Monday, April 09, 2007
k i'm back... been seeing mi a bit too often these days... hope ppl are nt gettin bored LOL... went to ps hse to mahjong ytd after the tuition... k went to touch wall practically... reached thr at ard 4, and went off at 5.30-_- haha nvm used to it le... when i just reach, vanee n ps were playin audi, while ky n ks watch them play... coz thr weren't enuff ppl to play the mahjong, i went on to do my hw =x haha hardworkin hor? =x... bt claudia came and saved the day! wahaha... i was so glad tt i didn't have to go to her hse to do homework... so, had a few rounds with vanee ps n ks while ky n claudia had their eyes stuck to the coms audi-ing... didn't had very good luck, didn't won in any round, not lik usual =x tink coz i brought lots of books along? =x haha i miss mahjong! =x...
went to study with ken, weeleong n songsue today... a couple of them wanted to come, bt they either didn't cfm with us or studied sumwhr else... tink andrew wanted to come too bt didn't when he realize i was with clasmates... so anyway, we studied at jp lib for a while den ken weeleong n i went to je to watch "the hitcher"... haha been watchin lots of movies lately... shld try to restrain le... the movie weren't exactly nice, bt it made mi attentive n well, it was gross... esp the part whr the body was ripped into half =s... aftertt when to study again... went to je lib den chenchen called us to mit him... due to communication probs, we tot they were at jp lib n we rushed thr, bt in the end they were in je-_- so nvm, we carried on to study at jp lib our own... ken feel aslp halfway=x... den at abt 6, weeleong n i went for dinner while ken left to have his dinner at home
i made the decision today... i decided to give ourselves another chance... HAHA cs pls dun haiz at wat i sae =x i noe u will =x... i asked him if he want to try again... he sae yes... den i tot, since both of us cnt let go, y nt give each other a chance again? haha... bt i'm still worried... tink we're both feelin the stress now... wat will happen to us? perhaps the nxt tym tis happens again, we both shld accept tt it's the end le rite? by then, i tink we'll be too worn out n tired to do anitin... if onli i didn't accept him? den we might still be very good friends now... wit no such probs between us... bt being wit him... was true, was nice... i lost a friend who noe how to comfort mi, bt gained a companion... bt the support was gone... the expectations went up... the stress come in... the faith was lost... a price i paid to give us a chance when we're nt ready? bt now tt it's begin... how to end it just lik tt? with all those things we went thru... n all those emotions...
k i better go n do mi PI now... nid hand in on tue... dunno when i'm blog again, hope soon LOL...
--I Need a Nap--
12:56 PM
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