lol... back for a new update... this few days weren't very smooth-sailin...

went for my idp on mon... music composition... n yeah it rocks.. LOL... were to write a song within these few weeks...

den tue... supposed to celebrate his b'day.... cos i gt debate on wed... bt thr was some seminar for j1s n my mum didn't work that day... so my plans went haywired... anyway i was the main usher for the event... together with wee kheng... coz my civis tutor (form teacher) is one of the main coordinater for that event... n of coz i volunteered... lol... missed the feelin so much... bt i still think tt the organization in jyss was better =x... den... i realized i lost my card holder... with neoprints n movie tickets n namecards inside... SIAN...

wed... lol... had lit in the mornin... the poem was damnit nice =x... it's an Artistic-RATED poem... esp the last stanza (paragraph) http://www.luminarium.org/sevenlit/marvell/coy.htm ... lol... helga n ken took some tym to interpret it while me, junda n wee leong didn't even nid to tink =x... den... chem test... tink i screwed it up... damnit... didn't complete most of the qns... den... pw... rechoose grps.... chosen on tue bt my civis tutor realized it was nt the way those 'upstairs' wanted... n i tio zhangfan yongtao n weekheng... makes mi very worried... might nt be able to cooperate...all of us are leaders... lik wat used to happen between mi n andrew... aniway tink zhangfan was the most affected... i guess it's coz of sth, bt i dun tink i wan to discuss it here... aniway felt quite guilty... while jokin abt, i guess i forgot to consider abt his feelins... he sort of shouted at mi for the 1st tym... n i realize he was realli upset of the grp...

den... had chem prac... i realli cnt describe how happy i was... for the 1st tym this yr... i completed my titrations within 3 readings n i wasn't the last to finish! (k i was the 2nd last, just before chen chen)... n yes, the readins were constant... LOL... den went for the public speakin comp... i went in late at 2.30... didn't noe it started at 2... aniway i was still doin my titration den =x... so i didn't noe i nid to collect a freakin piece of paper, n when it was my turn, (order based on lots), i was asked to go back to complete some forms while sum1 else speaks... n the person did not put my paper back into tt box... k so in the end, 4 of us were denied the chance to speak by a fat fat round round indian lady... disappointed... spent one night on it... aniway, we spoke while the judges were outside... didn't bother to use my script n the mic coz i wun be comfortable with those things aniway... just spoke n i tink i wun speak tt well with the judges ard... i wuld have just freaked out... k i trembled a little i tink... bt i tink i was ok... was comfortable... lol n den i realize we realli weren't supposed to use scripts n mics-_-

so aftertt, had debate... the challenge was fun... den... went to celebrate his b'day...didn't do much bt bought him a cake n had dinner wit him... + sum walkin ard... haiz... sry i didn't do much... spent 3 hrs together onli... even slp on the bus ride home... luckily he was ard if nt i wuld've overslp...

today... pretty sian day... esp since sth happened in the mornin... again... the same thing just keep happenin? haiz.. zhang fan didn't come today... tink he was too affected... didn't even turn out for the chem prac... mad rush to finish my chem which is due today since i didn't touch it at all ytd... kept dozin off =x... den... chi test... i didn't noe thr was one... ok la... just do lor... den... went down to clementi... to check with my card holder was found... was very happy when i saw a lot of records... onli to realize tt none of them belongs to mi... den reached home... realized i lost one of my fav earstuds.. tink coz i was slpin on the bus... haiz... nt the 1st tym i lose a ear stud i lik... bt the feelin of losin so much at one go is overwhelmin...

oh ya... got 3 marks out of 10 for my MATHS test... yea it wasn't a typo error... it was during a maths test tt i scored tt much... tink most of u can guess y... just the same few reasons again... tink too much n tink too slow... HAHA... tml lecture test... hope tt i can score better... actually supposed to score onli 2... the teacher was kind... haiz aniway i expected it la... so i was actually happy tt my teacher was kind to give mi one more mark... k la weren't happy... coz that mark is nt supposed to be given to mi aniway... tonite shld pia maths le... if i cnt score well for a maths test, i can forget abt the rest... n yes, i'll be defeating my main purpose of goin to jc... haiz...

still stuck here cos i gt so much i nid to sae yet i dunno how to put it in words... pw grpin... him... my stuff... my studies... my friends... i feel lik i'm losing grip... things which i'll miss... even tt stupid ugly photo of mi on my ezlink card... well i lik it realli much... if nt i wuldn't had went to collect it back... it all spells memory?

aniway, supposed to celebrate ceyu's birthday tml 7 at pizza hut... hope everyone will go and yes, we can go to pool aftertt... + i dun have debate so i dun have to bring xtra clothes to change... 7:22 PM
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ying ming aka cabbage/veggie/veg/cai/cat
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8th Oct 1990
libra
veggie-caBB bytch of bytch clan

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3E'05 chalet
mahjong
no quarrels
sing!!!
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dance
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W* wanyee~weeleong(blog163)~weeleong(blogspot)~wingkin
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Y* yensze~yingling~yitan~yunfan
Z* zhangfan~zhihao

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