Sunday, April 29, 2007
yoz back for update... wanted to update on mon... bt now i forgot wat happened tt makes mi feel lik updatin...
mon... went idp aftersch... nid write song... bt kip on no inspiration... in the end... use the half hour between idp n pc chiong out one chorus + tune... den realize gt ppl wrote onli one verse bt no tune... i consider good le... LOL... den went home... saw sandy... n ceyu... tink ceyu realli look younger n more cheerful le... as if he's happier... even sandy agrees about tt... had lots of fun talkin n chattin... haha... glad to see tt they are still very fine... nth in fridge except egg~... so my dinner = egg congee... k la quite nice... very nutritous sia... tt day gt pc sumore... let's hope tt i realli will slim down -_-...tue... nth much, went home early, n had egg congee again...wed... chem... titration... got reasonably accurate readins after onli 2 titrations! n thus, i'm nt the last few tis tym! HAHA so happy... aftersch gt debate... mr chua took over... k la i came out with some lame points... n turned the class upside down though it shld've been a borin topic... LOL... i regret choosin tt topic so much... n regretin being the prop... it's easy bt not fun at all... SIANS... aniway aftertt went home... saw sandy again... this tym we touched on more sensitive topics abt the board... tink i was a bit agitated when i said those things... lol wanted to told her those stuff on mon... bt i didn't... i nv mentioned ani names either... just expressed my disappointment when i heard those things... haiz...thur... a very special day =D... had phy spa trial... i suck... i direcly plotted t against x without look at the eqn... den realized it was a curve-_-... so i replot... n u can guess wat happens nxt... didn't finish ani calculations... HAHA... sad lor tink my points very accurate... heng i decided nt to do the 5th point... if not i wun even have the tym to finish plottin n writin abt the anomalous point thingy... den aftersch... had to wait for him... HAHA was alone... ken pei mi for a while... den i went on to study on my own while he went off wit his friends... so aftertt, we went dinner... den walk walk abt till he say he's tired... so went home... LOL fairly simple this tym... bt i was very glad to know... tt he decided to participate in the chemistry olympia... lol... went home.. pia lit...fri... aftersch... stayed... chatted... LOL... had fun chattin... oh ya jj bball team beat aj... chio... lol... helga was high =X... yongtao, wuzhou, zhangfan, fangming, shenrong were captivated by wu zi qi... wingkin n weekheng chatted with us for sometym... ken, zikang n arthur joined us briefly... den went home... lol watched bleach 121 n 122.. wanted to watch 123 too bt my eyes cnt open...today... phy makeup lessons... den watched them(zikang, wingkin, zhangfan, wuzhou, weekheng, chenchen) play bball for a while b4 goin off... lol not bad nice watchin them coz all can play... got fight... had my "lunch"... sumtin gross call "omelette sado"... bought n microwaved at petrol station... finished it aniway... a habit lol... been goin against it twice since sch started le... regret buyin so much everytym... went tuition... den went my guardian hse slp n play with ting ting b4 mittin the bytches... lol onli 4 were thr other den mi... emo.mizJ honeyCx troublesomeZ n wild-wOw... lol they had pool b4 i joined them... had a hard tym concealin my sch logos when i went in to watch their last game... interestin... in the end they didn't do the forfeit... LOL den went ljs for dinner... den mich had to leave T.T ... 4 of us went walk walk... vanee went to look at cross stitch stuff... den pei est go look at contacts... LOL... den went pasar malam... wait for vanee n dajie.... which is when est told mi more things tt happened... i was damnit down when i heard tt... disappointed... den saw wei jian... he went sentosa... communicated thru sms as we were far frm each other... i suddenly realize i weren't tt close with him back in sec sch... lol... went home... flooded friendster's bulletin board...sian... feel so disappointed in my sec sch n my juniors now... wee kheng is rite... JUYING REALLY SUCKS... well k it used to rock in my eyes... in our eyes... bt now... i'm feelin totally upset abt it... n the teachers... left with few tt i still respect... n i misses those teachers... too bad will hardly get to see them le... since will be advise to leave aniway... even though the hair is not dyed... junior abuse authority, are damnit bias, mess up the prefects room... teachers over control n over relax at all the wrong aspects, fail to consider the morale of the board, despise my batch, act against their words... I HATE THIS SCHOOL NOW... k i agree we are not a good batch... did not live up to expectations... do teachers realli have to hate us to this extent? k teachers who read this may say tt i'm assumin... YES I AM... bt my assumptions are not base-less... u may think tt i'm immature... HOW DO U DEFINE MATURE??? i'm nt immature... it's just tt i'm a student n i'm able to see more things about students more than teachers can... and obviously teachers cnt rmb how they were lik when they were a student... + generation gap... esp those in the upper seats... bt they use to be concern abt feedbacks... do they now? i can guess some of the reactions my teachers wuld have when they read this... plz, i'm nt referin to everyone... just some... disappointment.... will u teachers understand how i feel? my heart really aches... k la i'm just stupid bt i cnt help it... esp since i noe how ridiculous it is... n rmb how i kept insistin tt although my sch is nt fantastic and famous, it enriched n made a difference on my life n i realli love it n i miss tt sch... and tt my sch is not bad at all... n i tink we have sum of the best leaders cultivated in juying... bt now... what can i sae? how can i feel? just down... n totally upset... tis sch shld realli close down... heng thr're still good teachers inside... if nt i tink the students, includin my sis, are realli goin to suffer...
--I Need a Nap--
3:42 PM
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