Enjoyed the dinner today. not really the laughing and joking around sort, it's nv the tradition. more of the simple fare and the peace.

Glad to have controlled myself the day before. The house is hardly quiet with 4 hot-tempered people living under the same roof haha. Perhaps it's exactly because of this that the peace and simple interaction is considered precious.

Perspectives 11:22 PM
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Ended finally. and here i am, allowing myself to fall deeper.

HAHA opened my paper and thought wow, it's really time for miracles eh? luckily some of our solutions still looks alike. most prob wun dabao, but not sure if will do well...

Exams is the root of all evils. Makes people stressed up and feel bad about themselves. glad i'm not really wanting to kill myself yet, haha but neither am i feeling the relief... the "wow, exams ended!" kind of relief... cause i'm back at old cant a? haha...

maybe it's cause i'm forcing myself not to reflect too much on the papers till my grades come... it's really kind of saddening to know that your hard work the prev sem is gonna be in vain cos of your own negligence this sem... but well, still glad i've done well enough last sem that my GPA wun be so damn cui.

time for miracles...

i know my blog has no content

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all of us are guilty of prejudgment. we judge based on what we know from the past, what we've heard about the person and what we think we know about the person.

tired of it. of being judged. of having to judge people. somehow it's something we do unconsciously eh? and inevitably a skill you need.

one left. already not in the mood. looking back there are definitely regrets. it would have been so easy, yet i just have to screw things up myself. WELL haha. wont let it bring me down. it will have to be my motivation for the next coming sem.

meanwhile, i'm quite sure i'll continue to feel it this way till i end my last paper and break away from the mugging routine.

speaking of mugging, that's what i should be doing now eh?

i realised it's harder and harder to break away. i'm sinking deeper and deeper into it. i sort of permitted myself to eh? things will be better after mon... right?

time is the factor.

beneath the auburn glow.

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Sometimes things just becomes a routine. 1:08 AM
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mixed feelings. literally.

think i've been reading too much. into notes and everything. literally.

worried. about how it gonna affect everything. literally.

it's so easy to break my resolve. i'm lousy.

no one should be hurt.

never have i felt like this before.
Fri, may everything go well.

899 63434 21661 6745 697, 94 687.

nites, world. 1:10 AM
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