Saturday, October 04, 2008
ok... ytd was... stayed at angela's hse frm aftersch all the way till abt 11.30 and reached home at 12+ =s... just for the GP project OMG... today lunch with the class and studied in school with aaron and jasmine, + a couple of aaron's classmates who left early... den met up with eileen to settle andrew's(non juying) and kelvin's present... RECIEVED THE FORM FOR APPLICATION OF TEACHING INTERNSHIP PROGRAMME! haha shall apply for it and see how it goes... and now, i'm actually quite dead, especially at the thought that i will have to wake up at abt 6 tml =s
Been forgoing lots and lots of sleep this 2 weeks... damn... and i'm damn tired...
before i sleep... this is quite a nice song, from ming zhong! emo song though... it's in my playlist, so ya, =D
半情歌 - 元若蓝
花 接受凋零 风 接受追寻
心的伤还有一些 不要紧
我接受你的决定
你将会被谁抱紧 唱什么歌哄她开心
我想着天空什么时候会放晴
地球不曾为谁停一停
你的明天 有多快乐 不是我的
我们的爱是唱一半的歌
时间把习惯换了 伤口愈合
也撤销我再想你的资格
你的祝福 一半甜的 一半苦的
像我手中冷掉的可可
最最教人残念的总是没完成的
我只能唱著 一半的歌
你将会被谁抱紧 唱什么歌哄她开心
我想着天空什么时候会放晴
地球不曾为谁停一停
你的明天 有多快乐 不是我的
我们的爱是唱一半的歌
时间把习惯换了 伤口愈合
也撤销我再想你的资格
你的祝福 一半甜的 一半苦的
像我手中冷掉的可可
最最教人残念的总是没完成的
我只能唱著 一半的歌
我的明天 快不快乐 都是我的
我们的爱是唱一半的歌
时间把习惯换了 伤口愈合
也撤销我再想你的资格
你的祝福 一半甜的 一半苦的
像我手中冷掉的可可
最最教人残念的总是没完成的
另一半的歌
--I Need a Nap--
1:35 AM
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Wednesday, October 01, 2008
ok usual commentary, may skip... thurs mugged alone at mac, fri mock exam, paper one i did one qn for one hour den change qn at last 1/2 hr, paper 2 so-so... bought presents, den went for tingting's and bingbing's party! sat studied with zhenghui laixing and shiyun at coffeebean... was supposed to book space for them but =x=x=x... sun studied with grace... actually think i can just leave out the word "studied" hor? and u guys will still know wat i'm doin...
AND F1... wah results a bit unexpected, although alonso always quite good but frm last placin to 1st is still abit... and ferrari was just, no luck... tt team mate dunno for wat so early take away the sign and raikonen crashed at last 4 laps... nvm...
mon mugged with grace, ytd went gp lessons den sumhow i ended up studying with shengyong yuansheng xiaobo wenyao... and ken was rite... shengyong adjust temp till very cold nia... met up with andrew(non juying) and guys... they sort of biked me ard, yada... today mugged with shengyong in sch...
recently tot over several issues... and i slowly realised my world is gettin wider and wider somehow somewhere... and this new group of friends... we dunno each other, deep, but we hitted off well... quite ironic, that i know them thru my sis yet my sis dun hang out with them animore but i do...
a lot of things happened, and made me think more about the choices i've made, and the choices i'm supposed to made... maybe, all these happened to really make me consider myself and look into myself more carefully...
i wonder how can i be one person living in so many different worlds at one go... till i'm so busy living that i forget in which world i'm the real me... even as i try to trace back, gather all my horcruxes, i have no idea how many are there out there and how many of those i've found are real... i wonder how voldemort handled it
and no, i've not been re-reading the series... though i suddenly have the urge to xD
and no, i dun lik the stage... not now at least... i can promise nothing, and neither do i wan to take anything, and what i've shown is onli one side of me... audiences whom i dun wan to disappoint, whom i dun wan to interact with from where i am... away with the praises and treat me as i am
heard tis song during O1... just tot of it today, and it's damn nice, though no climax... very soothing song... and note, it's by olivia, not olinda... olivia's voice much sweeter
Sometimes When We Touch - Olivia Ong
You asked me if I love you
And I choked on my reply
I'll rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you
On what you say or do
I'm only just beginning
To see the real you
And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes
And hide
I wanna hold you till I die
Till we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you
Till the fear in me
Subsides
Romance and all its strategy
Leaves me battling with my pride
And through the insecurities
Some tenderness survives
I'm just another writer
Still trap within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter
Still trap within my youth
And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes
And hide
I wanna hold you till I die
Till we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you
Till the fear in me
Subsides
At times I'll like to break you
And drive you to your knees
At times I'll like to break through
And hold you endlessly
At times I understand you
And I know how hard you've tried
I've watched while love commands you
I've watched love pass you by
At times I think we're drifters
Still searching for a friend
A brother or a sister
And then the passion flares again
And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes
And hide
I wanna hold you till I die
Till we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you
Till the fear in me
Subsides
--I Need a Nap--
9:49 PM
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