been reading all the blogs... again cnt help thinkin back... to the past... i'm nt tryin to b negative bt... no friends r for real... people change... and you dun try to keep up, you get left out... trust? how can ppl trust anione? i used to trust... and not animore... i used to believe in frienz forever... but nt animore... so mani things that happened... but i tot, well, at least it will be able to last thru' the times when we r together... i've changed, too... i dunno whether i had changed for the better or for the worse... i dunno who i can go to... it's lik a barrier that blocks out every1 else... i dunno how to put my trust on anione... friends... the more u expect, the more disheartening it gets... i had neva being truly happy... bcoz of one word: mistrust... i learnt a lot... bt lost my ability to trust... anione... i cnt even trust myself... things get so frustrating... friendship... how can it be so vulnerable? just hope that things can work out... i hate when ppl quarrel... esp frienz... bt perhaps... after a quarrel's been solve, bonds will become even stronger... like wat happened in the past...

Because of you - Kelly Clarkson

I will not make the same mistakes that you did

I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery

I will not break the way you did you fell so hard

I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far

Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk

Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt

Because of you I find it hard to trust

Not only me, but everyone around me

Because of you I am afraid

I lose my way

And it's not too long before you point it out

I cannot cry

Because I know that's weakness in your eyes

I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh

Everyday of my life

My heart can't possibly break

When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you I'll never stray too far from the sidewalk

Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt

Because of you I find it hard to trust

Not only me, but everyone around me

Because of you I am afraid

I watched you die

I heard you cry

Every night in your sleep

I was so young you should have known better than to lean on me

You never thought of anyone else you just saw your pain

And now I cry in the middle of the night

For the same damn thing

Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk

Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt

Because of you I tried my hardest just to forget everything

Because of you I don't know how to let anyone else in

Because of you I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty

Because of you I am afraid

Because of you ohhhhhhhhh

because of youu~

k i agree tt i haf low EQ... it's d truth... i can juz kip sayin n doin the wrong tings... n i dunno how to apologise... coz at times it makes things worse if done wrongly... and worse still, i dun even tt i had done the wrong things at times!!! until it's too late... ya at times i will atitude bt at times i realli dun mean to, serious... it's just tt i dunno the right way to present myself... i'm sry if i ever said anitin tt hurt u...think tis is the longest blog i had... coz got lots of space... n words beri big... hope that everytin will be ok...

3:13 PM
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ying ming aka cabbage/veggie/veg/cai/cat
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8th Oct 1990
libra
veggie-caBB bytch of bytch clan

piano!!!
3E'05 chalet
mahjong
no quarrels
sing!!!
buy all the nice books
slim down =s
dance
keep in contact
new clothes, bags, shoes, accessories =x
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D* dickson
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R* radzuan~renwei
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T* tingwei~tiongmeng~tommy~tommy(jj)
V* valerie~vanessa
W* wanyee~weeleong(blog163)~weeleong(blogspot)~wingkin
X* xinyi~xuanqi
Y* yensze~yingling~yitan~yunfan
Z* zhangfan~zhihao

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=> TC club
=> Lesvy love blog(Leslie + Ivy)
=> 07S25
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