Wednesday, June 30, 2010
back... haha with chicken pox
well staying at home doing nothing much, just slacking away, enjoying the time i have at home... haha and i'm trying to slow down my pace of watching my new drama (ps man) in case i have nothing to do after a while....
haha missed quite a few meetings and stuff, + claud's bday celeb part 2 haha... but had a great night on part 1 of the celeb! all of us was there and it's so rare!!! nice chilling out with the bytches at nana after a dinner at home with my dad~ though we climbed mountains to get to the place lar =x
opened a bottle of martel and played circle of death (i think this was the name when zhenquan intro the game during foc chalet)... had fun adding hor to everything we say and boncing and screaming away LOL...
oh ya, it's WCF now btw and it's burning the atmosphere up! lik everywhr, be it meetings or seniors' camp... even my student who DUN WATCH soccer is getting so excited over the season!! haha... she had fun updating me (and not doin her work-.-) HAHA... well, perhaps if i can get a bit more interested in soccer within the next 4 yrs i'll really understand wat's all the fever about and not just a follower in the atmosphere haha... quite funny to see people getting depress (and at the same time another few hi5-ing each other) somewhr in the same meeting LOL...
well, might consider watching the last match on 11th, depending on which countries are in LOL
but well, chicken pox now means i'm to put aside alot of things inculding preparation for FOC... haha lots of ppl signing up! and it's lik, less den a month away! all of our hardwork in the past one year into this 6 meaningful days~ GO PPL!!! we'll see the fruit ripen soon!!! :D and ya, i hope to join back soon too!!!
and i miss all the people i failed to meet up with! haha ppl are comin back to sg soon, so i guess i can expect some class gathering to come :)
of course, next thing i can truly look forward to is mon!!! *winks* (well i'm coming out of fri but before mon it's all work stuff haha) i miss the bytches! hehe
k, till here, my ps man is waiting~
--I Need a Nap--
10:50 PM
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Sunday, June 20, 2010
lots of thoughts running through my mind, main reason why i decided to give this blog a little life...
over a significant portion of last week, i was super angry and fed up with this particular person... a
FRIEND who is in a different placement... i was super duper angry actually, but i think i managed not to show it. i thought, anyone could have made that mistake, but once advised, people with any sense will do the required actions and apologise immediately.
in the end, not only it needed like
THREE of us to talk to her for her to react, i was the one apologising. even though she was the one who came out with some VULGARITIES. WHEN I TOTALLY DIDN"T DO ANYTHING WRONG, AND WAS TALKING NICELY TO HER.
ya it's not fair to me, but what to do? clearly in that particular situation,
I WAS NOT TREATED AS A FRIEND. rather, more like a junior who needs to show respect for a superior. so in accordance to the system, i do have to express some concern for her "damage".
AND THE IRONIC THING IS: i'm quite SURE if it was ANYONE ELSE,
anyone whom i really should respect in terms of age and seniority, the person would have understood. and she, of all people, should!
ya, i totally understand, it's for other stuff, BUT DID SHE TRY TO UNDERSTAND THAT IT"S LOTS OF HARD WORK, IN OPEN FOR ALL??? it'll be like, everything down the drain.
and.
why ask our superior to deal with us when we're talking to her (ya, to extent of a quarrel for one of us) as a friend??? THIS IS ONE THING I DONT UNDERSTAND. would she rather us, AS FRIENDS, ask her superior to deal with her instead of trying to stop her from making that mistake?
IT'S ONE OF THE RULES SHE HAS TO FOLLOW TOO. so she is happier if someone else blames her for that?
and quarrel between friends, not settled within friends? why must it be that outsiders have to step in?
UNLESS, WE ARE NOT REGARDED BY OUR R/S AS FRIENDS. BUT AS OF OTHER STUFF.but well whatever. now that it's over, i hope everything just blow over. though, perhaps when comes to dealing with her, i'll use her method: ask someone else to deal with her, instead of advising as a friend.
ITS GOOD IF ANYONE READING HERE DUN UNDERSTAND ANY OF THIS. THOUGH, I THINK NO ONE COMES HERE ANYMORE :Di just hope whoever heard her story will be fair to see that the main point was not the words that was hurled at her. with her attitude towards us. this took 2 hands to clap, our side at most half the hands.
whatever, whatever.
and then. i almost cannot take it alr. 4 TUITIONS SET THIS WEEK, ALL CANCELLED. i dun see how i'm gonna make her improve. i'm like, omg, someone can be so much busier than i am?!?! i cant even set a proper and fixed tuition time with her. next week, i definitely have to make it clear that the time is reserved for me at least. if not, she forgets everything i taught her at the previous lesson everytime i get there =.= though i should not be concerned right? not wasting my money =.=
whatever, whatever.
--I Need a Nap--
1:26 AM
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