Wednesday, April 04, 2007
ALL RIGHT I'M BACK!!! k the only reason i want to blog is because i've decided that i'm bored enough by the homework AND AS U CAN SEE, i did not change my blogskins, which i usually did everytym i blog after a long tym... esp since this pic is still one of the most memoriable pics... 1st batch of sec 4E1s to organize the sec one camp! besides, i didn't have adobe photoshop in my new com, so it's impossible for mi to come up with a new blogskin... all i did was to change the size of the pic n add the song... it's "gei zi ji de qing ge" by "liang yong qi"...
well a new yr started, many things took place and happened, with the most memorable chalets and outing... the good happen, and the bad happen... bt it's tym to set out to a new journey and leave the things behind... i still miss all my friends! haiz... too bad we didn't get the chance to organize a 3rd chalet... everyone is busy, with their orientation n studies... all of us are so disperse now, and i tink it'll realli be hard for us to mit in the future... i'm oready missin all the mahjong sessions, the steamboats and esp the chalets and bbqs!... not forgetin all the tonning!!! ARGHZ i miss them all... but now, our holidays falls on different dates, and everyone is scattered all over the island, will we still be able to meet up as often as we want to? esp if i'm nt wrong, our holidays n exams will clash...
only 8 of us went to jc... 6 in jj, 1 in pj, 1 in ij(nt in the clique =X)... so when i can go out, most prob i can onli look for this other 6 of them in jj n pj the future? unless we go out on sundays... but one thing i can look forward to is the monthly girls outing! pitshop was nice! LOL... as things gets on now, more things are arisin to complicate the matters... been quite disappointed at several issues... a lot of tyms... bt wat can i do? nth to stop it... despite the fact that we noe the amt of tym left is little... was it worth it? we goin seperate ways... shldn't we try to do it with everyone upset abt seperating instead of ppl being unhappy? i dunno... and all i noe is tt's nt the onli thing tt i'm upset abt... and i'm caught... yes or no? feelings or faith? heart or brain? i'm nt sure... i guess i'm just have to decide abt it myself...
k enough of the emo-ing... in case u dun noe, my sub comb is H2 phy chem n maths and H1 lit... my class is 07S25 and my cca is debate club... up til now it's still manageable but it's gettin tiring for me... but i'm lucky that all my teachers are all quite interesting and easy going, inculding the chinese teacher! haha... the onli teacher who is nt so interesting and easy going except for his potato size and the way he talk wuld my my chem teacher? bt he's quite experience so i'm nt worried... the onli thing tt i'm VERY worried abt is the PW... haiz...
regrets, disapointment, stress and attachment... with the fact tt i nid to work very hard to catch up with my classmates, esp since i'm one of the poorest in the class... not lik back in sec sch whr i can sleep thru all lessons... which is partly why i do not wan to join the councillors' board... as much as i wan to be an active student, i need to get good grades for my "a" levels... n i'm determined nt to enter the councillors' board when i nid to sacrifice tym wit my friends... back in juying, i had andrew n esther with mi, so i still have company... bt now, no one in the class is joinin the board... n besides, i believed i've learnt enough abt tt... i shld try new things and get new experiences... by nt joinin it, i can use the tym to be more active in all the other activties...
k... spent enough tym here... time to go back to my work... dun expect mi to update again soon, since i'm nt sure when i'm have the mood to =X LOL... everyone... 4Es'06... JIA YOU!!!
--I Need a Nap--
1:08 PM
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