun refuse to write cos u tink it's junk. cos i wrote junks for p2 and got quite high =D
Chi: apparently didn't do quite well tis time, bt kinda expected. got 108/160, B
Lit: As very very expected, i did not pass, but the marks were better den expected. my teacher culdn't pass me cos AS USUAL, there are too much questions which I DID NOT COMPLETE. 22/50
ok... was very demoralised after my papers, cos were worried abt doin too badly in math, phy and lit that i cnt even pass overall (i need 30+% to do so), and scared tt i did not do well enuff for chem to pass overall (i need 60+%), and if i dun get at least one H2 pass and two H1 pass, i cnt be promoted =s. nt so worried abt gp n chi la.. aniway i worry too much... and the irony is that for these 4 subs which i had been very worried abt, those that i failed get better den expected and the only one which i passed(chem) was worse den expect =s=s=s
more worried abt sum ppl... i tink i realli hate this period of tym... u noe tt sum of ur friends will be leavin, yet u cnt do anitin abt it... realli wonder how the foreigners manage... i'll flood if i'm gonna study overseas for so mani yrs and leaving my beloved ppl here...and the fact is that u wun get to see each other often.... is very depressing... =s... i teared when one of my friends said that she passed... guess tt day i too emo... both chuas may not be joinin us nxt yr... in fact one of the chuas cfm ler... and suddenly i realized one of ppl ard mi whom i'm worried abt might be promoted... tt kind of feelin is realli, touched? it's a very nice feelin, realli...
aniway promos over, tot can have a break. well, did enjoy myself for the whole weekend HAHA... + mon oso(pool)... HOWEVER, we got to start to plan for the post exams camp and get ready for the yunnan trip! LOL okok, tink it'll be fun la... afterall, i've always enjoyed doin such things, but in juying of course... it'll be very different here... to be honest, part of the reason why i wan to be involved is cos i wan to experience it... the feeling again... however, i realised tt it will be realli different... i'm affect nt by the difference in management and so on... bt more by, my own barrier?
i realize i'm very scare of being alone. but at the same tym, i dun lik to initiate conversations with many people. cos i dunno wat to sae aniway. i'm nt exactly a fun person, just an overly high person. those who noe mi well enuff knows that, and i'm very comfortable around them cos i can be high... but those whom i just noe... will feel tt i'm siao? ok la i m la bt, might scared them... and i will thus be very uncomfortable... is it i tink too much again?
aniway glad that i'm in logistic, not in some place where i dun tink i will have anione to chat wit. there's tis idiot(yufeng =x=x=x), neusyhan, laixing, vivian, elwin, that i interacted with and can talk de, esp with idiot and neusyhan =D... i feel lik, tryin to fit into a place i dun belong to when i tried dancin today. and i was right in front, everyone was movin, while i stoned for the 1st few mins... i tink juen kiat felt no diff dancing with mi frm dancin with the chair... i tried to learn, and ok, i managed to catch a bit, bt still, realize i'm not a very fast learner for such things... so i retired and let juen kiat dance with elwin, b4 elwin ran off and he dance with tt chair again =x... i'm still glad that i'm in logistics, sumtin which i tink i m very comfortable in, and i realize i m realli of sum use to the com... ok i'm nt steppin out of my comfort zone. i will try ba.
anyway, went to watch resident evil with angela helga ah-gong-leong and junda on thurs... LOL fun watchin with them lor! LOL... aftertt met up with drew and ibee go eat fish and co... nice! i hardly tink fish and chips nice de lor! thanks ar andrew... HAHA 3 of us chatted lots... LOL... met val yj sh and val's bf coincidentally LOL... den ytd went celebrate dajie b'day... LOL 1st k box, bt dajie nt thr.. got mi mich KAIYING(haha i was shock she went =x) vanee and jh.. HAHA sang with my very high throat(i dun mean pitch)... but fun! HAHA... den mit up with dajie and est... HAHA wanted to pool at cck bt thr ex... so went je LOL... and pool till home sweet home
ANYWAY, GOT ONE VERY BIG THING TO ANNOUNCE. I'M FINALLY GONNA LEARN PIANO!!!! frm Miss Wong KY!!! LOL... after so long? and i'm finally gonna learn it... and i realli became her 1st student as promised long ago!!! LOL!!! SO EXCITED!!! ARGH!!! LOL!!! and i'm gonna save for it!!! WOOT!~
--I Need a Nap--
10:55 PM
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