Sunday, September 16, 2007
The person who tagged you is:
mm... Helga and Weeleong?
/ Your relationship with her/him is:
classmate and ah gong =x
/ Your 5 impressions of her/him:
Helga is very cheerful... can be a bit blur blur de... very cute and very nice! knows how to make ppl feel better! lol
Ah gong have VERY interesting expressions! =x can be emo at tyms...
/ The most memorable thing they had done for you:
knowing how to make mi laugh!
/ The most memorable words they had said to you:
helga: huh huh? oh shit.
ah gong: it's ok it's ok
/ If he/ she becomes your lover, you will:
mm... i dun tink i'll become a curve nor become my own ah ma =x
/ If he/ she becomes your lover, things he/ she has to improve on will be:
mm... helga has to become a boy and ah gong have to disown mi! O.O!
/ If he/ she becomes your enemy, you will:
erm, let's tink positively. IT WILL NOT HAPPEN
/ If he/ she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
didn't i told u it wil not happen?
/ The most desired thing you want to do for him/ her now is:
try to make sure they dun emo?
/ Your overall impression of him/ her is:
CUTE!
/ How do you think people around you will feel about you?
weird, crazy, blur and slow XD
/ The characteristic (s) you love about yourself is /are:
can learn abt things on my own?
/ On the contrary. the characteristic (s) you hate of yourself is/ are:
lazy, stubborn, emotional, insensitive, childish
/ The most ideal person you want to be is:
a musician
/ For people that care and like you, say something to them:
I know I can be hurting at times, sorry if i hurt anyone, and sorry if i forgot about anyone.
/ Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you:
1. helga
2. weeleong
3. vanessa
4. peishan
5. kaiying
6. michelle
7. chunsern
8. grace
9. angela
10. zikang
-Who is No. 6 having a relationship with?
BOAR =x
-Is No. 9 a female or male?
female
-If No. 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
HAHA can try imagining it... both from m'sia~... bt tink they're quite straight
-How about No. 8 and 5?
mm... they're straight + 5 is taken
-What is No.2 studying about?
a level
-When was the last time you had a chat with No. 3?
yesterday
-What kind of music band does No. 8 like?
i only know that she likes english songs? LOL
-Does No. 1 has any siblings?
yea
-Will you woo No. 3?
HAHA dun have to she's my beloved bytch
-How about No. 7?
eh... he's my brother nia. kuchiki byakuya =x=x=x
-Is No. 4 single?
yea... anione? nice guys plz
-What's the surname of No. 5?
wong
-What's the name of No. 10?
stone? =x
-What's the hobby of No. 4?
audi LOL
-Do No.5 and 9 get along well?
mm... maybe so if they noe each other. who knows?
-Where is No. 2 studying at?
JJC
-Talk something casually about No. 1?
HAHA very active
-Have you tried developing feelings for No. 8?
i tried T.T but i just cannot bend myself
-Where does No. 9 live at?
lakeside
-What colour does No. 4 likes?
blue~
-Are No. 5 and 1 best friends?
LOL yea
-Does No. 7 likes No. 2?
mm... as friends? HAHA both m'sians nia
-How do you get to know No. 2?
HAHA schoolmate
-Does No. 1 have any pets?
nope
-Is No. 7 the sexiest person in the world?
mm... the most dsiao one perhaps?
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ok, another of this taggy game... quite fun actually HAHA...
recently is just mugging for promos... staying back to study with grace and so on... HAHA... oh ya vanee went to china! one road smooth wind ar! HAHA! den there's this learnin trip to URA... LOL FUN!!! i kinda miss excursions with the class... haha den the lantern festival... mm... LOL...
casting aside some of the things now. den i realized. perhaps i'm less emo abt it den i tot i was... and i'm glad i made that decision... whenever i look back and tink abt the happy times, i will smile, until i go on, and i realized it's always piled on by the dark, being crushed. tinking of it at tyms is actually fonder. i knew i made mistakes, but, i realized i stopped apologizing after that incident. was it a mistake to even drag it on for so long? i wonder if anitin was learnt? was it worse or better? and ultimately, when it all traced back, all that happened was actually my fault. i'm saying all this not cause i'm still clinging on. no i'm don't animore. perhaps i nv ever cling on. perhaps all that i was clinging on to was mere, vague, and doubtful memories. i'm saying all these because it was the truth. blame it on my childish and naive mindset.
it's not that we didn't try. i guess i weren't persevering enough. or perhaps i just didn't wan to persevere on animore. there was too little faith, too little trust, too little of everything, just too much of trips. i'm afraid of gettin hurt, of pain, and i gave up after tripping for a while. i guessed i just weren't ready yet. and none was. at least i tink i learnt. but i'm afraid i may have implicated innocence.
let's see what else the world can do.
--I Need a Nap--
12:06 PM
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