Saturday, April 21, 2007
back for an update... now 12 liao... so it's sat...
fri... had maths test... onli done 1st 2 qns (6 out of 15 marks)... didn't even touch the last 2 at all... coz the clever mi tot it was 1 hr... n i onli realize my mistake 1 min b4 the end of the paper... so u can guess wat happens nxt... sad... trigo is supposedly one of my best chpts... den... realized tt my chi book was lost... tink i left it in the canteen... cnt find.. nvm la... gt write name n class... hopefully can get it back... den... calculator oso lost... accompanied mi thru o lvls... k it's lame nvm abt tt... anw ltr realize it was with lydia... thx ken for helpin mi to find it... k la i gt a spare one with my sis... just tt my mood was just nice nt gd.. coz of the test n the lost of my chi txt... + of coz my cardholder... tink the onli ting i was quite glad abt is tt zhang fan is "back"... coz i realize he is very scary when he dun talk crap... k a bit crazy... aniway, went to make a police report... hopefully can find my card holder... k la at least i didn't lost my gc lik wuzhou did... den i met lin ser on the bus... lol 1st tym we talked for so long... was talkin abt mani stuff... n it did cheer mi up a little... though i went back to the same mood after he alighted... he intro-ed mi to this http://www.alluc.net... also a video-sharin site lik youtube... bt tink this one have more american shows... which is gd... lol...
k... went home... fell aslp... wake to find tt i was goin to be late for the celebration... tt's when i recieve the news tt my calculator was found... lol... realli thx... n of coz, i cheered up alot... after i reached... den i realize pizza hut gt mani ppl... thr were 48 diners frm bl sec... had to wait... haiz shld have went to reserve the seats earlier... mistake on my part... forgot to consider tt not onli us are free on fri nite... mani ppl are free then... so everywhr was book... in the end after hoverin at jp for 1 n a half hr, we headed towards 651 to have zhi char... by then, est n ky had to leave... sry it was a wasted trip for ur... haiz so left wit 13 ppl... mi ceyu tingwei cs vanee mich dickee drew edwin ivy les ps joel... k at least tink we were full... den i tot things were pickin up as we were quite high when we were eatin... except for a few bah... coz ivy n dickee was crackin lame jokes n it realli turned up the atmosphere which ppl laughin n jokin abt...
after dinner, tingwei edwin mich n drew had to go home... they were tired... even cy had to go home... his mum called him... which is sad coz he was the pig's trotters (zhu jiao) for the outin... left 8 of us to go dickee hse play mahjong... 2 tables... den the atmosphere of my table (wit ps, van n cs) was damn low... the other one was still ok i tink... coz i heard ivy voice soundin high... 1st tym i play mahjong till so sian...den we went home 1st... didn't feel lik playin... on the way back... asked them whether sat afternoon was a better time... n they agree... coz sum ppl are very tired after the whole day in sch... some ppl cnt make it on sat nite so fri nite n sat noon was the onli possible tym for all... n i chose fri nite coz i tot it was a convienient tym for everyone... den i realize it was onli convienient f0r sum of us... n obviously it was a very wrong choice... sry guys...
haiz... so the day ended... with mi feelin down... on my way to make the police report, i was thinkin... maybe why i'm losin all this things... is realli becos i've been very careless lately... allowin myself to dwell in my own thoughts and allowin myself to become careless... even as i tink of these, i wonder if i shld be happy tt i'm losin material stuff... even though they are stuff tt conjures my memory, i wuld sae my memory wun realli fail mi in such things... afterall, wat matters is i dun lose the real stuff... bt the thing is, i dun feel tt all these are the onli stuff i've lost.. n i'm afraid tt all these is just a prelude to losin more... k i realli tink too much... bt i cnt help it... born with these sucky char.. once i'm alone, i tink n tink... even when i'm nt alone, i tink... sumtyms i wonder if i tink in my slp too... k i'm tinkin again...
aniway, i dun intend to give up maths... afterall i've been in love wit it for so long... just try my best bah... n hopefully i can get my card holder n my chi book back soon...
k la.. better end here... nid to go tuition tml...
--I Need a Nap--
2:14 AM
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