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woo~~~ finally update sia... haha... k lets tok abt wat happen dis wk... lol tue... valentines' day... went bugis wit esther... wah long time neva go liao sia... go dere shop... haha... woo~~~ thurs went ntu for selection... ran 400m + 100m... fri mornin... went sch at 6.15 for mornin run for expetition leader... ran 2.2... den go back do circult trainin... den after sch... chi test... damn sux... dun tink i will achieve my target 4 chi liao... den aftertt... chiong lot 1... KBOX!!! wit vanee andrew ahtiong joel peishan chiayee huimin... lol mi vanee n andrew one rm... wah i damn high... nt as high as those next door la... in our room i beri high...lol... den mood was entirely spoil by a f***ing bastard... k la u sae i yaya coz i in class oways ans the teachers' qn i dun mind... bt coz of tt THING!!! lame la u... Idiot... i realli dunno... U Should noe by now i very gong wan... U'VE WRONGLY ACCUSED ME K??? AND IT'S NT LIK U'R JUZ JOKIN OR WAT... GOOD U IDIOT... U TINK U BERI HUMBLE??? U TINK SO LOWLY OF ME DEN YOU JOLLY WELL KIP AWAY FRM ME!!! BIRDS OF a FEATHER FLOCK TOGETHER RITE? FREAK!!! SPOIL MY MOOD ENTIRELY... BRAINLESS... aniway, common test nxt wk... no point gettin fed up over an idiot and neglect my studies... let off enuff steam liao... now, i juz want to hang on the the precious moments n the little tym we r goin to haf together... guaduating tis yr le... n aftertt... we will all be goin seperate ways... and neva noe how long will we meet each other again... unhappy things, let it pass as quickly as possible... dun regret spendin too much of ur tym bein mad at each other... n fail to make full use of the little time we haf together to leave good memories for each other... learnt a lot... time passes so fast... we dun haf ani to waste... we cnt go back to the happy times we had... so we can onli create new ones... tue went training... woo our team sibei not organise + pupils beri cooperative sia... wed... gt talk by mr harris.. flooded again... haiz... tink too much things happenin... cnt take it all at once... he said lots of things... n we oso gt to noe... lots of sub. teachers dun wan teach us... haiz sad... juz hope tt our class will improve... change the teachers' opinion of us... fri went cross country... lol ROCKIES 1ST!!! n i gt my no. tag for the last yr... yes!!! lol... sat... did my homework... lol was thinkin... n i realized... my wounds had neva healed... it was juz tt i did i gd job numbing them... i tot i was healin my wounds doin so... bt instead i onli manage to numb them... n i realize... things will neva be as gd as how it was... bt now... at the same time... i cnt be hurt as badly as i was in the past.. bcoz my attitude had changed... i m isolatin myself more often... n mixin in small clique onli... which most of us r doin now... bt at least... the bonds r still dere... i dun wan to tink of d past... bt i cnt help it... i dun wan to look at d past n rmb the bad tyms... 4 it still hurts... neither do i want to look at the past and miss the gd tyms we haf... coz i noe dey will neva b back... i juz wan to look at the present... and treasure the gd tyms we haf now... i dun want to regret it in d future...
+It's funny why '
+thinking of those happy times with you '
+brings me tears. '
+And it's funny why '
+thinking of those times we argued '
+brings me laughters. '
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____when_we_were_young______
__we_want_ to_grow_older__
_now_that_we_have_grown_up___
_____we_want_to_go_back___
_to_how_things_were_________
______when_we_were_young_