.Rest Time.

Monday, January 23, 2006

Parent will never understand. They will never understand how I feel. No wonder my EQ so low. Inherited it from my mother. I cannot deny that they care and I cannot deny that I am not a good daughter. Bonds is so important to me. Yes I am wilful I know. I do not care anymore. I am going, that is for sure. Nothing is going to stop me. My mood started out very well you know. It is not as if I do not want to help. Willing to sacrifice my sleep and my time online. Already worked out the time and there they are, stopping me from going. I AM NOT THE OBEDIENT KIND OF KID. If you think I am just lazy trying to get away from helping, please open your eyes. What time do I sleep everyday? I normally go home at abt 6, earliest 4. I have to wash my clothes and my sister's, iron our uniform. What's more, dinner will not be on the table waiting for me. I have to go out for my dinner and I am eating outside food everyday. What about my homework? Especially my father. There was once I came home late with lots of laundry and homework to do. Besides I still have to iron our uniform. I had even eaten my dinner yet. By the time I came back from dinner, it was already about 7+ to 8. I ask my father to help me iron the school uniform and what did he say?
me: dad help me iron the clothes
dad: why don't you iron it yourself?
me: I still have lots of laundry and homework to do
dad: but I am very tired
me: as if I not tired. It's only four pieces
dad: actually you don't have to iron them
All right I got fed up and decided to iron them myself. When I was done with the laundry, he was already asleep. I sleep 3 to 5 hrs per day. He sleeps 5 to 7 hrs per day.

--I Need a Nap--

11:26 AM
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