wanted to have a final update b4 sch starts.. but yea, u know, haha..

wells, now sch has finally started (which i actually looked fwd to), time to TRY to get back to the momentum... haha shld start LEARNING how to sleep by 12 every night and get use to a schooling lifestyle? so not ready for sch man :s time to start mugging too if not i'll nv catch up :s

RESOLUTION THIS SEM: ATTENDANCE RATE INCREASE FRM 30% TO 80%

haha, try my best lar hor xD

and as expected i'm more free now that sch started... YOG ended with a blast (though i did not take part in the "blast") and no more outings and stuff goin on ler~~~ miss the free transport though, why dun they give us a full month of it? LOl... my duty was, kinda slack and hMm bored? but the ppl thr are great!

STARS wars.... won more or less, but sad that i only have 18 AUs this sem... wonder if i shld be ambitious and go add more but hMm dun really seem to have elects i'm interested in, or it clashes with the others... i scare i'll regret gettin computing as a minor sia =s

and things are lookin up, at least i think so :)

KITE FLYING WAS FUN! lol an aspect of of the regular childhood which i missed haha... shall try to see whr i can get materials/cheap kites and go again someday!!! :D

Sabotuer is another interestin game! LOL tempted to buy the cards... but most ppl i play with have the cards le eh? lol

step up 3D is damn cool!!! though i tink certain moves will look better watched on 2D

dun tink too much, study girl :) 11:56 AM
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Yea. it's up to me now... time for me to face it no matter how hard it is... i cnt always sit there and think and emo and worry about doing something wrong... neither should i keep everything to myself and not bother explaining because i expect people to understand, even when they are not even me...

and ya, part of the problem lies with me... wilful, quiet, busy... perhaps, a great part of it...

time to salvage my kinship, my r/s, my friendships and myself... and fulfil all my duties for all the roles i'm playing... it's gonna be hard but i dun wanna go down without trying

do regret volunteering, cos now everything is coming at one go and all of this are more important to me... time is alr not on my side with student's prelims... responsibilities vs personal affairs... but did not regret my choice of position, since it do allow me quite a lot of free time compared to others

i dun handle my time well, i dun reject anything and thus i'm always too busy... i'm not brave enough to take all the 1st steps i could have taken long ago because i'm always scared and worried of the results and fear rejections... i jus keep convincing myself everything is ok when i know very well it is not... and i dun watch what i say and hurt people, or convey the wrong message along the way

give me the courage to carry one... 4:46 AM
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