Thursday, September 23, 2010
HAHA. Apparently my plan of trying to get my attendance rate back to tt of a typical normal student and sleeping at a perfect healthy-enough timing has totally failed. For the last 2 weeks. this week was better, woke in time the last 2 days but slping as late as ever and ended up fallin sick. In the end slept through the time today again =s tml gotta be early!
and i've got a quiz tml.
so disorientated, academic wise. somehow i'm focusing too much on foc stuff? but wells, now at least my team is up! plans coming in, ideas flowing in, and we've got things to look forward to. i've got a good team (the chiefs at least) and i'm feeling +ve abt the coming year for foc.
guess not only my academic stuff was affected all these while. missing out suppers and gatherings due to all my tuition and foc stuff too. a bit overwhelmed. lookin back at the lives i've missed out over these weeks of juggling and seeing the things i perhaps shld have seen but nv really saw as probs till now. turn of events, perceptions, feelings, and perhaps a tinge of misunderstandings. i wanna know wat is going on and resolve it but i feel i dun realli have the right to ask. i wasn't doing my part too... it'll be ok again, rite?
wells, time to get my life back on track.
off to revise for the quiz. haha i wonder when will be my next update?
--I Need a Nap--
4:12 PM
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